A/N: Lot's of people seemed to like the Angela being a werewolf twist! Woooo! :D


Bella:

3rd August 2006

It has been a pretty weird month, let me tell you. I mean, all my friends are werewolves! Angela has, of course, had to tell her parents, but she is still going to go to normal school, and then protect the reservation at night. It was really weird seeing her and Ben phase for the first time, but I've gotten used to it. They even run through the forest with me clinging to their backs.

It's been a pretty fun holidays so far, and very weird, like I said before. I've even been allowed to go to some of the werewolf campfires, where the elders tell old stories of the Quileute's and their connection to wolves. It really is remarkable some of the tales.

Right now, I'm shopping in the very questionable shops that Forks has to offer. There really aren't that many shops, but they'll do for me.

"Oh, look, it's Nerdella." The most annoying yet attractive voice in the world says. Why do I always seem to run into him?

"Hey Jerkward." I reply flatly. I've tried ignoring him, but that just seems to make him more annoying.

"Having a good holidays?" Edward asked, and I suddenly had a really good idea that it would be awesome if Edward would be annoying to me when Jacob's here, because then Jacob could become a wolf and rip of his head! If only…

"I thought I told you to never speak to me again? And to leave me alone?" I said coldly to him.

"Well, I decided to ignore that." Edward replied.

"Well, I didn't, so I'm going to ignore you." I told him.

"No, Nerdella, wait!" Edward called after me once I started to walk away.

"What do you want Edward?" I asked in an annoyed tone. Why couldn't he just leave me alone? And call me Bella?

"Another kiss maybe?" Edward asked in an attempt at a sweet voice, so I slapped him and ran off.

Oh my god. I. Slapped. Edward. Masen. CRAP!

He was going to be so angry, and annoyed, and…What was I thinking?

I quickly jumped into my Chevy, and sped (well, I say sped, but this piece of junk can't go much over 40) away from the shops. As soon as I got home I ran to my room and called Angela, and told her what I'd done.

"You did what? Seriously? What was he like?" Angela asked incredulously.

"I did… I didn't see, I ran off!" I told her, and we both laughed at my cowardness. I ended the call with Angela, and then began dreading the new school year. I can't actually believe I slapped Edward. Oh dear god, he's going to kill me. He's going to actually kill me. I'm such an idiot.

A knock at the door nearly scared me to death, since I was just sat thinking what an idiot I was. I opened the door and very nearly screamed.

"Uh…hey Edward…how d-did you kn-know where I…um…lived?" I stuttered nervously while my face heated up in a blush. How did he know where I lived? I don't remember ever telling him. And what was he going to do now that he found me? I mean, I'd be pretty angry if someone slapped me in the face.

"Everyone knows where the Chief lives, and even if I didn't, the police cruiser is a pretty tell-tale sign." Edward said like it was the most obvious thing ever.

"Oh." I replied dumbly. I'm such an idiot.

"How come you ran away?" Edward asked after a very awkward minute of silence.

"B-because I, uh, slapped you?" I said as a nervous question.

"But why did that make you run?" Edward asked, sounding genuinely curious and a bit cocky that he could make me this nervous. So, I mustered up all my courage, and tried to be brave and not look like I thought he could kill me at any moment.

"Because if someone slapped me that would make me angry, so yeah, I'll admit it, I took the cowards way out and ran away. Happy?" I said, sounding slightly braver than before. Least I didn't stutter.

"I wasn't angry that you slapped me." Edward said as he slowly walked closer to me. My heart rate sped up if its own accord, just like in the library when Edward kissed me.

"What did you feel then?" I asked once I managed to regain how to speak.

"I thought it was pretty hot." Edward said sounding just as breathless as me. And then, for the second time ever, Edward kissed me. Only this kiss was a lot different. It was more sweet, and slow. More romantic than the first. And this time, I responded more quickly. I couldn't work out my emotions, to be honest. I mean, one minute, me and Edward hate each other, the next we're kissing.

This time, I knew during the whole kiss that it was wrong, and things wouldn't change. Edward would still hate me. So why did I continue the kiss? Because for this short amount of time, I actually felt wanted. Edward wanted to kiss me. And, because the kiss was pretty great. Edward was a really great kisser, so why would I stop?

Eventually, I pulled away from Edward. I'll admit, I was a little sad about this, but I tried not to show it on my face. Edward was probably just messing with my emotions.

"So…" Edward said making the awkward silence much more awkward.

"I have a lot of work to be doing, so I'm just going to go now…" I said beginning to back away when I realised I was already home.

"Do you have to go?" Edward asked, looking a bit sad.

"Do you have to hate me?" I asked rhetorically, then slammed the door and ran up to my room.

I was so confused by the way Edward was acting. I mean, one minute he's all cocky and cheeky, asking for a kiss, then the next minute he's coming round to my house, and just kissing me! And why do I enjoy kissing him so much?

Surely, since Edward's my enemy, I should hate it. Be repulsed by it. But I'm not. I love the way his lips feel against mine. I love the taste of his mouth. I love the way our lips seem to fit ever so perfectly together, like a jigsaw puzzle.

And then, for the next few hours I cried over Edward. Not because he had said something that hurt me, but because I knew he would never want me as a friend, and definitely not as a girlfriend.


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