A/N: Now we have Edward, and how he's coping after finding out about Bella's 'death'. :)
Edward:
To: Bella Swan
From: Edward Masen
Subject: Your death
Dearest Bella,
You, the most beautiful person I have ever seen, and to ever walk the planet, is dead. I've been hysterical ever since I heard. Constantly crying, never sleeping. And when I do, I have terrible nightmares, and wake up screaming. Even when I have amazing dreams of me and you, together, it just makes things worse, because I know that can never happen now.
I keep thinking of ways this could have been avoided. Maybe if I didn't make you hate me, we could have been together? Then maybe, just maybe, you wouldn't have been hit by that car, and you'd be in my arms right now.
But that can never happen. That will never happen. And that will haunt me for as long as I live.
I don't know why I'm sending you this email, it's just, you've become like my diary. You never answer my emails, neither does a diary. And now, I can't even hope that you will reply.
Before I send this, there's something you need to know. It sounds stupid, but I keep hoping that maybe you're an angel, up in heaven, and will somehow read this. The thing is, Bella, I love you. With all my heart and soul, I love you so much, that now, it hurts. Before, I thought I may have had a small chance, but now I know I will never get to breathe in your beautiful strawberry scent again, or ever hold you in my arms.
I love you Bella, and I will never, ever forget you. Maybe we can meet again one day in heaven?
Love from Edward xx
A/N: Awww...poor Edward... He's not coping very well :(
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