I had no idea whether or not Kurt was alive or not, and I was too scared to ask. A fire was being put out, phone calls had to be made, an arrest was being finalized, and the ambulance was being pushed to their limits.

" ." I turn to see an older lady smile at me.

"Oh hi," I extend my hand. "Mrs…."

"Rich, Marlena Rich." She shakes it back and brings his hand up near her mouth. "Thank you, Thank you so much."

I smiled at her and with my free hand pull my walky talky out of my pocket. "Can we get a car for Mrs. Rich." I wait for a roger that and slowly release my hand form hers. "Someone is on their way." She smiles and walks away.

Then I walk over to the 4 bodies covered due to their murder, and the 1 fighting and failing for their life. Another was wrapped in a blanket being treated for a burn. It didn't click to me until he looked up and blue was mixed with green, and a soft hurt smile was casted upon his face. The nurse looked up to me and laid an arm on Kurt's shoulder mouthing "go ahead."

Kurt slowly walked up to me, chuckling a hello. I just stared at him eagerly pulling him into my embrace. No words, just murmured nothingness.

"I'm sorry, I just…" Kurt rambled on but was silenced when Sebastian's lips touched his.

"I shouldn't have yelled, I know, I need to take off of work more, I need to spend time with you, god babe I am so sorry." I didn't even know what I was saying anymore.

"No." Kurt shakes his head and smiles. "This is your job, and you're so good at it. I just need to understand."

"My job isn't my life Kurt… you are." I say almost inaudible connecting our fingers.

"I love you," Kurt replies simply, not knowing what else to say and connecting their lips again. "That was scary." I opened my mouth but closed it again when Kurt began speaking again. "I just kept think what would Sebastian do, he would volunteer, he would hel…."

"Wait what? You what?"

"Well I mean I thought I was going to die so I just figure…"

"Kurt don't say that!" I argue.

"See, I am just trying to tell you, it wasn't supposed to be looked into."

"Kurt you were going to get yourself killed."

"What do you care, the only reason you are acting like you do now is because I almost died."

I looked back at him astonished at his words. "You really believe that?"

"No." He shakes his head fast as if he had told the biggest secret of his life.

I raised his head so his eyes were looking directly at me. "Kurt you are the love of my life, and I am an asshole sometimes, most of the time, but that is always going to be me, and if you ever forget it, I'll fuck you into the mattress hard enough that it is imprinted for months."

He laughs. "I am looking forward to that." He pulls my head down to kiss me and we stay like that for what feels like forever.

It's my job to protect you,

Keep you safe,

Keep you here,

And I'll fight for you darling.