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Jordana stared at the wooden casket in front of her with a blank stare while the others around her let out weeping sounds. Gemma laid her hand gently on top of Jordana's hand giving it a gentle squeeze as Jordana looked down at it for a few seconds before looking back up at at the front of the church.

"Her sister Jordana Telford would like to a say a few words." The Preacher said holding his hand out towards the silent sister.

Jordana slowly got up from the pew she was sitting in and walked to the pulpit that the preacher had been standing. Slowly she lifted her head up to see that all eyes were on her.

"Today we are here together for my sister Jade." Jordana said taking a deep breath. "I honestly have a speech ready right here. But it seems to me that reading this wouldn't do anything really for me. I love my sister with my whole heart and now she has been taken away from me. It's like a part of me is gone. We have always been a two sum since I could remember. Now I'm one person with out my other half. I don't know how to act, I don't know how to think. I don't know how to be alone."

Wayne got up slowly from his spot and walked up to his daughter and touched her arms slowly standing beside her giving her a little encouragement.

"I know that I have family but my sister is gone. I don't know what to say or what to do." Jordana said as tears started rushing down her cheeks. "I want her back just as much as anybody but not as much as her children."

Gemma got up as Wayne walked his oldest daughter to the motherly figure in her life and sat down as the preacher got back up and took the spot in front of the church. What seemed like forever were actually only a few minutes as the pallbearers walked up to the casket and walked it outside. Wayne and Jordana held onto each other as they walked out of the church followed by the others. Gemma was next to Juice hoping the young man would keep it together for the sake of his children.

"Can you guys make sure he makes it to the gravy yard?" Jordana asked taking a deep breath as she turned around to see Gemma who nodded at her. "I need to go handle somethings."

Before the queen bee could answer, Jordana took her heels off and darted past the other people who just attended her twin's funeral.

"JORDANA!" shouted Gemma as she watched Jordana disappear.

"She needs space mom, let her go." Jax said as she stared at him for a few seconds. "I mean it."

Gemma nodded at him as she put her arm around Wayne's shoulders and led him towards her car that was behind the hearse. Jax held onto Abel as he watched Jordana's car disappear away from the funeral home.

"Do you have any idea where she is going?" Jax asked looking at Chibs who was just shook his head at the question.

"She barely even looks at me Jackie boy." Chibs said shrugging his shoulders as he held onto his own son who was holding his neck. "Since we got Kerrianne home she really doesn't say anything to me. It's cook, clean, or work. Barely even notices I'm there."

Jax shook his head as he saw Kerrianne holding her babysister who was just happy it looked like to be able to make noise.

"Momma, can you take Abel?" Jax asked as Gemma nodded. "I am going to go check on her."

"Don't do anything stupid." Gemma said just above a whisper. "I know you two."

Jax cracked his mom a smile before kissing his son's cheek and his mom's cheek as well as he darted towards his bike. Chibs stared at him for a few seconds before looking back at Gemma who was nodding him over.

"Don't worry old man." Gemma said nodding towards Jax. "They are best friends, they won't screw up. Go a head put the babies in here. That's why we've got the car seats. Jordana was suppose to ride with me."

Chibs just nodded his head as he walked around the car and put his son in the middle seat while Gemma reached over and buckled him while Chibs grabbed a hold of Brianna from her sister's arms and put her in and buckled her in.

"I'm sure she'll be at the grave yard." Gemma said as Chibs just nodded at her as he closed the door.

Jordana tighten her grip on her steering wheel as she rode down the road trying to put distance between herself and the funeral. It seemed she had drove for hours but it was only for a little while as she pulled her car into the wooded area where Juice had tried to end his life.

"You know you can't keep running."

Looking up quickly as she got out of the car she saw Jax sitting on his bike not to far from her.

"I'm not running." replied Jordana as she stared at her former lover.

"What do you call it then?" Jax asked as he flicked his cigarette away from him.

Jordana glared at him a she walked away from him knowing he'd follow her on either of the orders of his mother or husband.

"Do you seriously think this going to solve anything?" Jax asked as she sat down on log. "Running away and not bothering to tell people what's going on in that pretty head of yours."

"I fucking told you Jackson I'm not running." Jordana said with a hiss. "I'm trying to get things through my damn head!"

Jax watched as she looked away from him as tears threatened to fall down from eyes. She just shook her head as he went to sit down beside her.

"My fucking sister is gone Jax, she was fucking leaving town with my children to make sure they were safe." Jordana said as her voice broke and tears fell. "She came back because I got shot by To by somebody."

Jax stared at her as she quickly stood up.

"You know what Jax?" Jordana asked as he stared at her. "Stay right here, it's time you know a few things."

He stared at her with a confused look on his face as she returned from her car with the stack of letters that she had meant to talk to him about the day she got shot.

"You should know the truth about your father." Jordana said looking at him. "I'm not running period Jackson."

Jax stared at the stack of letters in front him as she thrust them into his hands. She stood up on her tip toes and kissed his lips gently as she cupped his face.

"I am going to go to the grave yard but first I'm going to stop by the shop and pick up Jade's bike." Jordana said as he just nodded at her.

Without another word, the princess of Samcro quickly left the VP alone with the stack of letters that could change his life.

"I know my son." Gemma said as she stared at Chibs. "He is only protecting her. He is her first love Chibs give it a break."

"It's not that I don't trust him Gem." Chibs said as she narrowed her eyes at him. "It's her at this point. Barely even talks to me doesn't want me near her period."

Gemma shook her head at him and kind of laughing on the inside because he was sounding like a woman more than he knew but she wouldn't wound his ego like that.

"Give her time honey, she just lost her sister." Gemma said rubbing his arm. "She might be not all here but she wouldn't do anything to ruin your marriage trust me on that one. The girl is head over heels in love with your scottish ass."

Jordana stared at the two of them as she pulled Jade's bike to a slow stop behind several others as the sudden noise caused the others to stare at the sudden noise. She walked over to grave site and sat down beside her father who quickly grabbed a hold of her hand.

"I love you daddy." Jordana said just above a whisper as she gave his arm a squeeze and put her head on his shoulder.