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"Is Jax here?" Jordana asked looking at Jessica. "I've been trying to get of him the last two days."
"No sorry." replied Jessica looking at her. "The last I heard, he was going to the grave yard and that was about twenty minutes ago. He spoke with Opie."
With out waiting for a reply, Jordana nodded towards the other mother and ran back to her car as Jessica watched with Gabriel on her hip.
"I just wish that shit would go back to the way it was." Kerrianne said as she looked at Jessica. "The crazy normal where my dad and step mom got along and weren't sleeping with random people. And when Jade was alive things made sense."
"I agree with you on that one." Jessica replied looking at her. "Let's go inside and get the kids some lunch."
Jordana shook her head as she turned the corner and pulled into the grave yard and knew within a few seconds where to look for her friend. After a minute of driving around, Jordana pulled the SUV to a stop on the curve. She saw Jax sitting up against his father's grave holding the letters in his hands in front of him.
"Hey." Jordana said quietly. "Your a hard man to track down Mr. Teller."
"Hey you." replied Jax looking up at her. "Sorry the letters kept me pretty busy. I heard you signed the divorce papers and Scotsmen was cheating with the social worker for a few months."
She nodded at him as she watched him stand up.
"Why didn't you tell me about the letters?" Jax asked as Jordana stared up at him.
"Because I know how much you loved your father and how Gemma along with Clay try to give you that fairy tale image about your dad." replied Jordana with a shrug. "I just didn't want you do something you'd regret down the road."
Jax put the letters in his pocket and pulled his first love close to him and hugged her tightly. Jordana wrapped her arms around him and held onto him tightly.
"You know what has to happen right?"
Jax let go of Jordana and turned around to see Gemma standing behind him looking at them.
"Clay has to be stopped, he killed your father and stole the seat away from our family. He ordered the kill shot on Tara Jax, he had Tara and Jordana kidnapped. He wants to make sure you do not take your place at the head of that table." Gemma said as she walked closer to the two of them. "That seat belongs to a Teller Jackson, it belongs to you."
Jax looked at Jordana then back at his mother and nodded.
"I've got to kill him Jordana." Jax replied looking at her as she stared at him.
Jordana looked back at Gemma with a blank expression on her face completely stunned that the woman in front of her who was the true person behind the kill shot of Tara and the kidnappings were putting it all on her estranged husband.
"And this is how you will do it."
Gemma and Jax both looked at Jordana who was digging in her pocket book and held out a small black bag and looked up at him. Jax grabbed it from her and pulled out a hypodermic syringe filled with something.
"It's a blood thinner." Jordana said looking at him. "Put it into his iv and pull out his breathing tube. The blood will fill up his lungs and it will look like he pulled it out in his sleep and he will pretty much choke on his own blood."
Gemma looked impressed as Jax put the needle back in the bag and looked at her. He nodded at her and kissed her cheek gently.
"This is why you belong to this club." Jax said with a small laugh. "I promise to call you or come by later."
She only nodded at him as he walked away leaving his mother and lover behind at his father's grave. Jordana turned and looked down at the grave stone along with Gemma who was silent.
"I know I lied." Gemma said causing Jordana to look up at her. "I'd rather have my son love me instead of hate me beyond believe. I do love him even though you find that hard to believe."
"I protected you." replied Jordana looking at her. "I took out the letters that mentioned you and my father. I know Jax better than you. He would have killed you with out twice Gemma. I'd rather see you alive and suffering then have you killed at the hands of your son."
Jordana turned on her heels and went to walk away but was stopped as Gemma grabbed a hold of her elbow keeping her from leaving.
"I know that we aren't the best of friends right now." Gemma said as Jordana looked at her. "Thank you for that. I know that you might not think I mean it but I do. Sure I know what I did but I did what I thought was right to get you back into Jackson's arms."
As soon as the comment was finished Jordana pulled her elbow out of Gemma's grip and looked at her with a raised eye brow.
"You had me kidnapped several times over the last few years because you wanted me back with your son?" Jordana asked as Gemma stared at her. "You had the love of your son's life murdered in cold blood because you wanted us to be back together? Seriously? Wow."
Jordana shook her head as she was trying to take the information in while Gemma stood there silent looking at the young woman.
"You did all of this, you set all of this up." Jordana said motioning her hands out. "You want your son to kill your husband so the shit you did wouldn't come out! Open your damn eyes Gemma and look the hell around. This is serious shit your doing. Your always pulling the strings when it comes to this shit. My god now I want to kill you or tell Jax!"
Gemma took a deep breath and stared at her.
"I can't believe I bought into all of this." Jordana said shaking her head. "Gemma, I love my husband well to be ex husband. YOU fucking caused all of this bullshit to happen. I am sure as hell you put that damn bug in his ear that I was sleeping around. So if you can't fix any of the other shit, I want you fix my marriage now."
"Why can't you just accept the fact that you are meant to be the queen of this club Jordana?" Gemma said looking at her with a serious look on her face. "You and Jax are suppose to be the couple who takes this club back. Tellers are who this club belongs to. You belong with Jackson. You have his crow and you were once engaged to be married to him. Don't you see it? Things happen for a damn reason. You aren't meant to be with Chibs. You are meant to be with my son."
Jordana glared at her and shook her head.
"You have seriously lost touch with reality." Jordana said shaking her head. "I will not listen to this shit anymore."
"Don't run from the truth Jordana, your sister knew it too." replied Gemma causing Jordana to stop walking and to turn back towards her. "The day that she was gunned down that wasn't me that ordered the kill shot. It was Clay. But before she came to your house she came to see me. She said she realized that this life was hers to live along with you. She said she never regretted coming back here, she hated it because she knew you were with the wrong man. She knew that your place was with Jax but she knew that you wouldn't try to over step Tara."
Jordana shook her head and just laughed a little bit.
"There is the old Gemma." Jordana said shaking her head. "I know my sister better than you think. We were twins. My sister knew that Tara was the one for Jax we both knew that. ALL of us within the club rather it was the old ladies, sweet butts, crow eatters, and the bikers. I was meant to be with Chibs from the start. I was a bit too young to understand the feelings I had for him so I put them off as just a crush. But when I got older and I came back to Charming, I realized they were real feelings of love Gemma. I love Jax yes! I do with all my heart, but we aren't who we use to be anymore. We were young and stupid. We are adults now with families of our own. Get it through your head we will NEVER be together again. Fuck buddies is pretty much all it will ever be."
Gemma just shook her head as Jordana glared at her.
"Silly girl." Gemma replied shaking her head.
"Silly bitch is what you are." Jordana replied quickly. "When things don't go Gemma Morrow's way, you are either going to be murdered or kidnapped. So let tell something, I'm not scared of you period. I am protecting what's mine. I don't have to be with Jackson to be the queen of Samcro Gemma. I was groomed and trained to be just like ruthless, take no shit from you, and to do what ever it took to get what you wanted."
Gemma took a deep breath as Jordana started to walk back towards her.
"But I am a cold blooded killer like you." Jordana said with a hiss. "Clay, my father, and you all had a hand in killing John Teller. And I will be damned if I go down that road and have the past repeat it self. So I'm going to put my foot down today, take the queen of samcro position and shove up with your ass."
Without another word, Jordana quickly walked away leaving Gemma alone by her ex husband's grave stone in silence. Gemma watched as Jordana left the grave yard without a second glance. Turning around slowly, she turned to look at the grave stone of her late husband.
"It's for the best John." Gemma said with no emotion. "It's for the best."