'Why did I agree to go into the changing room with Emily? Is this her way of teasing? Did she hear what Noel said and assume he meant her? I seriously just want to knock his block off. He's an asshole, it's confirmed now that I will never be as attracted to guys as I am to girls because of Noel Kahn and his meathead friends.' Hanna begins to play with her fingers. It calms her down when moments either become intense or she gets an off feeling about things that are going on. In this case, she was a little nervous that she'd slip up and watch Emily undress and want to feel her. If Emily revealed her fantastic body one layer at a time, Hanna thought she'd never be able to keep her hands to herself. 'I'd want to run my hands up her thighs to her abs and then massage her sensitive breasts with my hands. I can't help it. Emily is a masterpiece and all I've been thinking about since she hugged me in the bathroom is making love to her. How do I figure out my feelings for my bestfriend and want to touch her in.. well her area in the same day?' Hanna turns her head just a little so Emily wouldn't notice and she's surprised to find Emily looking at her. Hanna suddenly feels self concious. She holds her sides and wishes Emily would stop watching her. Emily's gaze felt like knives to Hanna, not because Emily was looking at her maliciously but because Hanna was always so insecure that having anybody look at her made her feel unsure of what to do, so she panics. Usually she panics but this time she keeps calm and presses on towards the changing room. Once there Hanna tells Emily to shower and she'd wait for her. Hanna sits down on the bench near the entrance they came in through. 5 minutes goes by and Hanna hears her name being yelled from the showers. Assuming the worse Hanna rushes over to aid Emily. She comes running into the shower and suddenly her phone left her palm, her mouth was open and Emily looked confused. 'Holy shit! No I didn't mean to..' Hanna could form thoughts but not actual words. She stood there frozen in place while Emily stood naked infront of her. 'Why isn't she covering herself? Did she do that on purpose for me to see? I wouldn't mind but that's not like Emily.' Almost on cue Emily's hands flew to her mouth and her breasts. 'Her breasts... wow. I honestly never realized how gorgeous they were. In a shirt Emily's boobs seemed pretty basic but bare they were round and perky. All I really want to do is crash our bodies into the wall and fuck her right here. Who would see?' A throbbing started in between Hanna's thighs. Hanna's never had the 'turned on' feeling. She thought Sean turned her on but not like this. She wanted to ravish Emily. Emily was drenched and everything seemed so perfect to Hanna until she realized maybe Emily didn't want Hanna to look at her this way. Hanna forces herself to look away and focused her attention to the wet floor and not her wet best friend. She grabs her phone. "I'm sorry." 'I'm sorry' was all Hanna could say. She couldn't say her real thoughts because they were all sexual. Emily asks Hanna for some shampoo in her locker but Emily looked so scared while saying this. Hanna suddenly felt dirty. Emily was vulneralble and Hanna just kept on watching. She left the room still repeating 'sorry'. Hanna had a heavy feeling in her stomach and in her pants. The throbbing was still there but now she also felt sick. She sat down on the same seat and thought about what just happened.
'Okay so, Emily screamed my name, I thought she was in distress so I went, innocently, to check on her. I saw her fully naked and liked it. Now I feel guilty .. shit.' Hanna gets up and searches Emily's locker for her bottle of shampoo. She grabs and as she's approaching the showers she sees Emily on the floor. 'Is she crying? Oh my god, I made her cry.' Hanna felt even worse. She cover herself behind a wall this time and only showed her hand with the bottle in it. Like it was a white flag in a warzone. "Is this the right one?" She asked half heartedly hoping Emily heard her. "Yeah. Look, Han.. um. I didn't mean for you to see me naked. I mean you've seen me topless but that was a lot diffirent." Diffirent? Of course it was diffirent this time Hanna saw them clearly and every inch of them. It was a lot diffirent then when they were pre-teens. "It's fine Em, really. As you said it's not the first time. If anyone's sorry it's me. I barged into a shower not realizing of course you'd be naked." Hanna was surprised when she heard laughter from behind the wall, she joined Emily and laughed. "Just take your shower and I'll be over um.. by the lockers. Not near the door though." Hanna tried to play cool and not show her horniness in her voice. Emily grabbed the bottle and disapeared behind the wall again.
Hanna took back the same seat a third time but this time she was happy. She saw Emily naked, that made Emily uncomfortable and Emily being uncomfortable made Hanna feel bad. But Emily seemed okay now. 'Maybe she wasn't crying. Maybe she was just embarassed and was covering her face.' Hanna raised from her seat when she heard a noise from the lockers. 'Is it wrong to want to see more of her so soon? I'm as bad as a horny guy..' Emily looked just as good maybe even better. The light reflected her toned abs and the little driplets of water on them. Her legs were muscular and her arms the same. 'She looks so fuckable.' Hanna thought while that feeling inbetween her thighs came back. Emily had put her jeans on and she was just putting her bra on when Hanna backed out and sat back down.
Emily turned the corner and for a second Hanna thought she might have been caught. Her face felt hot like it was turning red. 'Can Emily not be observant for one minute and not notice that I'm completely blushing? Please?' "Hey! Ready to go?" Hanna's mind was still racing so she muttered out "Yeah." 'I must sound like a douchebag to her, oh god.' "Let's go!" Emily was so cheerful while leading them out of the room. Hanna remembered Emily was still living with them and Hanna couldn't avoid the topic of what made her upset earlier for too much longer. 'I'm not ready for this.' Hanna thought before they entered Emily's car to head home.
Author's Note: I got asked to continue so I did. Sorry I hadn't updated it earlier but I've been very bust with school so I'm sorry about that. I hope you enjoy and review this woo!
