Joe woke up the next morning still feeling upset about their parents' death, he knew that Jen was the reason they
died and not her, he didn't want nothing to do with her. He got up and got dressed after he took a shower and
went down to the kitchen to see Nick, Kevin, and Jen sitting at the table eating silently. He gave Jen a sneer as he
sat down to eat his cereal, "why are you still here Jen?" he spat as he finished his breakfast before getting up.
Jen looked up hearing Joe, but didn't answer due to the fear of getting hurt, she hurriedly ate her breakfast and
ran out the door to school, since Kevin forced her to go to public school, because he didn't want her around when
Nick was homeschooled. She thought to herself as she ran, "why do they hate me? Mommy only protected me from
the accident to keep me alive," she had fresh tears rolling down her cheeks as she took out her secret weapon, her
razor, she pressed it against her arm a little hard and cut atleast three times, wincing at the pain yet she sighed in
relief as she felt the weight lifted off her shoulders. She reached the school doors quickly putting the razor back in
her backpack so she could used it again in the bathroom for when she needed a break.
Her classmates stared at her with sympathy eyes and some encouraging words were said to help Jen feel better,
but it didn't because the only words she could hear was that it was her fault, and that she deserved to die instead
of her parents. She quickly gulped back down the tears as she lowered her head to go into the girl's bathroom as
her friends she used to know walked away from her. Jen looked up into the mirror and took one look at herself,
feeling insecure about her looks, she took out her razor and started cutting her left arm, leaving three quick cuts,
letting it bleed as she went to work on her right arm. Hearing the bell rang, she decided to run away from school to
go back home, because she feels unwanted, lonely and scared.
Nick was doing his homework when he saw Jen walking through the front doors, he narrowed his eyes a little
seeing her walking towards the kitchen, "What do you think you're home from school for?" he snarled darkly as he
worked on his math. Jen shrank back a little hearing her own brother snarling at her, she replied with a sad sigh,
"can't do it anymore, no one cares maybe I should go die and just leave you three" she said the last part in a
whisper in which Nick looked up, 'what the fuck did she said' he thought to himself before shrugging his shoulders, "I
don't give a fuck about that just go up before Kevin noticed that your ass is home, worthless piece of shit." He spat
as he dismissed her to her room.
Jen nodded quickly as silent tears rolled down her cheeks, hurting from Nick's words, how could her own brother
more of her hero said that to her? What did she do to deserve those words, oh right I killed my own parents, she
thought to herself silently as she worked on her homework silently, she decided to skip math and went for her razor,
her new best friend, "hello Razor meet my arm again" she silently whispered as she slowly cut her arm three more
times, the last one being a little hard since she jumped hearing a door slam, which caused her to cut a little deeper
than necessary, "Fuck!" she hissed in pain before wrapping her arm in a red towel to stop the bleeding while she
cleaned off her razor and stored it in her bra dresser, knowing her brothers won't touch it there.