All or Nothing
(Disclaimer: I don't own glee, Klaine, or any or the songs.)
Blaine couldn't believe that Regionals were days away. He was excited and terrified at the same time. What if they lost? They had already stopped glee once this year, and basically it as the only thing keeping g Blaine busy. He loved being with his friends and singing. It was helping to get him ready for NYADA. It was keeping his mind off the fact of how lonely he really was without Kurt.
Kurt. Blaine had never been more nervous in his entire life. They spent Sunday together at Kurt's house. He brought his family along and they had a pretty nice day. All the while, Blaine stressed about the question that had been haunting him for the past couple days. He didn't know when to ask, how to ask, or where to ask. One thing was certain, he needed help. Maybe if he had someone's support, then it wouldn't be so scary.
Blaine shuffled in his seat nervously, turning to glance at Sam. They had time to chat, but Blaine was so nervous that he was going to throw up if he didn't drop the bomb soon. "Sam," he said suddenly.
The blond boy looked up from his comic book. Seriously, who reads comics anymore? "Yeah, dude?"
Blaine bit his lip before swallowing. "I have something to tell you, and it's something really big. You know how Kurt and I broke up last fall?"
"How couldn't I know and remember?" Sam asked as he sat back in his seat. "I almost lost my best friend to the dark side when it happened. What's up?"
"Well, Kurt is my soul mate and I love him so much. I've been thinking a lot about how I was going to get him back, but I've come up with a plan that he can't say no to."
Sam grinned. "Are we going to be able to pull out our superhero suits for this, because if so, I'm in? We will need someone to kidnap Kurt so you can rescue him-"
"No," Blaine interrupted shaking his head. "No superheroes for this plan." Sam lost his excited smile, but nodded for Blaine to continue. "I was actually thinking about proposing to him after Regionals. It would be a great way to celebrate a win, or a good way to cheer all of us up if we lose. But I need your help with everything."
Sam looked at Blaine like he had three heads, and the smaller boy felt so nervous. "Are you, what?"
The bell rang and both boys stood and gathered their bags. Blaine led Sam from the room and into the courtyard, cutting through the area for glee. Blaine was going to say something, but Sam got distracted by something a jock gave him. Finally as they walked back inside, Blaine continued the conversation. "You can only do this once, so it has to be perfect. It has to be, you know, special."
"Are you actually talking about a marriage proposal?" Sam asked still a bit confused about what was going on. Blaine nodded with a smile. "Dude, we're in high school. You're not ready to get married, and I'm not ready for letting you."
Blaine wasn't going to let Sam get him to change his mind. "Well I'm not asking for your permission. I'm already going to do it. What I'm asking for is your help about how to do this, from my best friend." He playfully hit Sam on the shoulder, trying to get him to understand how serious he was about this.
"Okay, and as your best friend, I need to remind you that just a few weeks ago, you were totally confused," Sam said as he turned around to walk backwards. "You didn't even know where Kurt stood with this Adam guy."
"Hey, Kurt," Blaine asked as Kurt settled down on the couch next to him. Their parents were still in the dining room chatting away and Blaine really needed to know something. "Can I ask you a personal question?"
Kurt turned his brilliant blues eyes on Blaine, smiling warmly. "Blaine, you seriously know that you can ask me anything without getting all nervous. Today and Friday. What's with you? We're still best friends."
Blaine nodded quickly. "Oh we are, Kurt. We are best friends. I just get nervous when I ask questions that I think that people will react badly to."
"Oh, like if I'm staying for Regionals?" Kurt joked as he jabbed him in the side playfully. "What did you think I'd do? Yell and scream that there was no way I would ever want to stay here to see some of my good friends perform."
Blaine was as red as an apple, but he didn't duck his head. "Okay, enough of making fun of Blaine time." They laughed together before Kurt raised an eyebrow. "Oh, right. I was just wondering if you were-uh… I was wondering if you were still dating that Adam guy."
Kurt mouth opened in a small 'o' before he closed his mouth. Blaine held his gaze as the silence grew on. Suddenly, the younger boy became nervous. What if they were still dating?
"I was actually going to talk to you about that," Kurt said finally, looking down at his nails. "We were together for a little while and there just wasn't something right about it. It didn't feel right, so we broke it off. We are still friends, but to answer your question, no. We aren't dating. I'm single for right now."
Blaine nodded and felt his nerves fade away and relief set in. Kurt was single, but hopefully not for long. "Alright. Thanks for answering and not feeling weird. Join the single train."
They both laughed, and Kurt leaned forward to bump his shoulder. "How about some more Kardashians?
Blaine rolled his eyes because he just found that out like a day ago and Sam was already using it against him. "I don't remember you being this introspected when you were asking Brittany to marry you."
"One," Sam said as he turned down the wrong hallway. Blaine stopped to watch him continue to talk even though he was walking away. "I don't even know what that means. And two, we thought the world was ending and we realized it wasn't…" He turned around, realizing he was talking to himself, so he lowered his voice. "I regretted it."
"Will you listen to yourself?" Blaine asked, his words not fazing him. Sam and Brittany just weren't him and Kurt. "You sound exactly like the rest of the world saying that it's not time yet. Well, you know what? People like me have been hearing that for hundreds and hundreds years. This is happening. I am going to ask Kurt to marry me, and not only are you one of my best friends, but I was kinda hoping that you'd be my best man." Blaine shrugged with a smug smile on his face as he watched Sam's expression soften. "So let me know if you uh, change your mind."
Blaine was pretty proud of himself. He continued to the choir room with a smile. Hopefully the boy would come to his senses and take him up on the offer. Until then he'd have to go to his second partner in time. "Tina!"
The girl turned as she was walking down the hall. She smiled and waved. "Hey, Blainey."
Telling Tina wouldn't be as hard as telling Sam because she was a girl. She understood the concept of love and marriage. "Before we go to glee, I need to tell you something." He pulled her into a corner of the hallway so they could have some privacy.
"Blaine," she said noticing his seriousness. "I thought we went through this, so now you're confusing me. Are you or aren't you gay? You told me a month ago that you were, but now here you are proclaiming your love for-"
"Kurt!" Blaine finished quickly, blushing. "What is with you people and jumping to conclusions. First it was Sam, and then it's you. I'm gay, one hundred percent."
Tina just smiled. "I know you are gay, I was just teasing. What is it that you need to tell me? And no I will not be making the dresses for Regionals again. That was just too much work and not enough time."
"I have decided to do something to get Kurt back, and it's fool proof." He paused as he took a deep breath. "I have decided to propose to him after Regionals. I love him so much, and this act of love will finally make him see that he can trust me again. We can finally spend the rest of our lives together."
Tina was silent for a second before squealing. "Blaine!" She wrapped him in a quick hug, jumping up and down. "You and Kurt are going to get married!"
Blaine laughed as he pulled them to a stop. "If he says yes."
"Oh please," Tina gushed. "If there's one thing I'm certain of is that you two are going to get married. I guess it's just sooner than later. How are you going to do it?"
"I don't know," Blaine admitted rubbing his eyes. "That's what I need help with. I'm so glad that you actually approve of this because the two others that I told said I was crazy."
"Who was that?"
"I just told Sam and even asked him to be my best man. He said that I was too young and that I would regret it. I would never regret something that involves Kurt unless it is me cheating on him or hurting him, which will never ever happen again. I asked Burt for his permission and he also said I was too young to understand the full meaning of marriage. They just don't understand what Kurt and I have."
"Well I'm here for support. I am completely behind you one hundred percent. Now, let me see the ring. I bet you picked out a real stunner."
Blaine smiled. "Actually I was going to go pick out one in the next day or two, I wanted my best man and best girl friend to come help, but it looks like it's just me and you if you would want to accompany me."
Tina nodded, jumping up and down. "I would be honored to! We will pick out the best for Kurt because he deserves it! Thank you so much for including me in this! If Sam doesn't come around, I will definitely take his position as best woman."
The boy grinned hooking his elbow with hers as they continued down the hall. "Your support means the world to me. I think I'm going to do it right after Regionals. If I don't, I think I might not have the chance to do it before he leaves."
Tina nodded. "Sounds perfect. I can't wait to see the look on his face. The one thing that I've never been surer of is the fact that Kurt loves gigantic displays of love. He will be speechless and cry, and then he'll throw himself at you. He's so predictable."
"You are positive that Kurt will say yes? You don't think that he'll claim that we are too young. I know that I over think everything, but this is something that I feel like I need to. I don't want to look like an idiot as he declines."
Tina stopped him right outside of the choir room. "Stop, you are completely wrong. If you over think this, then you'll end up not doing it. You'll never know if you don't try. You need to do this to show Kurt that you mean forever."
Blaine nodded because that is exactly what he was thinking. He hugged her tightly before they walked into the room. Half way through the meeting, he realized that this was actually going to happen. Nothing was going to stop him, but Kurt if he said no. That was just something that Blaine couldn't see happening.
-1-
"I can't believe that," Kurt said as him and Blaine walked towards a table in Lima Bean. "She really did and said all of that? Why?"
Blaine shrugged as they sat. "She just freaked out on all of us. She demanded all the solos for competitions and broke up with Sam over a text. She even told me that I'm shorter than a lawn gnome."
"Aw," Kurt teased with a beautiful smile. "That's not very nice, though it may just be close to the truth as an insult can get."
Blaine glared at him over his coffee, trying his best to portray a stern look. "I'm not that short! Dang it. Why does everyone seem to think that I'm this midget?"
Kurt laughed softly, taking a small sip of his coffee. "But you are, Blaine. You are so tiny that you make people want to scoop you up and keep you in your pocket."
"I weigh one hundred and fifty pounds! I'm not that small, Kurt. I'm pretty sure that I weigh the same as you. So ha. I'm not that small." He stuck his tongue out.
"You only know that because that one time in the shower," Kurt said quietly, looking at Blaine before blushing harshly. "You just couldn't stop yourself."
"It obviously wasn't going to work any other way than me picking you up," Blaine answered smiling. He remembered the exact day very well. It was only right before Kurt left for New York.
"We definitely shouldn't do this," Kurt said as Blaine pushed him up against the open bathroom door, sucking at his neck. "Blaine-ah, hold on a second."
Blaine groaned out his frustration, but took a step back. Kurt turned on the shower before both boys helped the other strip. Kurt stepped in first, jumping as the hot water hit his skin. Blaine followed, not wasting any time. He pinned Kurt to the shower wall, taking both his wrist and holding them above both their heads. Kurt grinned down at Blaine, trying to lean forward to kiss Blaine, but Blaine shook his head.
Kurt stuck out his bottom lip in a pout. "Blaine, please?"
"I thought you didn't want to do this," Blaine teased, running his fingers down Kurt's arms slowly, loving how goosebumps formed automatically.
"I do," Kurt insisted, his voice almost a whine. "Please, Blaine."
Finally, Blaine moved forward to capture Kurt's lips with his own. Kurt's arms fell instantly to Blaine's wet shoulders, tightening on instinct. Their bodies slid together perfectly with ease. "I love you."
Kurt smiled brightly, kissing Blaine again. "Love you." He tilted his head back so Blaine could get better access to his neck. "Now you should fuck me."
Blaine jerked his head back, a ridiculous smile on his face. "In the shower? How scandalous of you."
Kurt giggled as he pulled Blaine closer, murmuring against his lips, "Now."
Okay, so maybe Blaine shouldn't have thought about it. It doesn't help when he remembered how Kurt had almost slipped and broke his neck when Blaine tried to thrust in for the first time, so Blaine picked him up and made thing ten times easier. Stop it. Blaine took a sip of his coffee.
"And then," he continued, trying to get the image out of his head or he'd have a serious problem in his very tight pants, "Ryder just freaks out on everyone. He's been getting catfished by someone in glee."
Kurt's eyes widened as he leaned forward. "Do you know who it is?"
Blaine shook his head. "No. That's what he freaked out about. He says that he won't perform in Regionals until they confess. Marley then said it was her, but I know that it wasn't. I honestly don't know who it is."
Kurt took a drink of his coffee. "I would bet it is Kitty. I can't stand that girl."
"You just hate her because that one time when she gave you a hard time when you worked her," Blaine said openly teasing. "You were so cute in the uniform."
Kurt eyebrows rose, and Blaine couldn't believe he had just said that. "I mean, uh-"
"It's fine," Kurt said quickly. "We dated, and you obviously thought I was somewhat good looking."
"More like ridiculously beautiful." Blaine took another gulp of his coffee before looking up into Kurt's blue amused orbs. "So… how's spending time with your dad and Carole? I'm glad that you took some time off of glee to be with them."
"Oh, I love it. I never thought when I was moving out, that I'd ever want to come back to Lima, but this is or well was my home. Him and Carole, I love them so much. It's really nice to be with them."
Blaine nodded. "I know how you feel. Ever since the fake shooting, my dad and mom have been really trying to spend at least one night together with me. It's really nice to see my dad trying. I know he loves me, but it's nice to have him express it."
Kurt smiled. "It's a total three sixty from a year and a half ago. I remember going to your house and never having your parents at home. I always felt like they never tried to spend time with you, but your mom is way better now. She's a sweetheart."
"Which reminds me," Blaine said as he sat his almost empty cup down. He leaned down and unbuckled his bag, pulling out the piece of clothing. "She wanted me to give this to you. She was in a discount store yesterday and saw it. She claims that it screamed you."
Kurt raised an eyebrow as he accepted the gift. He examined at before slipping it around his neck. "I love your mom, Blaine. It goes perfect with this outfit. Tell her thank you so much and that I love it."
"I will," Blaine promised. "She loves you so much though. Sometimes I think more than me."
"That's ridiculous," Kurt said waving his hand. "But it's the same with you. Carole and my dad adore you, so I guess we are even." His phone let out a beep and he checked it. "I actually have to get going though. Carole needs my help with dinner. I'm not sure why, but she seems to always have problems with making chicken stir-fry."
Blaine stood up with him and they deposited their cups before heading towards their cars. "Well, I guess I'll see you later? I'm pretty busy after school for the next couple days, so it probably won't be until Regionals."
Kurt nodded, surprising Blaine by hugging him. "I'll be there rooting you guys on. You and Marley are going to kill it, promise. Don't forget to tell your mom I said thank you."
Blaine nodded as Kurt pulled away. The older boy smiled and waved before turning to get into his car. Blaine always felt so giddy and happy when they talked, and today they even got to get coffee. The one thing that Blaine was looking forward to was finally kissing Kurt goodbye. That was the worst thing about the break up. Blaine was ready with it to be over.
-2-
Blaine got to the ring shop half an hour after meeting Kurt. Tina smiled at him from the bench she was sitting at and waved. This was nerve wracking. Blaine strolled over to her, wiping his sweating hands on his pants. "Hey, Tina. Thanks for coming."
She stood as he approached, reached out to hug him. "Stop thanking me, Blaine. You asked me for help and I'm going to be here for you no matter what. Are you ready to go pick out a ring for your future husband?"
"Yes, please. I'm ready to finally do this. I want to ask Kurt, and I need the perfect ring." He opened the door and let Tina go in first. The boutique was small but filled with plenty of jewelry to choose from. Tina went right over to the rings, and admired them through the glass case.
She kneeled down and looked closer. "Well, if you were asking me to marry you, I'd want that big one. My fingers are on the larger side, and you have to figure with my build after we have a few babies, I may put on a couple of pounds."
Blaine looked at her as she stood up. It was a little amusing, but he really wanted to take this seriously. "Tina, I'm looking for a ring for Kurt."
"He is so lucky," she gushed as she linked her arm through Blaine's. They both looked down to continuing looking.
"Those are engagement rings," they heard behind them, making the two friends turn to see a little old lady coming their way. She obviously worked there.
"That's good," Blaine said as she moved to stand in front of them on the other side of the glass case, "because I'm looking to get engaged." Man, he really loved saying that.
"I am constantly telling my nieces and nephews to wear condoms," the lady said and Blaine knew that was what it probably looked like, so he corrected her immediately.
"It's for my boyfriend," he said smiling.
"I'm not pregnant," Tina defended.
"Well, he used to be my boyfriend. It was a whole thing. It's very complicated; I won't get into it. Basically, I love him, very much and I want to spend the rest of my life with him, so I'm going to ask him to marry me."
Instead of looking disgusted like Blaine assumed, she smiled and said, "Tell me about your man."
Tina took that as her cue to leave, and Blaine was grateful for that. "Really?"
"Is he your soul mate," she asked with a smile.
"Yes, he is," Blaine breathed out. Finally, someone who understood. Tina's support was one thing, but this lady was taking it seriously.
She nodded and led him over to another counter. "I met Liz when we were eighteen. It was at a Styx concert back when they were doing hard core rock, not this weird robot stuff. We've been together ever since. It doesn't matter how young or old you are. True love is true love."
Blaine watched her open a box with rings inside. He assumed they were engagement rings for men. He couldn't help but vent to her as he leaned down on the counter. She seemed like she'd listen. "My friends have been giving me so much flack."
"If we all had listened, we wouldn't be moments away from the supreme court finally telling us that we are just as crazy and awesome as everybody else." Blaine could help the smile the spread across his face. He loved this lady.
"Hey, dude!" Blaine knew that voice even before he turned to see Sam moving over to him. Annoyance set in.
"Don't try to stop me, I'm doing this. Okay?" he asked as he pushed away from the counter.
"I love you," Sam said moving so he was standing next to him. "And I want to support you, so if you're really going to do this, I'm helping you pick out the ring. And I have, like, the best taste."
"Is this him?" The lady asked as Tina came over.
"Oh, no!" Blaine said quickly.
"No!" Sam said at the same time. "I mean he wants to do me, but we're just friends. Sam." Sam held out his hand to greet her, and Blaine had never felt more embarrassed. He had one dumb little crush, and his best friend would never let him lie it down.
"Jan," she greeted before asking, "Would you excuse us, just a moment?"
"Sure," Sam murmured.
Blaine took her turned back as his opportunity to smack Sam in the arm and whisper, "Don't."
"You do want to do me," Sam protested in a whisper as Blaine followed Jan to a deserted corner. He noticed that it had started to storm outside. Wasn't that bad luck?
"Forgive me for being pushy, but do you have anyone to advise you on this?" she asked curiously. "Someone who would really understand?"
"Someone… gay?" Blaine questioned, just to make sure he understood what she was talking about.
"Yeah."
"Not really." It sucked to admit it out loud, but it was the truth. The only other people that he knew was gay, was Santana and Brittany. To be honest, Blaine would never take relationship advice from them.
"I just want you guys to see what's possible when two people really love each other. Sound good?" Blaine had never been more moved by someone, well except Kurt. This lady didn't even know him or Kurt, and she was willing to help them out. He'd love nothing more.
"That sounds…That would actually be pretty amazing. I'd love to have you help us." He couldn't help the way his voice shook with emotion.
"How about you bring your man and I'll bring Liz, we can go out for dinner tomorrow night at Breadsticks. Maybe we could help him see that even though you two are broken up, you still love your first love."
"Yes," Blaine admitted. "That sounds perfect. I'll call him tonight and tell him."
"Now that it's settled, how about picking out a perfect ring for your soul mate." Blaine followed her back over to the counter where Sam and Tina were gazing at the rings in the box.
"Blaine!" Sam said as soon as he saw the boy. "Look at this one. I'm not for flamboyant, but Kurt would love this." Blaine took the ring that Sam offered to him, observing it.
"This is not Kurt," Blaine said, holding back a cringe. It was so ugly. "I'm not sure that is anyone's ring."
The group laughed as Tina held one up. "You could always go for simple. You can never go wrong with that, and it's the thought that counts."
Blaine shook his head. "It can't be plain. Like Sam said, Kurt loves fashion and flamboyant things. The perfect ring has to have some detail on it. I don't just want a simple band."
"First, Blaine," Jan said getting their attentions. "How much money do you have to spend on a ring today? That's a good place to start."
"Well, I have been saving a lot for something special like this. I would like to say that money isn't an option, but I'd like to keep it towards the cheaper end. Under a grand, probably."
"Is wish my parents were rich," Tina murmured under her breath, earning her a jab from Blaine. "Just saying."
"That's reasonable, but I was thinking about this one ring that I think would be perfect for your Kurt." She leaned down and opened a drawer with a key. She pulled out another box and stood, placing it on the counter. "It's not too showy or too simple. I've been trying to sell this beauty for a while now."
Blaine watched as she pulled out a silver ring, holding it out for him to take. He carefully picked it up, and it's cliché to say that his breath was taken away, but it was. Blaine couldn't believe how perfect it was for Kurt. "Oh my god."
"That is so perfect," Tina cooed, squeezing Blaine's arm.
"Kurt would die if you gave that to him," Sam observed. "If that's not it, then I don't know what is Blaine."
Blaine could picture this ring on Kurt's skinny finger, and it wouldn't look gaudy. It'd look perfect. They small diamonds were perfect and gave it a shine, which Blaine could only think of Kurt's eyes that could match the description. "I love it."
"Let's talk price here," Sam then said, looking to Jan. "How much are we talking, because you are talking to king of negotiating."
"I can bring the prince down a small fraction for Blaine," Jan said with a smile. "The price would be six hundred and twenty dollars. It's well under your price."
Blaine couldn't stop the smile from spreading. "Yes! I'll take it."
Sam high-fived him and Tina hugged him. He was so ready to do this, and it would take everything in Blaine to not just blurt out the question to Kurt before Regionals. This was getting so real, and Blaine was nervous, but mostly excited. He placed the ring in his pocket, protected in a box. It felt like a ton, weighing him down with excitement.
-3-
After seeing Jan propose to Liz, Blaine felt the pressure. He wanted to be romantic and perfect because Kurt deserved it. He stressed it out until he couldn't worry about it. Regionals was here and that meant that Blaine had to propose tonight. He was nervous about the performance and then Kurt was there to top it all off. He looked so gorgeous, so that didn't help Blaine with his nerves at all. He peaked through the curtain of the stage and saw Kurt sitting behind Santana in the audience. Performing in front of Kurt may be just as nerve wracking as proposing.
"Blaine," Marley said as she came up behind him. "Are you ready?"
Blaine closed the curtain and turned around. "I am so ready to kick some butt. We have this in the bag, especially with your original song. I'm so lucky to get to sing it with you."
Marley stepped closer to him, taking his hand. "Are you ready to give it your all or nothing?"
"I'm ready to give it my all." He pulled her over to the stage entrance. "I think we all are."
Kurt sat in the audience and watched his friends perform their hearts out. It was, without question, the best performance of the night. The other teams had nothing on them. When it got to Marley and Blaine's duet, Kurt smiled the whole time, feeling tears forming. Seeing Blaine perform with so much emotion and doing something he loved, it made Kurt feel something for him.
Somehow, Santana sensed it or whatever, but she reached around and offered him a Kleenex to wipe his eyes. He was grateful for it, because he would not be the guy to walk around with tear stains on his face. He reached up to wipe the corner of his eyes.
He leaned forward to hand the tissue back, but whispered in her ear. "Why am I so nervous?"
Santana turned to face him, giving him an incredulous look. "Because you still love him, you dope." She smirked at him before turning around. "You aren't fooling anyone but yourself. Blaine. Kurt just couldn't help it, but let his tears fall. He leaned back, keeping the Kleenex, because he would definitely be needing it.
A year before, Blaine and him had it all. Kurt never thought that Blaine could ever hurt him, yet here he is, single. It's not like he wanted to be. Kurt just didn't understand why Blaine hadn't asked him out already. They did go out with that adorable lesbian couple, but that's not what Kurt wanted. He wanted Blaine to step up and ask him to go out on an honest-to-god date. Kurt wanted to hold hands and kiss Blaine goodnight. He wanted to see if that spark was still there.
Maybe Blaine didn't want him like that anymore. Now that he had slept with somebody else, the younger boy had seen everything that Kurt wasn't and that he could have. Kurt shook his head. Blaine loved him though, that was obvious with how nervous he still got around him. He just had to wait for Blaine to work himself up to asking. Hell, he waited months for Blaine to finally make his move in the beginning. He could do it.
Everyone seemed to just want to out do Blaine. He was ready to give up and not propose. Mr. Schue and Miss Pillsbury's wedding was so perfect and sweet. Instead of letting it get to him, Blaine turned to look at Kurt. He was smiling, but his eyes were watery. Totally how Kurt would react and exactly what Blaine expected to see when he turned to him. Kurt's eyes glanced over to him, and a smile appeared on his lips. Blaine couldn't help but smile back.
Blaine ducked his head, subtly reaching into his pocket to feel the box resting there, waiting for Blaine to finally work up the nerve. The wedding seemed to go on for hours, and when everyone was celebrating, Blaine pulled the box out, keeping it behind his back, hidden. Sam and Tina both gave him knowing looks, but Blaine ignored them.
Suddenly, Kurt was moving, and Blaine followed him with his eyes. He had his phone out and was dialing someone. Blaine moved. Kurt walked out into the hallway, and Blaine followed, keeping as quiet as he could. Kurt must have been filling Rachel in, or leaving a message since he didn't stop for the girl to listen. Blaine stopped right behind him, taking a deep breath and squeezing the box in both his hands.
He decided that this was it, all or nothing. He kneeled to the ground, his knee a little shaky. When Kurt turned around, he'd have the box open and ready for Kurt to see. He'd ask him and hope and plead with his eyes for Kurt to say yes. Kurt pulled his phone away from his ear, pocketing it. Blaine took a deep breath, waiting. The world seemed to stop as Kurt turned around, his eyes immediately locking with Blaine's, confusion falling over his face as his mouth opened to question his ex on what he was doing. Blaine knew it was time. He had to do it.
All or nothing.
A/N: Hey guys! I'm sorta on cloud nine! I know this is very late and I'm very sorry. I have big, BIG news. (I'm not bragging, I promise. I just want to share my experience with you all.) Last time I told you that I was going to Darren's Indy concert, and yes… IT WAS SO AMAZING! He was so ridiculously talented, and I loved all the new songs. You guys also know that I HATE Adventures in Wonderland after everything that happened with the VIP packages and the website, but our relationship has been rekindled. So this is what happened…
The day before the concert, last Thursday, my mom gets this email because we were on the wait list. They said they had extra deluxe M&Gs for $250. I was all like, Let's go. I'll spend the money. I just got all this cash for graduation and I'm willing to spend $500 for me and my sister to meet him. My mom emailed back and asked if there was any way to get the 75$ one. We don't hear back the rest of the night. I go to bed, not getting my hopes up. I know that I won't be meeting Darren.
I wake up to both my mother and father jumping on me, telling me, no screaming that I get to meet Darren! The lady sold my mom regular 75$ VIP and I'm meeting Darren freaking Criss. I was still on the edge about it, because like what if something went wrong. We got there and it was so unorganized. My sister was the one who went up to the door and asked about VIP. We started the line so we were like fifth in line to meet him after the deluxe. They take us in, deluxe M&G is after and we went right into the room where he was going to perform. My sister and I get front row, seats and a foot away from the microphone. They come out a little later and told us that we went right past where we were suppose to go for Darren. Everyone like sprints and my sister and I are at the end of the M&G line, which didn't bother me much.
The line went fast and that was when I started to freak out. I told my sister that I couldn't do it. I told her to go without me. We get up and see the curtain, it's black so you can't see him, but you can see his silhouette. I'm dying. The lady took my sister first and then came back to me. She asked if I was ready and I told her no. She seemed to find it funny and she said that it was going to be fine. Darren was cool. She gave me my VIP necklace and asked for my name, then took me towards the curtain.
When I walked around that curtain and Darren was just standing there. I died. Let me tell you that he's just as beautiful in person and more. I forgot what he looked like. She introduced me and he already had his arms out ready for a hug. I'm like trying not to pass out. He says, "Hi Chelsea, nice to meet you." I'm walking forward and barely getting out, "I can't believe that I'm meeting you. I love you so much." He laughs, hugging me and says, "Aw, I love you too." We hug for like a minute, I swear a full 60 seconds. I'm pretty sure he was doing it because I was having a mini breakdown, shaking and having trouble breathing. He finally pulls away, but he keeps his arms around me for the picture. I'm holding him around the waist, and he's so tiny and so very strong! We take a picture and I freak out after because my hair was in my face. I'm usually very shy, so I was proud of myself. I go, "WAIT! WAIT!" Which of course freaks him out. He jumps and lets me go to look at me. He asks, "What's wrong?" I felt bad, but if I get one picture it's going to be good! I go, "Can we take another picture, my hair was in my face!?" He smiled brightly and wrapped his arms back around me and goes, "Of course, no problem!" I get the hair out of my face and hug him back. This time the picture was good. He hugged me one more time before letting go. He said, "Thanks so much for coming." I swear he's a sweetheart. I nod and wave. I think I might have got out a "You're welcome." I grab my poster and meet my sister who's squealing at me. I got out of there as soon as possible because I was a mess.
We ended up pushing our way to third row from the stage. The room was so small because only 450 tickets were sold. You could see anywhere, but we were close enough to see his sweat. Theo was great, but he doesn't compare to Darren. It was so hot that he only had on a t-shirt unlike his other concerts where he comes out with blazers. I waited to listen to his new songs until the concert and they are all brilliant! I love 'Any of Those Things' and 'Words', 'Pheromones' is just as good! I love them all! My favorite was the encore with Teenage Dream, Stutter, and Circle of Life.
I've been to four Jonas Brothers concerts, Glee, and now Darren, and he was definitely the best. I loved it! I'm sorry for those who can't due to the tickets or being out of the country. If I could have taken all of you, I would have. Go on YouTube and watch some of the videos if you haven't! It's something.
Sorry, I just had to tell you guys that cause I have no one to fan girl to. It was funny taking my sister, who has never spent a minute on Tumblr to see its craziness. She was listening to some of the things the girls were saying, and it was funny to see her reaction.
Now onto Glee. I hated the episode mostly because they spent all this time on Brittany. Those of you who have read my A/Ns know that I'm not big of a fan of her. There was barely any Klaine and I don't know… I just didn't like it. I called Unique being the catfish, so that didn't surprise me. I loved the ring shop! That was adorable! Jan and Liz are too cute as well. I hope this is a little better than the episode for those who didn't like it and if you did like it, I hope it lived up to expectations.
I'm excited to see how Glee starts Season 5. Will they be right on that night, or a couple weeks later? I'm very curious to see how they play this cliffhanger out. (Crosses fingers in hope that they don't screw it up!)
Well this has been long enough! This is it for me until September/October! I'll be back for Season 5 if everything works out and everything. I hope you all have a great summer. I may or may not be coming up with a story in my head that I may put on FanFiction. I've really wanted to do something with Fairytale! Klaine. It interests me. I'm not promising because I don't ever finish stories and if I do I feel they are good enough to post, so I don't know if I will post anything until Season 5, but I might if I'm satisfied with how it looks.
Sorry for any errors. This like the last one was no read over. So there are probably a lot of errors, but I wanted to post it ASAP like the last one!
Shout outs: familyHummelAnderson, Guest, Sally B. Mcgill, love2loveu38 R5Family, Heroes1, tyhler94, lovefanfics, and Ilikerandomthingssodontjudgeme. You guys are awesome!
Please Review and make me happy!? I'd love you forever. Tell me if you got to meet Darren or see the concert! Tell me if you are interest in me doing Season 5, or another story? Just say hi?! I'd love to hear from you for the last time in this story!
Final Note: Darren is even smaller in person and he smells great!
Final Note Squared: Screw all of you guys that have stupid and immature thoughts about Mia and Darren's relationship. THEY ARE TO-GET-HER! Get over yourself. She's beautiful and she makes Darren smile! Dammit you guys could never do that like she could, so if you post a dumb comment that she or Darren could read, then you shouldn't call yourself a fan. If you love her like I do! You are awesome. Same goes for Will!
-Love Chelsea!