The first chapter is here. Enjoy.
A story written by Jenny-Jay-21
Chapter One: The Party at the Salvatore's
Elena's P.O.V
It's finally Saturday and my boyfriend Stefan Salvatore is throwing a party tonight and I think it is gonna be an awesome party because Stefan always knows how to party. This is the kind of thing we'll remember once high school is over and that's one thing to be happy about.
I got a text from Caroline and Bonnie earlier they asked if we could all meet up before the party and dressed up together so we can look our best tonight. I'm really looking forward to spend some girl time with them it always makes me happy.
The doorbell rings, I walk downstairs in a hurry to answer the door and to my luck it's Bonnie and Caroline standing in the doorway with a couple of dresses on each arm. I feel happiness rushing though my body when I see them standing there I'm just so happy to see them.
"Caroline, Bonnie you're here." I say excitedly.
"Of course Elena! You know we need a whole day to get ready for a party." Caroline says smiling at me while lifting up the dresses.
"How could I forget?" I smile.
"You know that Caroline always says 'a whole day goes by fast if it's before a party'." Bonnie giggles.
"I know! Come on in and let's get stated." I say while we all walk upstairs to my room. "So Caroline? You always know what to wear and I haven't decided yet. Can you help me out?" I say already knowing what she's going to say.
"You haven't decided yet? OMG disaster! We need to work on you first then otherwise you won't be ready on time." Caroline says pretending to panic and we all laugh.
"Caroline is right Elena! Show us some dresses." Bonnie giggling while I walk to my closet and pick out a few dresses.
"Definitely the red one." They both say at the same time.
"I agree." I say looking down of my dress with a big smile on my face.
"That's why we all have been best friends forever and always will! We have the best taste in fashion and we agree with each other most of the time." Bonnie says excitedly.
"That's so true Bonnie." Caroline says with a big smile.
"So since we already know what I'm wearing I want to know what you two are wearing." I say excitedly.
"Well I was thinking this blue cocktail dress." Caroline says holding the dress up so we can see it.
"That's perfect Caroline." Bonnie says truly impressed by the dress.
"Yeah, Tyler won't be able to take his eyes or his hands of you." I say with a flirty smile.
"That's what I was going for." Caroline says returning the flirty smile.
"Well you nailed it! So Bonnie what are you wearing?" I say again with curiosity in my voice.
"I was thinking about wearing this green summer dress." Bonnie says holding an adorable green summer dress so we can see it.
"That dress is perfect for you and it matches your eyes." I say completely impressed by her dress.
"And it will make it hard for Matt to take his eyes of you." Caroline says again with a flirty smile.
"Yeah maybe we'll finally get together." Bonnie says with hope in her eyes.
"Yeah you guys have been crushing on each other since sophomore year." I smile.
"It's about time." Caroline says judging a little as usual.
"Yeah, I know Caroline and it kind of sucks that we aren't together yet." Bonnie says with a 'not so happy' smile.
"We know Bonnie!" I say offering her a smile.
"No you really don't." Bonnie smiles softly.
"Yeah, you're right I don't really know." I say with a little comforting smile.
"So Elena! How are things with Stefan?" Caroline says with a strong curiosity in her voice.
"There isn't much to tell." I say not knowing what else to say because I haven't told them how I feel about Stefan lately.
"Come on Elena! Tell us!" Bonnie says now just as curious as Caroline.
"Did you sleep with him yet?" Caroline asks because I stay quiet.
"No, I didn't! I mean I know he wants to, but for some reason I don't." I say looking down at my hands and find myself repulsed by the thought of sleeping with him.
"Are you gonna break up with him?" Bonnie says looking a little worried.
"I don't know Bonnie, but for some reason I'm not as attracted to him as I used to be." I say happy to finally saying it aloud.
"I thought you guys were happy? You're like the happy couple at school." Caroline says with worry in her voice.
"I just don't know if I'm into him anymore, but I'm trying to figure that out." I say feeling like this big weight lifted from my chest.
"Well if you aren't happy anymore then you should set him free." Bonnie says trying to look out for me as always.
"I know Bonnie and I will when I'm a 100 % sure that I don't feel it anymore, I need to know that everything between is official dead before I break up with him because when I do there's no going back." I say honestly.
"That's good Elena! You need to be sure before you break up with him." Caroline says with concern in her voice.
"That's why I haven't told him yet and also why I haven't slept with him yet. I don't want to end up regretting my first time." I confess.
"That's a good decision, Elena, I don't want anyone of my best friends to regret anything." Bonnie says with a caring tone in her voice.
"I love you two so much." I say giving them both a big hug.
"We love you too." They both say hugging me back and we spend the last few hours we have left before the party on getting dressed and just having fun as always.
We ate dinner together and started to drink a little before we call a cab to drive us to the party at the Salvatore's because their parents is out of town for the weekend. We finally arrive at the party and it seems like most of the school is already there and we walk in.
Caroline goes to find Tyler, Bonnie goes to find Matt and I go to find Stefan. I walk around in the house for a while and look at the pictures when I feel someone standing behind me I turn around to see that its Stefan's older brother Damon.
"Hi Elena, wow you look amazing tonight! How are you doing?" Damon says with a smirk on his face and pulls me in for a hug.
"Hi Damon. Thanks, I'm fine I spend the day with Bonnie and Caroline before I came here. What about you?" I say almost falling in to a trance when I look into his beautiful icy blue eyes.
"And you didn't invite me! I'm hurt Elena! You know how much I like girls' day." He says with a teasing smile.
"Sorry Damon, Girls' only." I giggle. I wish I could have invited him because I love just looking at him and just having him around.
"That's too bad! I could have dressed like a girl if that would have helped." He says smirking at me.
"I would have loved to see that, but no it was a girls' day only." I say getting completely lost in his eyes and afraid of my legs giving in because I get all weak when I look at him.
"If you're looking for Stefan then he's in the living room getting a drink." He says with an actual smile.
"I think I'll go find him. See you later?" I say sweetly, but all I want to do is to stay right here and be with him.
"Sure, you know where to find me." He says with a smirk.
I walk to the living room to find Stefan and just as Damon said, Stefan was standing there getting a drink. I walk towards him unable to shake the feeling of hugging Damon, I still feel him all over my body and I can't seem to focus on Stefan. Why do I have to feel this way?
"Hi Elena!" Stefan says pulling me in for a kiss, but as usual, I feel nothing.
"Hi." I say with a smile there doesn't reach my eyes.
"I'm happy you could come tonight." He says eyeing me up and down.
"Yeah, Great party!" I say even though I don't mean it just yet.
"I thought so too." He says trying to flirt, but it doesn't work. I already feel like going home because I hate when he's drunk like that. "Hey, I want to show you my room I redecorated it." He said excitedly.
"Sure." I walk with Stefan to his room and it looks completely different, it's turned from a boy's room to a man's room. "I like it! It looks amazing." I say truly impressed.
"Thanks I really like it myself." He says with a smile before I get a chance to say anything I feel his lips on mine and I try getting into it, but I still don't feel anything. He tries to zip down my dress when I stop him.
"No Stefan. Not like this, not when you're drunk." I say I little mad that he would even try.
"Come on Elena. We have been waiting forever and I have no idea what we're waiting for." He says trying to convince me and kisses me again.
"NO! Just stop Stefan this isn't happening tonight!" I almost cry.
"Fine! I'm going downstairs to party with the boys, we can talk tomorrow!" He says angrily.
"Fine!" I yell after him and now I'm positive I don't want to be with him anymore if that's the way he treats me now.
I walk around upstairs not feeling like going downstairs where Stefan is and I don't feel like partying anymore. Suddenly someone comes upstairs and I hide because I'm afraid it might be Stefan and I'm not talking to him before he's sober. Someone tabs me on my shoulder and I jump up and quickly relax when I see that it's Damon.
"Sorry! I didn't mean to scare you." He says clearly surprised that I jumped like that.
"That's okay." I try to hide the tears there is rolling down on my cheek, but he clearly saw it.
"Why are you crying?" He says worriedly drying the tears away, I feel sparks under my skin where he touches.
"Nothing, I just had a fight with Stefan." I say trying not to cry.
"Elena, please don't cry! Just come with me to my room and talk to me." He says still worried, his arms slides around my waist holding me close as he leads me to his room and I go in a sits down on his bed. "Do you want me to lock the door so we won't be disturbed?"
"If you don't mind." I say gratefully, he locks the door and comes over to sit beside me.
"Of course. Now please tell me what happened." He asks clearly concerned about me.
"Well Stefan wanted to show me his room so I went with him and he kissed me, but then he tried to get me to sleep with him and I said no because I didn't want to be around him when he's drunk." I explain feeling the tears once again.
"I can't believe that he did that to you." He says with anger all over his face.
"I know. That's why I was hiding upstairs, but at least he let me go when I said no." I say relieved.
"That's no excuse Elena! He can't treat you like that!" He says with concern all over his face.
"I know Damon. But I'm fine now." I say with a weak smile.
"I'm glad to hear that, but I'm still gonna kill him tomorrow." I can see the anger in his face so there is no doubt that he means it.
"No don't! I'm gonna talk to him when he's sober." I say because I don't want him to fight with his brother over me.
"Okay! But I'm staying nearby when you talk to him." He says protectively.
"Thank you Damon. It's good to know I can trust you." I say feeling safe and after what he did, I'm just even more attracted to him. It torture pretending that I'm not in love with him when I clearly am.
"You're my best friend I'm always gonna be here for you and looking after you if you need it." He says looking at me with caring eyes and puts an arm around me. I feel like I'm in heaven and I feel sparks running through my body, I rest my head on his shoulder. "You can stay in here until tomorrow if you like?" He says sweetly.
"Thanks Damon I'll like that I don't want to risk seeing Stefan today." I say grateful for everything he does for me.
"No problem." He says holding me tighter and I start to relax, but suddenly I hear Stefan's voice and I tense up. "Elena? Are you okay?" He asks worriedly.
"Yeah I'm fine." I lie and the tears escape.
"No you're not Elena. You know I can always tell when you lying." He states and I want to tell him how I feel, but how can I?
"It's nothing I should be talking about it." I say trying to talk myself out of telling him.
"Elena please just talk to me." He almost begs.
"It's just that Stefan's behavior made me realize something and I'm feeling kind of bad for what I'm gonna tell him tomorrow." I confess, but I know he won't let this go and I'm afraid that there is no way out this time because Damon is the one person I can't lie to.
"What are you gonna say then?" He asks a little curious.
"I'm gonna break up with him, Damon." I confess.
"To be honest he deserves it after today." He says almost happy about what I said and I think 'here goes nothing'.
"I know. What happened today is what makes me do it, but it's not the whole reason why." I say honestly, I always felt safe talking to him.
"What else did he do?" He asks while I see anger in his eyes again.
"Nothing! It's just another part is of me, I'm in love with … someone else and I have been for a while now, a long while." I confess.
"Really? Who?" He asks with curiosity in his voice and an inch of hurt in his eyes. I take a deep breath and think 'it's now or never'.
"You." I barely whisper. I see the shock from my confession all over his face and I'm unable to tell what he's thinking.
"Me? How long have you felt that way?" He asks still in shock almost speechless, his grip on my waist loosen and I start worrying.
"To be completely honest with you it was since I was around eight maybe even before that." I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding it feels so good to finally tell him the truth. He looks at me even more shocked as if he couldn't understand what I was saying and I start to think I made a mistake telling him.
"Really? You mean that?" I see something there looks like joy hope maybe? No it couldn't be, right?
"Yes." I confess silently. I see him get up and run his hands through his hair as he walks around, he's completely out of it as if he doesn't know what to do next. "Damon! I'm so sorry I should have said anything." I almost in panic. I just ruined our friendship…
"No! I'm happy you told me I just wished you would have told me sooner." He says looking like he's in pain. I have no idea what he's talking about I get all confused and then I decide to get up to face him.
"Why?" I ask confused.
"Because I'm in love with you Elena and I've been in love with you since the first day I saw you even when I didn't understand the feeling yet." He looks at me with love in his eyes and my heart skips a beat.
"Really? I was afraid that you didn't feel the same way about me." I say wondering if I heard right.
"How could I not love you, Elena? I was afraid that you didn't feel the same way about me and it was torture to watch you being with Stefan and to keep myself from telling you." He says with hurt in his eyes. I can't believe I hurt him without even knowing it.
"Well I did love him, but never as much as I love you, Damon. I always wanted to be with you, only you. Listen to me I always loved you and it killed me not to say anything to you." I confess and he turns around to look at me with so much love and passion that I couldn't even doubt that he feels the same way. He slowly caress my cheek and leans in to kiss me and I feel sparks right away filling my whole body with joy, I feel like I'm gonna explode for keeping these feeling locked away for so long. The kiss is the most passionately kiss I ever had and I just never want it to stop.
"I always wanted to know what kissing you would feel like and now that I do, I don't know how I could ever resist the urge to kiss you, to be with you and not to tell you that I love you and I always have." I blush I always dreamed of this moment, but this is better than any dream I ever had. I look him in his beautiful blue eyes and he leans in to kiss me again. The kiss heats up in a heartbeat and I wrap my hands around his neck pulling him closer. He just so ridiculously hot and there is no way I can resist him anymore. I won't, just the thought of walking away from him ever again hurts. I know what I want and I can't stand the thought of us being apart I start to take of his shirt and suddenly he pulls back. "Elena. We can't do this. He is still my brother and we really can't do this to him." He's all torn, but I know that he wants this just as much as I do.
"I know Damon. I know this is bad, but I can't stand the thought of not being with you." I say while I caress his cheek.
"I do too, but..." I stop him
"I want this and you want this please don't stop don't back away from me now." I beg and I don't get to say another word before he's lips are on mine again and he starts to take of my dress and I lift up my arms to make it easier for him. I feel his hands all over my body holding me tight, and it just feel so right like I really was waiting for Damon all along he was always the only one I wanted.
"Are you sure about this Elena? I would never forgive myself for hurting you." He says with concern in his eyes.
"I'm sure. I have wanted this to happen for years. You're everything I ever wanted and also the only one I ever wanted to be with. I have never felt this with anyone else." I confess and he admired me for a second before kissing me passionately again and I wrap my hands around his neck pulling him closer.
I move to his neck where I start to place butterfly kisses after a while I kiss him on his lips again and he responded to the kiss hungrily. He lifts me up easily and I lock my legs around his waist while he walks over to the bed and puts me down slowly without breaking the kiss.
I move back on the bed and he follows without breaking the kiss I feel his hands unlocking my bra and I toss it away. I roll over to be on top of him while taking off his pants and he rolls back kissing my neck. I tilt my head to give him better access and it just feels so amazing. I get this amazing feeling in my whole body - so close - so complete being here with him feeling him I wish I could stop the time and stay here forever.
I love the feeling of his body pressed against mine as he kisses my neck gently nibbling on it and I moan in response. He continue to place kisses down of my body and he cups up my breasts before he starts to nibble on them, I quickly question myself why I didn't do this before.
He continues kissing down of my body until he gets to my panties, he slowly slide them off down of my legs and let them join the rest of our clothes on the floor. He takes his own undergarment off before he slowly kisses all the way back up of my body.
Our lips reunite as our bodies pressed together again and I feel it, his erection is poking against my leg and it turns me on. I'm mentally cheering that I can make him feel what I feel, it's something I've always wished for.
He guides himself to my entrance and my breathing hitches. "You sure?" He asks softly looking into my eyes and I simply nod. He leans down to kiss me once more before he push inside me slowly inch by inch and feel a sharp pain as he rips through me virginity, but surprisingly it doesn't hurt as much as I thought it would.
He didn't seemed to realize that I was still a virgin, but he looks into my eyes silently asking me if I'm all right. I can't even describe how amazing it feels to be joined with him intimately, and after a few seconds, I move my hips.
He catches my cue and begin to move in and out of me, I moan in pleasure. Our hips meet at every thrust and to me it feels better every second, before I know it I feel pleasure explode inside me and I know he followed.
We're kissing with passion, he lean his forehead against mine as we breathe heavily. Once we almost caught our breath again, he rolls out of me lying by my side and I cuddle closer to him. He instantly puts his arm around me as he kisses my temple; we drift off to sleep almost instantly.
*Disclaimer I don't own The Vampire Diaries. I only own this story.
AN:
So this was the first chapter, it's a lot like the other story, but I did change and add a few things that I thought the story was missing.