A/N:: hey yall sorry this update took so long, but I work in theatre and we have had like 3 tec weeks in a row (that's the week prior to opening also known as hell week) so shoutout to all my theatre/artist peeps who understand. also one of my sisters is getting married in a little over a week so been dealing with that. on top of having major writers block. anyway I love reviews follows and favs you guys are the best also if anyone cares you can follow my fanish account on insta ice_queen_lost ok enjoy chapter seven::::

This felt right, almost like a dream, the woman she loved laying in her lap and the smell of coffee filling the apartment she couldn't help but wonder if this was real she let out a long sigh.

"You ok" Emily looked down at JJ wondering if she had done something.

"Perfect… all of this is prefect" the blonde smiled as she stroked the older woman's thigh.

"That's because you're perfect" she leaned down and left a light kiss on Jenifer's forehead as the buzzer for the coffee pot rang out.

JJ leapt up from her seat nearly knocking Em off the couch, as she ran into the kitchen. The Agent sat there laughing before staggering to her feet. She found JJ in the kitchen with two cups of coffee.

"You really love your coffee babe"

"Yes I do" she flashed a smile as she handed Emily the other cup and they walked back to the couch.

They sat side by side coffee in hand feet up on the coffee table silent. They both wished they could stay like this forever but sooner or later they would have to get back to the real world and the evils they saw there. But for now the day was just beginning and they need not worry of work for at least a few more hours at least. It was Emily who broke the silence by letting out a long sigh.

"Work tomorrow "JJ asked

"Yeah I just, this us it's been amazing but what." She was cut off by the blonde

"What happens tomorrow, is what happens every other work day Em, nothing changes between us"

"So this is what then" Emily asks "a weekend fling without the sex"

"No Em come on I didn't mean it like that"

"Then explain it to me jayje, because it's sounding like"

"stop right there Emily , I do love you but come on we haven't even been on a date we don't even know if this is going to work and we haven't spent more than five minutes apart, and you what, want to tell the whole team" the blonde states matter of factly.

"I'm sorry I guess you are right, I'm just so happy to finally have you in my life like this, that it just seems that we already did the dating you know"

JJ lets out a laugh "I know Em I sort of feel that way too but at the same time there are so many things we don't know about each other and what if we don't like those things"

Emily was a bit taken aback by Jenifer's words, she thought the blonde knew almost everything about her , was there more that JJ was hiding something bigger then what she had learned the night before or maybe she just meant the little things but still it was a bit concerning. And what was there to not like.

"I really don't think there is anything I won't like about you jay" Emily stated sweetly

"You say that now Em" JJ scoffed

"Jennifer come on, you know I think you are the most amazing person in the world right?" Emily asked her.

"Sure Emily" came the whispered reply

"I mean it you are beautiful, strong, smart, loving and I am so lucky to call you my best friend"

JJ just gave the other agent a shy smile and looked toward the floor. But it was that smile that told Emily everything she needed to know. This was JJ, the small town farm girl, not supervisory special Agent Jennifer Jareau. This was a woman who saw too much evil too young and who had been so busy loving other people and fighting to get out of small town life she never really learned to love herself. It was that moment that Emily knew she would have her work cut out for her. Loving JJ was the easy part when she thought about it Loving JJ had been the easiest thing in the world. The problem would be getting JJ to love herself that much.

While Emily had been lost in thought JJ Had moved to the other side of the couch she had started to zone out a bit and had yet to take her eyes off the floor. The older woman reached for the blonde's hand making sure she had made eye contact before speaking.

"JJ sweetheart , how about a real date, this weekend say Saturday night , I mean baring any cases "

"I would really love that Em; I haven't been on a date in years" the blonde smile

"Well then you are in for a treat, because I intend to spoil my favorite girl"

"Oh no, you don't have to"

"But I want to, it's been a while for me too and there is no one in my life I think deserves a special night more then you"

"And if we have a case should we maybe pick another night" the blonde said

The subject change was not lost on the brunette she just chose not to fight it.

"If that happens, we will talk about it then" Emily told her

"ok"

"so what do you want to do today , we could go get lunch at that café you like by the park and then I can take you home , or we can stay here and watch t.v and order in" the brown eyed agent said.

"as much as I would love to stay here, it is a nice day outside we both could use the fresh air, and I really do have to get home at some point"

JJ stood up from the couch before reaching for Emily's hand to pull her up and into a light kiss they smiled at each other as Emily took the coffee cups to the kitchen and JJ went to dress and make sure she had all her things. As the blonde changed and gathered her belongings she thought about the weekend the things she had told Emily and her feelings. JJ hadn't told Emily yet that she had never actually been with a woman she had kissed one or two in college but it had stopped their and she had never pressured a romantic relationship with one. The ideal didn't bother her she had always known she was attracted to both genders but had just never found the right woman but as she walked out of the room and saw Emily bent over the back of the couch in jeans that hugged her perfectly and a tight t shirt she knew everything would fall into place.

"Ready to go" the blonde asked causing the brunette to spin around on her heels.

"Uh yeah, sorry didn't hear you come in"

"It's ok I was enjoying the view"

Emily blushed "I'm sure you were, come on you I'm starving"

And with that Emily took JJ's hand and they left the apartment for the first time in two days.