Alone

Have you ever felt so alone, you can't discribe it? Or that your alone, but you sence someone near. You love that someone. But you'll never get close enough to feel them, only able see them. But seeing them isn't the same as feeling them. Pressing their warm soft skin to your cold skin, to make you warm.

If you can only see them, it only opens that empty hole inside of you. But that lonely feeling also opens a void of darkness in you seperating you futher from the person you want to feel, see, taste...

Then that void opens doubt about your exists and you start to wonder about things you really shouldn't. Like 'Why am I alive?' 'What do I live for?' or 'Should I live this pathdic life?' Then you seperate your self from that person you love, and more questions enter your empty mind, that really isn't empty; only soulless, but very thoughtfull and sad.

Then you cover up your emotions with Anger or politeness. Which don't blend and everything gets messed up. Then the void splits into two worlds; one of Self-hate; one of Self-punishment. Soon the world of Self-hate grows bigger; till it bursts. Then you yell at people for the littlest things, like when people comment on how you look, your age, how you act, or even tell you the right way of doing things. Which you don't listen to them anyways, cause you want to act like to don't care. Expeically when it's the person you love telling you what to do. Then you yell at them. Then you hate yourself for yelling at them, and start blaming them for everything. Then you start enlarging the world of self-blame.

Then you end up with that feeling of lonelyness that won't leave. No matter how hard you try to occupy yourself. Is that how you wanted to end up? Alone?

Then why not listen to me. After all. You love me. Right?

Note: Try to guess who's saying this! If you guess right, I'll write you a story! The frist one to get it right gets the story!


Anime Monster! lol! That's were all of Roy's gloves when? Hee hee. No wonder he was so easy to kidnap! mahahahhaha!

Oh! and Please Read the following:

Orenji Yoh-chan's Remembering You!

Yoh-chan's Drabbles for FMA Yaoi Pairings!

Harada Risa's A Superdooper happy Funtastic week!

Anime Monster's I'll be Fuhrer!

Psy. Ops's Waking the Dead!

Thank you for reading!

Now take a guess!

Who do you think would say or think this? hmmm? Besides me!