Hi everyone! I'm really touched that you guys like this story. I didn't know if I was going to keep publishing it, but since you seemed to like, I decided to continued the story. The next chapter may take a little more time to come since I have class and this weekend I will be busy. I'll do my best to post it as soon as possible.
To the Guest that leave the review about Chuck, I didn't mean to offend anyone by saying this. I really didn't meant it to be some insulting thing about him or anything, he's one of my favorite character. Sorry if I offend you or anything. Just know it wasn't meant to be something offensive about him, just a ascertainment.
Anyway, I hope you'll enjoy this chapter!
I wanna be a virgin pure
A 21st century whore
I want back my virginity
So I can feel infinity
I wanna drink until I ache
I wanna make a big mistake
I want blood, guts and angel cake
I'm gonna puke it anyway
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On her side, Serena knew something was going on. She didn't know what, but she knew Chuck has something to do with it. The comment Blair had made when she opened that gift only prove that she was right.
"Chuck!" Serena yelled as soon as she saw him. "What did you do to Blair?"
"Hello to you too my dear sister." He said casually.
"You didn't answer my question."
"You want an answer, there it is. The only thing I did is to care about her, a thing you fail to do those past weeks." Chuck said as Serena began to feel guilty. "Now, if you'll excuse me, I have something else to do."
At this very moment, both of their phones rang. They knew what it meant; Gossip Girl.
«Spotted; B on a new diet. Seems like our favorite Queen B have found a new hobby; shoving her pretty little finger down her throat. Poor B, feeling a little fat on S side? Or wanting to impress some guy? Only time, or B herself, will tell us.»
"Shit." Both Serena and Chuck said at the same time.
Before Serena had time to react, Chuck was already on his way to the Waldorfs. He knew Blair would go straight there as soon as she would saw the post. She was surely on her way by now.
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"My life is ruined! All because of that Basshole!" Blair sobbed in her pillow. She had arrived at her house a couple of minutes later and she was a total mess. She had run to her room, quickly follow by Dorota. She was now crying like a little girl and could do nothing other than that.
"I'm going to make you a cup of tea Miss Blair." Dorota said.
A couple of minutes had passed when Blair heard someone at her door. She thought it was Dorota until she raised her head to see who was there. Serena and Chuck were standing at her door. Didn't he had what he wanted? Did he came here for another round? And why was Serena with him?
"Leave me alone!" Blair yelled throwing a pillow at them before going back to her initial position.
"B, are you okay?" Serena asked worry in her voice.
"Go. Away!"
"Blair..." Chuck tried.
"Shut up!" There she was, back on her feet and right in front of him. "It is all your fault! I knew you didn't love me, I easily guessed it, but I didn't knew you hated me that much!"
"I will leave you two alone..." Serena declared knowing none of them had heard her. "I'll be downstairs."
"Blair, you know I don't hate you!" He was shocked she was thinking of something like that. He was also kind of hurt.
"Why do you do this to me then? What did I do to deserve that?"
"You need help! And I'm trying to help you!"
"I certainly don't need your help! All you're capable of is hurting people, hurting me! I don't need that! I don't need someone like you Chuck! I am fine with myself. You don't know anything about me anyway."
"You're wrong Blair, and you know it. I know you better than I know myself. And you are not fine. I see it. Please, let me help you!"
"Go fuck yourself Bass! You know nothing!" With that, she push him out of her room. Her back on her door, she let herself fall to the ground in tears. She didn't need him. All he wanted was probably play another of his game with her and she was tired of all of it. She didn't need him, or anyone else, she was fine. Or maybe not...
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Going back downstairs, Chuck was heartbroken. He didn't like to see her, his sweet and pure Blair, like that.
"How did it go?" Serena asked.
"Not very well. She won't hear a thing."
"She needs help." She sighed.
"I know, and I want to help her."
"I can always help you, but I need to know one thing."
"What?" Chuck ask almost scare of what she wanted to know.
"Is this real or are you just playing with her?"
"This is real!" He seemed almost offended by what she was saying. "I want to help her. I need to. I'm scared that something could happened and I can't lose her!" He almost heard the 'why' Serena was thinking. And he add almost instantly: "I love her too much for that..."
A gasp escape Serena's Bass admitting he lips. She was shocked, hell who wouldn't after hearing the great Chuck love someone. Somehow, she couldn't not believe him at this moment. He was sincere, she knew it.
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When Blair woke up the next morning, she smelled a sweet and delicious odor coming from downstairs. It smelled so good. She almost for an instant felt hungry. But then, she came back to herself. She could have bet a certain Bass was behind that. Frustrated, Blair almost jump out of her bed. What was his problem at that Basstard?
As soon as she got downstairs, she didn't take time to check who was there and start yelling. "I knew you... What?" What a surprise when she saw it wasn't Chuck, but Serena standing there. On the table, there was waffle, pancake, croissant and tons of fruit.
"Good morning B!" Serena announced with a smile. "Taking breakfast with me?"
It was a trap. If she was going to say no, she knew Serena would force her whether to eat or go see a therapist. If she said yes, it was sure that beautiful breakfast would end up in the toilet or that Serena wouldn't let her approach a washroom alone all day. There was only one thing to do; faking something.
"I'm so sorry S, but I have other place to do this morning." Yeah, sure. She could have found more credible.
"Come on. Breakfast at Tiffany's?"
"Sorry, but I really gotta go. Love you." Blair moved fast to the elevator. She could hear Serena talking to her behind. She didn't care. She wasn't hungry... Well, maybe she was. Her stomach growling was telling a total other thing that what she was trying to convince herself.
Arriving in the hall, surprise, there was Chuck with what seemed like another box of food. She was tired of this little game. What was his goal in all of it? "You again?"
"As soon as you won't agree to eat or to see a therapist, I won't stop coming here." Chuck said, holding her a box of cupcakes.
"Why do you even care? Not a week ago, you, and Serena as well, acted like you didn't care about me. And now what? You show up trying to act like a superhero or I don't know what. Nothing change since the last week. So, why?" Blair exclaimed. As she was speaking, she start feeling dizzy, really dizzy. She got to hold on to something to be sure she'll stay steady.
"Blair?" He asked worried. "Are you alright?"
Before she could answer that she was fine or anything, everything went black for her.
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Adolescence didn't make sense
A little loss of innocence
The ugly years of being a fool
Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?
- Teen Idle, Marina and the Diamonds
