Sorry Yall school has started up and I am a bit Preoccupied

I didn't leave my room for about two days. Crying and sleeping. Ivan stopped by earlier. My dad stopped by yesterday. Both of them trying to cheer me up. Ivan of course taking up for Dimitri; He also told me about the Belikov's leaving. My dad was just pissed off. Not that I can't blame him. Lissa brought me some food. There was a knock at my door. I crawl out of bed to answer it. I see the same face that broke my heart two days ago. I instantly burst into tears and try to close my door. He of course doesn't let me. I sink to the floor against the wall. Dimitri picks me up and lays me on my bed. I cry until I fall into a dreamless oblivion. When I wake up I roll over to see Dimitri sound asleep with his arm around me. I instantly start crying and sob into my pillow. I AM SO SICK OF CRYING. I don't know how long I'm crying until he awakes. "Roza, Roza, Stop crying. PLEASE." "Why so you can call me a Bloodwhore again!" "Roza you know that's not what I meant, I love you." "I know. But you are the only one with enough of my heart to hurt me like this and you used it against me."

"Come on Roza let's take a walk."

I get up and put pants and a T- shirt on. We walk around campus, me leaning into his shoulder. As we walk I see guardian Haver. JUST GREAT. She walks up to us and immediately turn around, only to be grabbed by Dimitri. "What?" I spat in guardian Havers direction. "Uhh. Never mind." She turns around to leave. "Oh you've caused enough problems, please, go on." I said venomously. "Roza, be nice." Dimitri scolded me "FOR THE LOVE OF GOSH! I AM SO SICK OF YOU 'BE NICE' OR 'REALLY ROZA'S' I AM NOT YOUR CHILD. DO NOT TREAT ME LIKE I AM. WE CANT HAVE THOSE REMEMBER? SO STOP! JUST FUCKING STOP!" I push him away. "I AM SO FUCKING DONE!" I turn to Guardian Haver "YOU CAN HAVE HIM, FLIRT AWAY."

I run until I reach my destination. I knock on the door. When the opens I run inside and go straight to the bedroom. I hide underneath the blankets. "Kizim. Rose. What is wrong?" I can feel him laying a comforting hand on my shoulder. "Baba. Can I stay here for awhile?" "Rose I am going back to turkey in two days." "Why?"

"Kizim, I have business to take care of." "Okay Baba. It doesn't matter that your daughter needs you." "Rose, stop being so hostile. I do care tremendously. Annabelle, my other daughter, requested me home." I turn around and gasp. "Other daughter?"

"Yes. Rosemarie I have another daughter. Annie wants me home. I would be glad to rent this room for a few more days so you could stay in it."

"Yes please." I replied. The day he was supposed to leave I was begging him to stay. "I will be back soon. Go out and leave this room for awhile." "I'll try Baba" I said weakly. He smiled. "That's my girl."

I was walking in the garden about 6 hours later, when guardian Haver approached me. She looked pissed off. This is just what I need. "Thanks for getting my guarding partner shipped across the country." She spat. "Excuse me?" who the hell did she think she was? And who was her guarding partner? "Dimitri. They sent him back to St. Basils." She replied.

"Who? When? Why?" I asked devastated. "I don't know. I know Dimitri is on his way there now." she informed me.