"Your turn?" Clare said a brow watching the Russian he almost looked playful as he leaned back against the sofa. "Don't forget who's the doctor here Mr. Valcov." The arrogant look started on his face firmly he wasn't giving in. "Fine one question."
"Don't look so nervous there doc." Tala said in a smooth cold tone as he put his feet on her neat little coffee table only to see her give him an ice cold look that demanded he take them off the table. He pretended he did not notice. "I am course to know why you would pick this as a profession." There was a slight surprise that passed in his therapist eyes and he could see her face soften slightly. " I mean listing to all links of loon that walk in here you must be a basket case by now… not that I am one of those loons like I said I should not even be here." The soften expression as gone.
"You are very qualified to be here as my patients Tala. Believe me." It was the first time she said his name instead of the normal Mr. Valcov. Tala blinked at her slip up and she seemed to not notice as she kept going undeterred. "Physiology is a very noble profession and I think it's give you the tools to help people to better life's and…"
"Cut the crappy speech will you" he interrupted cutting her words off. "Tell me the real reason behind all the smoke and mirrors." He knew there was more to this honey blond with glazing eyes.
She seemed to hesitate for a moment and blew out a frustrated breath she didn't even know she was holding. "I was actually studying to become something completely different." She smiled slightly raveling she had a small dimple on her right cheek. "But stuff happens and you realize how little know you people, and how many people night need someone to reach out to and yet feel locked with in them self to say it." Her tone changed her voice went low. "Human nature has some dark side to it and once you start getting trapped and feeding he beast…" Clare's shoulders shrugged and she looked at the floor. It was clear she hasn't put everything in her past ass he had thought she did.. Clare prided herself on her control on her handle on emotions and utter professionalism this was not one of those moments she knew she had to regain control over whatever was happening.
" Suicide?" Tala asked his brow watched slightly, he know he might be pushing his luck but suddenly his very up tight doctor seemed slightly venerable and to human, she cringed slightly at his question, question ? No more of a statement.
"I answered your question Tala the deal was only one." The mask had come back on and Clare the honey bond professional was back on the job. She had given Tala a glimpse of her behind the fabric of the mask; it was interesting to the Russian male. "Back to the matter at hand." She scribbled something down on her notes avoiding his eyes. "I don't want to push you into direction that you're clearly not ready to treat on, but I do think you should make small changes in your routine attempt to make a positive change each day until the task becomes a more natural thing." Dr. Williams put down her note book and looked the Russian once over.
"Don't give me any of your phyco babble doc." Tala said before he took his feet off the small table they were resting on realizing they were coming close to the end of their session and it surprised him to know how the time flew by this time. "I am a grow man I think I know how to take care of myself."
" You say that with such confidence, are you trying to convince me or yourself?" A simple question with a deeper meaning behind it, she could sense his restlessness and already Williams was realizing where Tala's trigger buttons lied, he had a darkness swirling inside him clawing to find a way out in in turn it was clawing the red head up from the inside.
"I don't need to." He didn't like the idea of the therapist poking about in his mind it was starting to have an effect on him. "How about you show me what you have written down so far." He crossed his arms across his board chest and stared at her searching her eyes willing her to obey his command, but no such lock she gave him that slightly chilled look tilting her head to one side.
"I'd say our time is up, but I am happy with the progress we are making I'll be sure to give my review on the progress throw to the board." She paused a moment. "Try to relax and get some rest you're starting to get circles under your eyes. Clare sounded genuinely worried for him, Tala watched her before getting up and taking a few steps towards the door looking back over his shoulder at the slender woman, she need to relax more he thought an smirked slightly.
"Alright, make sure you only write good things about me in that report and we'll be out of each other's hair in no time."
"I tell you man you need to get laid!" Bryan complained dumping the empty bowl into the already over flowing sink. He was a horrible house guest … in this case flat guest.
"I don't think my sexual well being is any of your business." Tala said picking up the dirty magazine that laid sprawled open on his sofa. "Besides how would I ever get a girl in here with how you guys keep messing up the place. Why don't you make yourself useful and wash some dishes"
"Sorry to tell you this buddy but your place is a dump." Bryan said his voice slightly serious more then he'd meant it. "You can pretend all you want but for the type of money you make I don't know why you don't just move somewhere better instead of loving like a hermit in the dark." The silver haired Russian had a point but Tala did not want to acknowledge it he was contempt his way, secluded alone… it's what he wants isn't it?
"Only reason it's a dump is because you cannot pick up a single thing after your own ass." Tala stated tossing the empty take away containers into the bin before opening the fringe to sigh over the condense beers stood stack neatly along with a bottle of vodka there was an egg and what looked like a very old tomato with something growing off it. Tala knew he needed to go shopping at some point for something other than booze his thoughts turned to the therapist with her tight professional smirk and how smug she would be at his thoughts to actually better something for a change… dam woman.
When Bryan finally left me to my own devices I shut the door closed with a heavy slam and rolled my eyes, I didn't like that he hinted at me not having a life. I looked over my apparent the large HD TV was flashing some advertisements attempting to convinces its consumers that they had to have it. MY coffee table had Beyblade parts sprawled over it and some more empty beer bottles and the pack of smokes I bought. I had a life I pretty good one, quickly grapping another bottle of beer from the fridge I realized that I really did need to get some shopping done maybe I'll get some sleeping tablets whilst I am there too either that or I drink myself into a nice black out drunk state of slumber – rings under my eyes- yea right …. It's true that nights memories would hunt my dreams, dreams and memories I rather have locked away my gut tightened just at the reminder of that hellish time of my life a time that is better left locked away forgotten and not even a honey blond therapist cloud change that. Tala grimace he knew if that woman saw a glimpse of his true secrets she might not be so talkative then…..
AN: HI! Sorry for the long wait for a update ! I am on holiday and having an amazing time, I hope you all enjoy this and please let me know what you think i am going to have some more characters (cannon) enter the story now, bringing along some drama and developments. Thank you for your amazing support you guys are truly the best means the world to me :) and so glad you are enjoying the story hope everyone had a great Christmas x
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