What have I done, to be loseing you?
Chapter 5 memories, am I even still awake?
I moaned looking around where I'm locked away elapsed is the darkest reaches of my mind so far from sanity that I'm not able to awaken.
Is this truly my end?
I-have to stop being so negative but then again that's all I feel here, all of my negative energy it's draining me dry of what little sanity I have left in till my existence is gone from this world and all that's left is a monster that can't be stopped. Even if my friends could help me, they'd have to bond with not only there dragons, but make a bond between all of the others in the academy and work as one team. But I know that technique is impossible with everyone in our academy. So I guess I should just let the negative energy eat away at my sanity, because there's really no point as to hope for the best.
"You'll never be strong all you are a weak little fishbone with little to no propose why don't you just give up already!" little Snoutlout laughed.
The twins laughed.
Crying "please Snoutlout stop it i-I'll be the best Viking berks' ever going to see!" the little me said with tears streaming down his face.
"Oh that's funny all you do is case a mess all you are, is a walking screw up!" the little Snoutlout laughed.
"Shut up all of you!" Astrid snapped. "Stop picking on him it's not his fault he's weak he didn't chose that! So go and bug someone that could put up a fight like me, because if you so happen as to think I'll tolerate you hurting him all three of you are going to go home unable to sit for days!"
"This isn't over hiccup I will find you when she isn't around!" Snoutlout said walking away.
"Humph honestly why are they so stupid!" Astrid said.
She put her hand out for me to take a hold of.
I take it.
"There you go." She said smiling.
"t-thank you for helping me Astrid." I said.
"No problem, I'm just glad you're alright." Astrid said.
"This, is the first time anyone's ever helped me."
"I don't like bullies you see I was bullied to but that's why I'm so strong I practiced and practiced in till I could defend myself." Astrid said.
"You're one of the greatest she-warriors on Berk I think your amazing I'm just a mire insect." I said.
"Not to me your not. You stand out from the crowd and that's what makes you strong." She said.
I return to the darkness alone again that memory was one of the most presences I had and it's given me hope Astrid will save me before it's too late!
A/N well there you have it hiccup's trapped in his mind and loseing himself to the madness, but that memory gave him new hope that Astrid will save him.