What have I done, to be loseing you?

Chapter 17 hiccup's final goodbye?

Hiccup's POV

I swear I could swim within the darkness that now consumes me. Whatever Drago has done to my hybrid body isn't good; if I'm being swallowed up by this darkness. Sadly not even the spell I had Astrid use on me isn't doing much good, I'm only able to survive and exist only now as a little spark of light at this rate.

I closed my eyes and memories of the last five years flash though my mind.

My eyes flew open and I gasped.

The darkness goes into my mouth and is trying to suffocate me as if I'm a disuses to its very excites.

I can't fight it, my eyes flutter and begin to close.

I whisper my last few words.

"Astrid, I'm sorry, i-I've fail you, I've betrayed you, I've lost, I've lost my heart but that doesn't mean I don't care, or that I don't love you anymore, it's a goodbye, for know or maybe for good I'll never now. Your the only one I've ever truly cared about just like I do with Toothless, your both there for me. So I'll trust you that you'll free me at some point, till then…this is goodbye." I whispered.

My eyes closed and I took my last breath, and smiled, at least I got a hug before I truly was gone.

A/N: NOOOOOOOO! I'm so angry with myself for doing this part T.T but it had to be written, no matter how painful it is. Short sad chapter I'm sorry. You have the right to give me hate mail for this chapter, I won't mind really. Till next time.