What have I done, to be loseing you?
Chapter 18
Astrid's pain
It's been another long hard day and I flew home to hiccup's house to see him!
Last night he was here on berk!
I ran upstairs and sat down hastily on the floor and chanted.
Suddenly pain jolted though me and my eyes flew open everything is different I-I can't see!
"Toothless!" I cried.
Said night fury nudged me.
"I-I can't see!" I said.
"Astrid you okay?" Valka asked.
"V- Valka i-is that y-you?" I asked.
"Astrid what's wrong with your eyes there black." Valka said.
"I-I can't see you." I said.
"Let's go see Gothi maybe she'll be able to help you." she said.
"Okay, but this happened when I tried to connect to hiccup." I said.
"What, is this the darkness hiccup was talking about?" She asked.
"yes, this has to be part of the dark magic that turned hiccup into drago's play toy!" I spoke these words so harshly.
I felt Valka help me onto cloudjumper.
I felt everything I just, couldn't see anything.
We soon land in front of Gothi's house or at least I think that's where we are.
Valka guides me into the hut and sits me down.
I hear Valka specking to Gothi.
"When she tried to connect to Hiccup she was struck by the same dark magic that turned my son into a hybrid." Valka exclaimed.
I could hear the worry that was hidden behind her words.
I hear Gothi's walking stick as she comes closer and looks at my eyes.
I can't see her but I know she's there.
She walks away from me; seeing her stick sounds further.
I hear Gobber speck.
When did he get here?
"Gothi said she may not be able to fully restore your sight Astrid, if she does, you'll lose your memories of not only yourself but of Hiccup, toothless and Stormfly." Gobber said.
If I except I'll only be able to reamber toothless myself and Stormfly after I regain those lost memories but I'll never reamber my lover? I'll only let Gothi do what she can I don't need my full sight I rather be half blind instead of being able to see but not reamber Hiccup.
"No I don't want to have my full sight back; I don't want to forget Hiccup." I said.
"Okay, if that's your choice." Goober said.
Gothi hands me a vile, I'm completely unaware of the substance inside the vile but of it'll help me see a little bit again then that's fine by me.
I drank down the fowl tasting substance and opened my eyes their blurry at first then they clear, some colors are missing meaning I'm color blind a little bit once we get the good hiccup back, I hope, then maybe I can have Gothi give me my full eye sight back unless the gods desides that since I'm immortal, give me my sight back?
"Well is it better your eye color's a gray/light ice blue." Valka said.
"Well yes I can see it's just I'm unable to see surton colors." I said.
"Good at lest you can see." Valka said relived.
"Yes." I said.
Valka took me home on cloudjumper once more.
I walked upstairs to my lovers room and laid down I looked up thought the skylight to see a half moon.
I just hope I can reach hiccup or he to reach me.
I closed my eyes and let the cool atumeme breeze lullaby me to sleep.
A/N: here you go chapter 18! Wow poor Astrid has lost her sight and lost the true hiccup! Or has she? Tune in next time when we're back with Dragmonic Hiccup!