Minutes prior they loaded onto a quinjet and we're currently flying to Germany as fast as the jet would go. Natasha engaged the autopilot and released her harness. She walked over to Steve who was staring at his shield in his hands. "Baby, are you ok?" She asked. She wasn't big on public displays of affection, especially since she had her Black Widow persona, but alone she had no problem showing her husband how much she loved him. He looked up at her, "Yeah Doll, I mean no. I don't know. Last time we talked I was flying a plane and expected to die, and now seventy years later I wake up and see you. You haven't aged a day, how is that even possible?"

"A lot happened after you went under Steve, a lot of stuff I don't remember and what I do know, I don't want to remember but can't forget. A year after your death the Commandos and myself were stationed in Berlin. I was out with Peggy and Howard on VE Day, I was a wreck. As I was leaving the bar about an hour after they had left, I was kidnapped by several Russian operatives, I woke up in a hell hole with no hope..."

Flash back

Natasha slowly woke up from her drug induced state, and became awake she was handcuffed to a metal rack in an x shape. She heard the door open in front of her, she feigned sleep until a cold bucket of water was thrown on her. She couldn't stop the gasp from leaving her. It was then that she realized she was in a hospital gown. "Ah, your awake Natalia. I have many questions, and you will answer or you will be punished, like this." Said a man, his voice familiar. Before she could place it sheer pain racked through her body and electricity shot into her. "Every time you don't answer something correctly or I think you are lying you will be punished. Understand?"

Natasha raised her head and looked at her torturer in the face and gasped "Alexi? But I was told you were dead!"

"Oh I am very much a live my dear Natalia, and better than ever! I am Alexi no longer though little spider, I am the Red Guardian! The death of the West! My only regret is that I couldn't kill Captain America in front of you. I'm told you two were quite close, a shame you betrayed your country, but Red Room is feeling extra generous. You have one chance to renounce the United States and rejoin me." Natasha felt ready to vomit from all the bull shit and the implications of what he was saying. She was also enraged, how dare her ex husband threaten to kill Steve right in front of her! The only thing that calmed her was the fact that they didn't know she actually married him.

"I will never rejoin Red Room! I would rather die first!" She shouted and spat on Alexi's face.

"So be it" he growled, pushing the red button on the controller in his hand. Natasha fought hard to contain the scream boiling within her, until finally she couldn't anymore and howled. The questions kept coming, and every single one she refused to answer just glaring at him. This continued for hours, until Natasha passed out.

For the next several months the torture continued, from beatings to water boarding to electrocution, but still she resisted. She wouldn't give in, she wouldn't betray Steve's memory.

After several months, she was wheeled into a room, in it sat a chair with some kind of contraption attached to it. The guards injected her with a blueish red liquid, then she knew pain. The liquid entered her veins and it felt like she was on fire from the inside. As she thrashed on the floor, Alexi walked in. "It will only hurt for a minute little spider, as the serum works it way through your system." Serum, serum for what? She must have said it because Alexi answered her, "The super solider serum, at least our version of it. Which according to our scientists, is stronger than the one your precious Rogers had." He said with a smirk. Her thoughts raced, why would they inject her with something that would make her stronger and tougher if she wasn't going to serve them? As the pain left her body, she was hoisted up by Alexi and dropped into the weird chair. Clamps encircled her wrists and ankles and a bigger one wrapped around her midsection. Two pieces enclosed her head and a mouth guard was inserted. "Natalia, one way or another you will serve the Red Room. Last chance, serve willingly." Natasha just glared at him with eyes full of hate. "Fine, wipe her and let's start again" Alexi said walking away. Natasha could feel the electricity in the air. She could feel the bolts striking her head and surging inside, repressing her memories. She tried to hold on to everything, and quickly realized she couldn't, so she tried to imagine Steve, and keep him on her mind. She never wanted to let him go. Her vision faded, her head lolled back. The clamps disengaged from her head, and was taken to a sterile room and dressed in a Red Room training uniform.

A couple hours later she jolted awake and looked around the room, and a tall imposing man wearing an odd uniform walked in, on his chest and shield were the hammer and sickle. "Good afternoon. Do you know where you are?" A shake of the head. "Do you remember who you are?" Another shake. "You are Natalia Romanova, but more commonly known as the Black Widow. You were injured on a mission and you have lost your memory, but it's ok. We will nurse you to health. I am The Red Guardian and you are my partner." The man said with an evil smirk.

End flashback

Steve sat there as Natasha told her story, holding her hand. As she stopped he just stared at the bulkhead across from her, staring off into space. He squeezed her hand in comfort, "Nat, you got away from them, your safe and I will keep you safe. I promise my love." She slowly turned her head and looked at him, and nodded her head climbing onto his lap and laid her head on his chest, Steve's arms automatically wrapping around his wife. Even after seventy years of not having him around, she still felt safe in his arms. She tilted her head up and lightly kissed him on the lips, "I love you so much Mr. Rogers"

Steve smiled, "I love you more than you can possibly know Ms. Romanoff"

"Baby.."

"Yeah?"

"It's actually Mrs. Rogers, it became official just before I was captured." Steve's smile grew a hundred fold and kissed her heavily. Once they separated for air, she cuddled up onto his chest and promptly fell asleep, with Steve soon following.

AN: Sorry that this chapter took so long. I had to rewrite it a couple of times due to not really liking how it came out. Enjoy!