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Mia woke up to a massive pounding to her head the next morning. She didn't know where the fuck she was or whose bed she was even in. Feeling herself with her eyes closed tight from the cracks of the sun rays entering the room, she sighed in relief knowing she hadn't fucked any random. Turning over in the bed she growled as she covered her head with a pillow before she was out again.

Happy tossed and turned throughout the night before he gave sleep up altogether and flicked the tv on. Even drunk and high Happy knew what he was doing and he couldn't fucking seemed to stop fighting himself with wanting to share the same bed with his old lady but the last conversation he had with her screamed and played repeatedly in his head. He couldn't treat her that way again.

As dawn finally rose he had managed a full one hour sleep before he was reaching for his clothes and cleaning the lounge as if there was no trace of him in there and headed for the front door. Mia wouldn't even remember what happened last night so there was no point sticking around.

As he rolled into the Tacoma compound he headed straight for the bar where a fresh pot of coffee was going like thin air. "Look at you man you look like you haven't slept" Lorca chuckled slapping Happy on the back.

"That's cause I haven't" he gruffly replied before taking a pull from the hot coffee that he welcomed.

"Shit Killah I know you live on the edge but that shit was boiling hot" Bowie stated in shock.

Happy sighed not paying attention to his brothers. "Lee coming in early?"

"Should be here within the hour. Lucy's coming by with breakfast."

Happy could only nod as he watched his brothers rolling in.

"You haven't seen Mia have you? I sent her home and she wasn't there when I got there" Skip stated in clear worry.

"Maybe she went home with that asshole who tried pushing up on her" Lorca thought.

"Na. Told him to beat it" Skip stated.

"She went home. Back to our house" Happy answered causing Skip to sigh in relief.

"Shit. Thanks man. Is she still there?"

"Last time I checked" he answered. "Might wanna take a cup of coffee and some food to her. The house was out of Advil so take that too" Happy stated simply causing his brothers to bite the insides of their cheeks. He ignored their looks with a roll of an eye and got a refill. "Spare key is still in the same place."

Once Skip was out of the clubhouse Lorca and Bowie both turned to Happy who continued to glare at his cup looking at the fine chipped edge of the cup that seemed interesting enough.

"Want to explain yourself?"

Happy glared at both men and shook his head no.

After breakfast was handed out, Happy and his Tacoma brothers all sat in the chapel going over today's plans.

"Lorca, Bowie and Kozic, I want you three up at the warehouse with Hap. Jessie, have the van prepared and the rest of you business as usual. SAMCRO are heading up this way before we join them in the rally down in Rogue river so get as much sleep in as you can. We still good with everyone riding down?" Lee asked as he looked from each member sitting at his table.

Everyone nodded. "So that leaves Donut, Bowie, Kozic and Hap here for protection" Lee relayed. After discussing the other businesses Tacoma were involved in Lee banged his gavel and stopped Happy from leaving as everyone cleared the room.

"What's up brother?" Happy asked knowing this had to do with his reason for being here or his old lady.

"How you doing with the hits brother?" Lee asked. He had always spoken with Happy after each and every kill he did for the club when he was patched into his club and that hadn't changed since he was SAMCRO now. In Lee's eyes, Happy would always be welcome in his home and at his table, after all he had sponsored Happy and Kozic in their prospecting years knowing each full patched member now had full potential of being a great asset to them.

"Good. Ain't nothing over the top. Thrilling" Happy confessed honestly. He always got off on the high and would always treat himself afterwards. Nothing had changed since so why had it now.

"That's good. How you handling Mia being here?"

"Fine. She planning on staying back at the house again just let me know and I'll stay here." Lee took that as a hint of him leaving his daughter alone and he couldn't help but to nod.

"This your way of telling me she's free of you?"

Happy glared at Lee for a moment internally thinking through his answer. "She's been free of me for ten years now. Ain't gonna go running after something I don't want" he stated full of bullshit. There was nothing more he wanted but her. He just hadn't admitted that to himself yet nor would he ever. "She wants what I can't give her. That's clear ain't it?" Lee could only nod again "send me the address for my next victim" he stated before high tailing out of the chapel and clubhouse.

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Skip hadn't been able to wake Mia up and as much as he wanted to tear her a new one, he let her sleep her hang over off and promised himself that he would be by to check on her later tonight.

It wasn't until he arrived back at her house later that day was he regretting leaving her alone. She wasn't home when she got there which threw him off guard. On the hunt once again for his sister, he called his mother, Hannah and anyone else including Happy to see if they knew where she was.

The guys were just finishing up the latest kill when they got the call causing them to hurry with filling the deep hole of two bodies up before they cleaned up and ripped out of red oak woods heading straight for the clubhouse.

"Found her yet?" Lorca asked.

"No. Fucking bitch knows where to hide" Chad growled out.

He found it ironic that she'd only been in town for a single day and already she was hiding from them. It was just a repeat of old fucking times.

"Shit. Lorca, Ted you both head up to the crossing outlook, Donut, your with Skip. Check the reserves and parks around the house. Jessie you stay here. Chip and Dom check my house and check in with the old lady's. I'll have Lucy out with Mel looking at the malls. Bowie your with me and Chad. Hap, go home your looking like shit. Everyone keep their prepays on. Call if you find her" Lee stated before everyone headed towards their bikes.

While everyone went out in search for the dark haired princess Happy slowly wondered home feeling the past two days weighing on him and he fought the urge to want to strangle the bitch for not saying anything to anyone. Pulling into his old driveway he cut the engine just as he spotted the dark haired beauty standing in the door causing him to tense his jaw and pull out his burner.

"Hap don't" Mia yelled out causing him to look up at her as she came running towards him.

"Why not?" He asked simply.

"I need to talk to you."

"What for? Nothing left to explain. I used you. Was nothing but sex. What more is there left to say?" Happy stated throwing her words back at her. Mia may as well have been slapped in the face and she resisted the urge to cry in front of him. When she didn't hear him continue she could tell now that he hadn't read the letter she gave him when she visited him in Stockton.

"Fuck you" she spat out closing the distance between them and shoving him off of his bike catching him off guard as he actually stumbled onto the ground.

Happy stood up shrugging off in pure reflex and glared cold and hard at Mia. "I ain't up for games Mia" he stated low enough that it sent chills down her spine. "I'll pack my shit and crash at the clubhouse. While I'm here though it's best we keep our distance from each other you got me?" He growled out when he got in her face. She stood head on even though he towered over her five footed frame before she felt her personal space was being invaded.

"Easier said then done" she scoffed and pulled away, heading straight for the house with him hot on her tail.

"The hell is that supposed to mean?"

"Nothing."

Happy scoffed studying her intently before he headed for their old room and started packing his shit in his saddle bag. Once he had everything he wasted no time throwing his shit on the ground right in front of the doorway before he spotted her in the lounge.

"I know you better than you think Hap. This shit they have you doing. It's eating away at you. I can see it" Mia whispered as she downed the first glass of Jameson that she pulled from the cabinet.

"And what if it is Mia? You know as well as I do that I love the satisfaction of seeing someone's life leave their bodies and to be the cause of it for something they caused to my family makes me sleep like a baby at night." Mia made eye contact with him and she couldn't help but take that personally.

There were many times when men tried pushing up on her and he made their life a living hell for even looking her way.

Before she knew it she was flinging herself at him and clung tight with her lips crashing down on his causing him to stumble back with his back hitting the wall.

The moment felt right but to Happy all he could feel was his walls coming down. The need to claim her was overpowering his need to stop her but the moment he felt her tears, he knew he couldn't go there with her.

"I still love you Hap" she confessed causing his breath to hitch and he pushed her away forcefully when she tried clinging to him. "Don't ruin it. Please" Mia protested looking into his deep and dark eyes full with the same emotion she was sending out.

"Can't Mia. I'll only be using you again and I don't want that" he whispered the hard truth against her ear causing her to break down.

"Right now I don't care. I need to feel something. Anything. Just-" before she could find the words to explain herself, she was pulling his head down to meet hers as she forced him to kiss her. The kiss was needy and everything she knew he wouldn't be able to resist. She could feel him fighting with himself before he responded to her and kissed back.

Before she could process what she had done, he had her against the wall with her legs wrapped around his waist as he supported her with his hands holding her with bruising force over her thighs.

"Bedroom Hap" Mia rasped out deeply as she unwrapped her legs from around him but he held them in place and carried her effortlessly up the stairs.

Making it to the bedroom with her sucking lightly at his neck she groaned when his burner went off causing him to release his hold on her.

"Really?" She asked as she slowly and seductively crawled onto the bed and sat down before her hands flew to the top of her button up top.

"Yeah really" he couldn't help but shake his head for a moment knowing she was working herself up. "Skip came by and saw you weren't home. Started panicking. Lee sent everyone out looking for you and if I don't answer then they'll keep blowing up the phone. One call will put everything to rest" Happy smirked knowing that to be true and a fact rather than anything else.

"What?" He growled out while watching as Mia took her time revealing her large perky breasts.

"She at home?" Skip asked with worry deep still lingering in his voice.

"Yeah. We're talking shit out so tell everyone to steer clear of my house" Happy stated simply before he shut the phone and threw it over his shoulder. He watched as she unbuttoned the rest of her buttons then revealed one shoulder, taking her time slipping out of it before she finally had the Cotton top off and threw it on the ground.

Happy pulled his kutte off and placed it respectfully on the dresser before he stripped so fast out of his clothes that Mia hardly had time to blink.

"Your house now?" She asked as she wiggled out of her short cut off denim jeans that revealed a lot of what he loved about this woman.

"You know damn well this is my house babe" he grinned as he stroked himself a few times. "Shit babe" he rasped softly when she laid back on the bed holding herself up by her arms and raising a perfectly plucked brow up.

"You want me don't you?" She purred out moving her legs from left to right then repeating the same action showing him glimpses of her inner core. She bit her lip in anticipation and squealed when he grasped each leg pulling her to the edge of the bed.

"Fuck yes" he growled out with his hands skimming up her soft torso cupping her breasts with bruising force. Mia reached between her encasing his growing member in both of her hands before he smashed their mouths together. He thrust into her hands eagerly and she teased herself with his head before he pulled back and slammed into her soaking core. "So tight" he growled out gripping her hips as he stopped his movements causing her to thrust herself around him. Her back arched with each movement as their hands intertwined together.

Watching himself appear then disappear inside Mia felt herself cuming around him in seconds.

"Shit babe. Cum for me" he growled huskily. He could feel himself growing closer and picked up the pace thrusting harder until she came a first time. Mia gripped his hips stilling him inside of her and he smirked before she pulled herself up and held herself against him. Their lips found each other's as their tongues fought for dominance with his hands gripping her ass pulling her back onto his thick shaft.

Mia bit the side of her mouth before he released her. "Turn over. Head down ass up" he growled out stroking himself once again. Positioning himself between her legs, he wasted no time pounding into her tightness.

Huffing out of breath with sweat piling every edge of their bodies Mia yawned before sleep overtook her with him following soon after.

AN. Next up, the Happy and Mia talk and we see a little action between Mia and a certain man. Please review and tell me your thoughts.