Listening to Sleepwalking by Bring Me The Horizon, and gave birth to this. Not proofread or anything. Probably full of mistakes.
It's like he's in a daze.
Forever lost, in the intoxicating mist of madness that shrouds his senses.
Dust.
Worthlessness, like dust.
Nothingness sounded perfect right now.
Indeed;
Amongst the madness that shrouds his senses and blurs his mind, one thing remains clear:
The guilt and shame.
Bursting through like water to a collapsing dam.
It filled his mind, led him astray.
To the edge;
Does he sink?
Swim?
Or simply disappear?
Indeed;
Even with everything gone, his shame remained.
Alas, in the final throes of sanity, he reminded himself last second to remember...
How Maka, Soul, Kid, Liz, Patty, Black*Star, Tsubaki, and all those others didn't give up on him.
How?
How could they support dirt like him?
Or, at least, that's what he would have been thinking.
But he didn't.
It was all gone... The madness had taken it all away... Like a dream forgotten when morning came.
It was like he was sleepwalking.