Chapter 12- The party! part 3
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It now hit 10:45 pm on the dot, and the end of half term party was live as ever. Student were getting intoxicated over alcoholic liquor like crazy, while others 'passionately' kissed each other in the corner. One thing was for sure is that, if you were at this party and wasn't dancing you were either: drunk or sharing salvia with someone else. After their emotional talk Kai and Skoochy went back into their dates, as Ikki and Skoochy were inside the mansion dancing the time away; while Jinora and Kai were outside on the porch sitting near an enormous square shaped pool. The two were chatting away staring towards the illuminous blue pool, while eating a tub of vanilla ice cream Kai stole from inside the fridge of the mansion owner. Jinora shoved in a huge silver spoon inside the middle of the vanilla tub, brought it towards her mouth and devoured it in one gulp. Kai looked at her in surprise with a small smile on his face. He'd never seen her act so…well relaxed around him. She'd always act a bit tense, shy and defiantly closed up towards him. But right now she was so chill.
As Jinora swallowed the ice cream her, face lit up a little with glee. ''You seem to be enjoying that ice cream a little too much, aren't you?'' Kai said turning to Jinora with a sly smirk one his face, ''What!? I really like ice cream.'' Jinora said blinking innocently, causing Kai to laugh a little ''Well don't finish it all up okay? I don't want you to get a tummy ache or anything.'' ''Tummy ache? You still say tummy? That's so cute.'' Jinora said flat out with a loving expression. At hearing this Kai's eyes opened up. Did she just compliment me he thought to himself, and argued to himself whether it was one or not. However Jinora didn't even notice her compliment, since she wasn't so advanced in 'this' kind of area like Kai is. So it was clear that Jinora was doing this all out of share innocents. Now knowing that this was the case, made Jinora more adorable to Kai. ''Tummy, stomach, belly, there all the same.'' Kai said before he stopped himself. He looked at Jinora frailly and saw she had a piece of vanilla ice cream, on the corner of her mouth. He noticed that Jinora didn't know because she was splashing her legs in the water, and before he could tell her he was cut off by the sound of Jinora's voice. ''I really had fun tonight.'' she said calmly with a light smile on her face, ''You did? And I'm glad, because I honestly thought you were gonna be, tense and closed up for most of the time.'' Kai said genuinely making Jinora turn her face towards him. She stared at him in deep thought for a small while, and Kai stared back at her with a questionable look on his face, hoping to read Jinora's thoughts. It was a little hard for Kai read her thoughts, since he was distracted by the vanilla ice cream on the side of her lips.
''Am I always that way?'' Jinora asked with a bit of sadness and concern in her voice. By just hearing her voice Kai knew he struck a cord within Jinora, and knew at she was hurt just by the expression on her face. However he couldn't lie to her because he would just feel flat out guilty, and at the thought about the bet he had with Skoochy for some yuans, made his stomach turn a little. Now he defiantly felt guilty. Jinora's eyes were still open wide reaching towards Kai's in the expression, as Kai breathed in before finally answering her question. ''Yeah you kinda are…but I know there's a reason why you're like that. Tell me?'' Kai said seriously as he put his spoon into the ice cream tub, and turned his body towards Jinora's. Jinora was absolutely in shock towards Kai's answer, as she wasn't sure on how to react. A part of her was hurt at what he had said, while another part of her, deep down within her self couldn't agree with him more. She knew she was closed up towards people, which caused her problems socially and there was a part of her, that knew why she acted the way she did. Kai continued to look at her, waiting for her to answer while she just took a quick bite of the vanilla ice cream.
''Jinora why haven't you answered me?'' Kai said with a little anger, as her actions mirrored his apparent anger ''What if I don't want to answer?'' Jinora replied back forcefully, ''Look I know I may have hurt your feelings, but I couldn't lie to you. If I did then I'd be no good.'' Kai said loudly as he gestured his hands upwards. Jinora just looked away with crossed arms, trying to ignore the truthfulness in Kai's voice. '' Remember that moment we had when I called over the phone, when we just became friends? Kai said sternly, as he saw Jinora slowly uncross her arms, ''And you told me that your were hurt in the past, and scared of opening up and I said..'' ''And you said you kinda know how I feel..'' Jinora whispered slowly now turning her body towards Kai. ''And I do. So you can tell me.'' Kai said with warmth in his voice. From his choice of words, Jinora knew that Kai genuinely cared about her and she was happy to know this.
It took Jinora a while to compose herself before she began to talk, ''See…'' Jinora started off and then stopped, seeing this Kai touched her shoulder in a friendly affection [in which he hoped mean't something more to Jinora], ''It's okay take your time.'' Kai said slowly, giving Jinora a smile. At this Jinora had enough confidence to carry on, ''A long time ago…I had a best friend…we did everything together, we were like to peas in a pot. We were unbreakable. Then things changed when we both started to grow up, and learned more things about the real word. See when I told you that I was home-schooled…Well it wasn't always like that.'' Jinora stopped at that waiting for Kai to make a response, ''Really? So then why did you become home-schooled?'' he questioned, ''No…I used to go to a all girls private school, that's where I met my best friend. However the reason why I became home-schooled is because…I'' Jinora looked down with a bit of tears in her eyes, seeing this made Kai feel upset so he took her left hand into his. ''You don't have to tell me anymore if you don't want to…I mean you were understanding with me about my parents. So I should be the same with you right!?'' he said trying to give his best smile to cheer her up, but that wasn't working. ''It's okay Kai…you asked me a question so I should be strong enough to answer it.'', all Kai could do was nod at her and hold her hand tightly. ''I was…I was bullied.'' ''By your best friend?'' Kai said with the word practically falling out of his mouth, ''Yeah'' Jinora's voice whispered ''…See when I reached the 7th grade my best friend got popular and cool, and started hanging out with people within the same crowd. She started changing herself to please other people…'' Kai just looked towards Jinora with open eyes while she kept on talking ''Because I didn't wear the fanciest clothing and act feminine, a lot of the girls thought I was weird. I'd always read a book, practice contemporary dancing and do extra curricular work, which they thought of as weird.'' ''That's not weird.'' Kai cut in confused at what Jinora had said, while she gave him a shocking reaction ''Well my best friend thought so, and after she broke off our friendship, she and her new friends bullied me, because of the things I was passionate about.'' Jinora said sadly with her voice shaking, ''It's not weird to actually be passionate about something. I'm passionate about art and mystery, and yeah some people might think I'm weird or different, but I'm pretty sure they are just as passionate about something too. You just don't know it.''
Kai started to squeeze Jinora's hand a little harder, creating a bit of warmth between the twos hands, ''To me I actually think that your real.'' Kai said softly as Jinora raised up an eyebrow ''Real?'' ''Yeah! Almost every girl I meet is the same. They have long hair, wear girly clothing, care about superficial stuff like how they look and what everyone thinks about them. But I don't get that with you.'' Kai said genuinely as he leaned a little close to Jinora. ''Then what do you get?'' Jinora questioned with a hint of nervousness ''When I look at you I see a normal girl. Someone who is genuinely real and cares about other things which are important. I don't meet girls who are intelligent, beautiful and real that often Jinora.'' Kai voice grew softer and softer while saying this, which caused Jinora heart to flicker a little. Inside she felt a sense of comfort that someone had finally saw her as a person, and not some sort of anti-social freak. Joiner felt understood by someone for the first time in her life, and it made her feel happy. ''I never knew you saw me that way. It's…It's nice to know that you appreciate me as a person.'' Jinora said smiling a little, ''Appreciate you? I didn't say that.'' Kai said in a sarcastic way, grinning as he bumped Jinora in a playfully way, causing Jinora to giggle a little. Kai was happy to see that Jinora had cheered up, and whatever guilty thoughts he had before were gone when he saw her radiant smile.
The two still held hands greatly while looking into each others eyes. ''I know how it is to feel different…like an outsider. I've been feeling like that ever since I can remember. But I've learn't to accept it, because I know that I'm being true to myself. What makes you and me different, are the traits that makes us unique.'' Kai said in a low whisper as he blinked slowly leaning into Jinora a bit more than he did before. Kai could feel himself moving forward, but he couldn't find it in himself to stop. He wanted to be a close to her as possible. ''I never thought I'd be able to open up to another person again. I told myself I wouldn't after my best friend hurt me. I didn't want to get hurt again, but then you came in. Now every things changed.'' Jinora said softly as she and Kai were face to face. Kai breathed in slowly, while Jinora's face started to glow up with a faint blush ''Everything has changed.'' Kai said shyly in a whisper as he began to stare at Jinora's lips. There was still a smudge of vanilla ice cream at the side of her lips, and the thought of it just lingering there on her peach glistening lips, just drove him up the wall. Kai automatically closed his eyes and lined in an inch closer to Jinora. What am I doing? Am I really going to kiss her? I so want to, but does she want to kiss me? If I do this would it ruin are friendship, or will it make us something more? Oh if I don't this right now I'm going to go crazy, Kai mentally screamed at himself. His palms became sweaty in an instant, and his throat became dry as he prepared to kiss her. Kai's mind was going crazy, over how much he wanted to feel her lips against his. He never wanted something so much before, and at this he knew that what he felt for Jinora was real. Kai then pushed his lips forward, closing his eyes with dear life which cause Jinora heat to beat fast in reaction. Is he doing what I think he is? Jinora yelled in her mind. I'm about to have my first kiss! My first kiss? Oh I'm not ready for this, as much as I want to I don't want to screw this up, Jinora thought. To Kai's dismay Jinora went in for an embrance, pulling Kai into a hug as she rested her head on his chest and closed her eyes. She knew what Kai was about to do, but she knew she wasn't ready for anything that was physically intimate. It was a big enough miracle that she opened up to someone, and became more sociable. Kissing someone she was greatly attracted to, and strong feelings for wasn't something she was ready to face, so she chickened out.
Just by Kai listening to her feelings, made her happy enough even if she was extremely disappointed that she didn't kiss him. Kai on the other hand was devastated as hell, he thought he would have his lips passionately 'melting' into hers by now, but that wasn't the case. He never knew if it was Jinora's innocent ignorance that got in the way, or bad luck but he was absolutely pissed off that he missed his chance. ''Thank you for listening Kai. You really helped me.'' Jinora cried happily in attempt to hide her disappointment, while she pulled out of the hug, as Kai tried to compose the anger inside him, ''It's fine. You okay?'' Kai said briefly trying to give his best attempt to smile. ''I'm fine.'' Jinora said taking out her smartphone as she saw that the time was now 11:15pm. At seeing this Jinora eyes opened up, as she gave out a small gasp ''Oh it's quarter past eleven already! Time flies so fast when your having fun.'', Kai started to stand up as he put his hand out towards Jinora's ''Well I guess I better get you home, remember you did say I had to get you back before midnight right?'' Kai said in with a little wit creeping up in his voice, ''I was hoping you forgot.'' Jinora replied back sarcastically now taking Kai's hand, as he pulled her up.
Whatever anger he had before had now vanished, at the sight of her gorgeous smile. Jinora's teeth gleamed with happiness as her lips formed a smile, and this was enough to make Kai's heart melt. Jinora began to walk towards the mansion, as Kai stopped her grabbing her arm softly. He had to know were he and Jinora stood, even by asking her out on this date did it change anything between them? Were they friends, best friends of something more…
Kai looked at Jinora firmly as he still held onto her arm, while Jinora just felt confused and had a puzzled expression on her face. ''What is it Kai?'' Jinora asked with concern in her voice, ''Jinora do you feel as if something has…I don't know changed between us?'' Kai came out and said, as Jinora still continued to look confused. ''I…'' Kai stopped, breathed in and started again, ''I mean when we first met….we both really didn't get along and stuff…but..um then we became friends and started hanging out. But after we got stuck inside that basement together things just started to change. In terms of how I feel about you.'' Kai said nervously while he fidgeted with the ends of his blue slim jacket, ''What made your feelings change?'' Jinora asked in a soft tone, looking down and away from Kai, now crossing her arms together. Jinora didn't know what brought this on, but she knew what Kai saying was true. Things did change between them, the awkward silences, the constant stares, the subtle complements, the genuine interment hugs, and the strong bond that was forming between them. ''I dunno…when I learned more about you…and you to me….it brought us closer.'' Kai said almost lost for words. Jinora now turned away from Kai, now pushing her hair back in order to calm down her anxiety, she was gaining from what Kai had just said. While she did this her blue arrow tattoo that pointed down her neck became visible to Kai, which gave him flashbacks of the time she first showed it to him in the janitor basement. This made him wonder how it would feel like to touch it…''Kai.'' Jinora said with her back still turned ''I…Kinda feel the same way…but I also feel confused at the same time…I haven't felt like this for anyone before, so this is all new to me.'', Jinora now turned towards Kai dropping her arms to her sides, ''I don't know what we have, but I know your special to me.'' ''And your special to me Jinora.'' Kai said moving slowly towards her, ''I..I just want to take things slow…is that okay.'' Jinora asked hesitantly ''Of course it is.'' Kai said as a phew escaped his mouth, ''I'm guessing you were also just as confused as I am.'' Jinora giggled causing Kai to let out a giggle or two himself, breaking down the tension between the two. Jinora stopped laughing and had a smile on her face, ''I really enjoyed this date. Thank you for giving me a great first date Kai.'' Jinora said genuinely closing her eyes as she gave him a small respectful bow, as he returned one ''I'm happy you enjoyed it, because I was planning on asking you out on another one. That is only if you feel thats okay?'' Kai asked simply with a grin on his face, ''I'd absolutely love that.''Jinora said blushing slightly ''I thought we'd might do something simple.'' ''Just the two of us?'' Jinora asked ''Yeah, we could do whatever you want, since we did something I'd do on this date.'' Kai went on ''I'd like that.''
Now inside the mansion, Jinora had met up with her younger sister Ikki, and her best friend Opal in the girls powder room, which they used to freshen up before they hit the road. Inside the powder room, there were a few other girls standing there doing their makeup, or just chatting about some gossip they've heard. The powder room was pink, and had many mirrors and toilets inside for the guests to use. Each sink had pink hand wash, hand driers and pink puffy makeup powders for the girls to use. The room was quite big in itself, as there was much space to cover inside. ''We kissed!'' Ikki said yelling which caught the attention of some of the other girls, ''You want!?'' Jinora cried out loudly in confusion, ''Me and Skoochy kissed. Actually I tried to kiss him, but I ended up kissing his eye. And I was so embarrassed, but then he just leans in and kisses me, and I have to say that it was one of the best moment of my life. It was magic.'' Ikki squealed all in one take, as she closed her eyes and held her hands together. ''Really? I can't believe it'', Jinora said as her mind flashed back to a few minutes ago when Kai attempted to kiss her. This caused Jinora to blush furiously as she turned from peach to luminous pink in a matter of seconds. Seeing this Ikki grew a huge grin in suspicion, while Opal opened up her mouth, ''Oh no you didn't?'' Opal gasped happily, ''She did you kissed Kai!'' Ikki practically yelled to the high heavens. At this Jinora gestured for her little sister to pipe down, as Ikki's yelling caught the attention of many girls. One in particular. ''Ikki could you be any louder?'' Jinora asked rhetorically but Ikki answered her anyway, ''I could but I won't, but anyway you kissed Kai, tell me everything.'' ''Not before you tell me. Jinora spill.'' Opal butted in, as Jinora sighed and put a hand over her forehead, and moved close towards them privately. ''I didn't kiss Kai okay.'' Jinora said quickly, ''Your lying Jinora.'' Opal argued back now putting a hand on her hips, ''I'm not'' Jinora squealed as she covered her mouth. Damn she thought in anger towards Opal skills of deception. It wasn't a lie she told, but the thought of Kai almost kissing her, did make Jinora flustered just by thinking about it. ''Okay fine…he almost kissed me okay, is that what you want to hear?'' Jinora just came out with it, looking down in preparation for her sister and best friend teasing her. Ikki now jumped up and down, while Opal gasped happily ''So why didn't it happen?'' Ikki said shaking Jinora, as she gestured for her to stop ''I wasn't ready Ikki. I felt like doing it, believe me I did. I mean his cute lips were there, his eyes were closed, and he was leaning in. He looked so amazing, but I knew I wasn't ready for it. Kissing is a big step you know, and we both agreed to take things slow.'' Jinora said looking down as she twirled her feet into the pink carpet. After Jinora said this, the attention of one girl was caught in surprise, but to her dismay Jinora didn't notice. ''Well Jinora if you think you wasn't ready, then I'm glad you did do it.'' Opal said putting her hand on Jinora's shoulder, ''Although I wished you did kiss him, I agree with Opal. But I so wished that you did.'' Ikki said with holding her hands together smiling, ''Well I'm sure glad that you didn't.'' came out a dark voice from a distance causing Jinora, Ikki and Opal to turn around in surprise. Behind them was a familiar face, well to Jinora anyway.
It was Ying, standing there twirling her long raven hair in her finger. She looked annoyed but she tried to mask it with a calm poker face, and she decided to walk directly to Jinora. ''So you must be Kai's date.'' she said indifferently which made Jinora feel uncomfortable. The last time Jinora saw this girl things didn't end so good for her, as she ended up getting locked in a basement, so Jinora knew that nothing good would come out of this. What exactly did this girl want in general Jinora thought to herself, before deciding to act as calm as she could to avoid any conflict. ''Yes I am, and you are Kai's friend aren't you? Sorry what was your name again?'' Jinora said forcing herself to say it nicely, '' Ying.'' Ying deadpanned and stood there for a few seconds eyeing Jinora up and down, while turning her head to Ikki and Opal for a brief second, who just looked confused and then looked back to Jinora again. ''I know your a good girl and all, so I'm going to tell you this for your own good.'' Ying said firmly with a hint of anger in her voice, ''Kai is playing you.''. Just by hearing this Jinora's stomach stiffed up in an instant, as her face gave an confused expression. What exactly did she mean by that? Jinora thought as she just stood there agape, ''Sorry but who are you exactly? Jinora how do you know this girl?'' Ikki asked suspiciously ''She's just a friend of Kai's.'' Jinora said to Ikki quickly before turning her attention to Ying, ''Excuse me Ying, but that's not true. Kai isn't the type to do that. So if you don't mind I'll be leaving now.'' Jinora said angrily shaking a head, as Ikki and Opal followed her out of the girls powder room, leaving Ying alone amongst the other girls. Kai could never play her, not after everything that had happened between them Jinora thought. Yeah he might have been a pain in the neck when she first met him, but now she view Kai differently. To Jinora Kai was misunderstood individual who was hurting just like she was, so she knew Ying had to be lying.
After a while of wondering, the three teenage girls met up with there dates just outside of the mansion. The time was now 11:45pm giving Jinora and Ikki 45 minutes before they had to get home. Jinora was now on the phone to her parents [particularly her worrying father] telling them that she was leaving the party, and that she was in safe hands. Jinora and Ikki decided to drive home with Skoochy and Kai, while Bolin would drive Opal home. Ikki and Skoochy were now in his car, while Kai was waiting for Jinora to finish talking talking on the phone. ''Okay dad I will. Don't..Don't worry me and Ikki are fine nothing happened, and we are in safe hands.'' Jinora said feeling a tad of annoyance from her father, ''Alright okay bye.'' she said and then cut the phone. Forget that Kai was behind her, Jinora startled as he tapped her shoulder, ''Hey sorry if I startled you. I just wanted to know if you are ready to go? Remember I did promise to get you home before midnight, and I don't want to break that promise.'' Kai said smirking, ''Wow…when I said that I actually didn't think you would follow through. What a gentlemen.'' Jinora said sarcastically, ''Well I try.'' he said turning the sarcastic remark. Just as the two walked off towards their ride, they got distracted by a loud trump of screaming. Kai automatically froze at this, because he could recognise that voice. Only one thought came through his mind and it was trouble. Ying was screaming out Kai's name, as she was running past many other students until she got to her destination. When finally reaching Kai she grabbed his left arm and held and griped onto it. ''Ying what the hell? Let go.'' Kai growled as he forcefully removed his arm from her grip, ''Jinora let's go.'' at this Jinora nodded with an angered expression on her face. ''Kai I want to talk to you.'' Ying yelled as she ran in front of Kai again, now making Kai pissed off ''What the hell are you doing? Are you drunk or what?'', ''I'm not drunk I just need you to answer me.'' Ying went on, ''Answer what?'' Kai said puzzled, ''Why her? I thought that you said that you didn't want to be in a relationship, right now when I asked you. But now I see you becoming so close and dating with somebody else?'' Ying cried as he eyes began to sting a little with tears.
Oh no not right now, Kai thought as his eyes began to open up. He could let Jinora hear all of this, he didn't want what had happened between Ying and him to affect his possible chances with Jinora. ''What is she talking about Kai?'' Jinora asked with her eyes on Ying, ''Nothing. Let's go Jinora.'' Kai whispered, ''Oh I'm not done. You lied to me and used me. You just wanted a little fun when you could, and I actually liked you.'' Ying squealed out through her tears, as she began to gasp for air. A few loud honks came from Skoochy's car, causing Kai to turn his neck around, ''Kai hurry up we gotta go.'' Skoochy yelled, Kai nodded at his direction and gestured for Jinora to come but she wasn't moving. Although she hated Ying with all of her fibre, she did feel sympathy for her at that every moment. She couldn't deny that Ying was hurt, and needed to understand why she felt that way. Jinora knew that Kai was a good person, but she needed to know what he had done to Ying. ''Kai what happened between you two?'' Jinora asked not moving an inch from where she stood, from this question Kai's frustrations started to come out on Jinora a little. ''Nothing happened Jinora. Okay! Ying is just drunk and wants to make a scene lets go.'' Kai said gesturing Jinora to come, but she still didn't move. Ying face started to grow in anger as he eyes looked onto Jinora, ''This is all your fault. If you never came into the picture, me and Kai would of been together.'' Ying said moving slowly to Jinora, ''I don'r understand what you mean.'' Jinora cried desperately as a moment later she found herself screaming, as Ying grabbed onto her hair pulling her to the ground. It all happened in a blur, and all Jinora could do was scream. At the sight of this Ikki, Skoochy and Opal and her boyfriend came out to see what was happening.
After a few seconds, Jinora felt Yings grip let lose as the throbbing pain from her head stopped. She rubbed onto her head after realising she was held loose, and looked up slowly to she Kai holding Ying back with his arms in a firm position. Ying was screaming and cursing towards Jinora violently, while a pissed of Kai yelled at her to bring her to silence. ''What the fuck do you think you're trying to do to Jinora? What's gotten into you?'' Kai yelled as Skoochy came to his side, ''What the hell just happened?'' he asked as Ikki and Opal picked up Jinora from the ground. ''Jinora are you okay?'' Ikki asked as she and Opal held onto Jinora, ''I'm okay.'' Jinora said with concern in her voice, ''Don't you swear at me Kai. Your a phony, a player.'' she yelled at Kai as she tried to let loose of his firm grip, but she had no chance since Kai was simply too strong for her. ''What's wrong with you? You just attacked my sister.'' Ikki said angrily as Skoochy now went to hold her back. Ying's bloodshot teary eyes now drummed into Jinora's, ''He's using you, you know that? He's only dating you for a few yuans isn't that right?'', just by hearing this Kai let Ying lose as she turned and slapped him on his cheek, with her backhand. Kai just took the slap and stood there in shock, as a drip of sweat rushed down his face. How in the hell did she know that Kai asked himself, as he was lost for words. Kai briefly looked at Skoochy who had the same deadly expression on his face. The whole scene was silent for a few seconds, as Kai and Skoochy were too shocked to say anything. Ikki and Opal were confused, and a new bound of fear rose in Jinora. Yuans? Kai dating me for a few yuans? that can't be true that has to be a lie, Jinora thought. ''Kai what is she talking about?'' Jinora asked though Kai could barely look at her at all. ''You heard me. This was all a plan. A bet so that Kai could get some money, and his friend could be with your sister. I heard them talking about it at the pool a few hours ago. You've been punk'd.'' Ying said in a happily crazed expression. All Jinora could do was look at Kai, her mind went blank and she didn't know what to do. Ikki covered up her mouth in reaction to what Ying had said, ''What? Tell me that isn't true'' which escaped out of Ikki's mouth, as she stared towards Skoochy who couldn't answer her. ''You told me that Kai actually liked Jinora, which is why I agreed to do all of this. I can't believe you sold my sister out, to pay this Kai a few yuans, so you could date me.'' Ikki trembled out as tears started to form up in her eye lids.
Jinora's throat began to close up just by the sound of those words. Her mind began racing with all the certain possibilities, of which those words could have meant. Her heart started to beat faster, and fear crept up in her soul. All her possible fears of getting hurt again, were starting to become a reality just by what was said. Jinora looked into Kai's eyes as he finally did to hers, but when she did she noticed the look of fear and guilt on his face. Just by seeing this the feeling of fire flushed into Jinora's soul. She felt like if she was being devoured and consumed by the flames. Her stomach which was filled with butterflies throughout the night, had burned and became nothing more than ashes and decay. Her glowing red luminous heart, had now became dim. Becoming nothing more than a hollow organ that has turned to dusk. It had felt like all the walls were crumbling down on her, and she was running away from them and everything she had know. Kai, the person who she had became special to her, in which she had greatly fallen for had hurt her all along. He had did nothing but lie to her, and deceive her in the making all for yuans. This couldn't be happening. It just couldn't. Jinora felt like crying and screaming to the heavens all at once, but she had to be strong. She couldn't give in not just yet. She had to know the truth before she gave into the flame. This needed to be confirmed with Kai himself. She had to hear him say it, thats all she needed to hear right now.
''K'Kai?…..T'Tell me this…isn't true?''
