A/N: Hello my loves, how are all of you today? I hope you are doing well, it makes me happy when my friends are happy! If you are sad don't be afraid to message me, or put it in the comments if you're not afraid! I might not have the answers but I will listen, it's one of the few things I believe myself to be good at. Now, I will say I do not know the timelines in Twilight. I feel like it skips around months and forgets to tell us it did so. I will be making my own timeline so if it is incorrect I apologize. Feel free to call me on it in the comments. On with the show! Hehe.

Disclaimer: Twilight belongs to Stephenie Meyer and Inuyasha belongs to Rumiko Takahashi. If you spot any other noticeable characters..they belong to their inventor. I will be adding in some of my own characters as well. Enjoy!

Warning: This story is rated M for a reason. There will be lemons, swearing, mentions of RAPE, death of main characters and possibly some in depth battle scenes. Haven't decided on the last part though. If any of this offends you I caution you to turn back now. I do hate little whiny bitches.

PS: I tend to mix the movie and book together...I hope that doesn't bother you. Ive been watching the movies since I don't feel like rereading it right now. I tend to get drawn in and distracted sooooooo yeah.

JasperKagome

Chapter 3

February 27th, 2005

I sit with Charlie at his table in the kitchen laughing at he joke he had made and keeping my reiki focused on Bella, her aura was becoming unstable once more. Since she had been hanging out with that Jacob kid she had been much better, not healed but more...alive. Charlie had also been happier, his eyes shining with joy at the thought of his daughter and his best friends son hitting it off so well. I know he wants the two to be a couple, he even told me he has wanted that since the two were in diapers.

The couple times I had met Jacob had been an experience, he is such a hyperactive guy. Always smiling and his eyes always so expressive. He would look at Bella and his eyes would glimmer with love and he would follow her like a lost puppy. He acts much the same as Kouga did with me all those years ago, just less aggressive about it.

His aura though is a slight concern to me, I can feel his shape-shifting genes coming to the forefront and have watched his appearance become stronger. It's not that I find him to be a bad person I don't even think the shifters are bad. The only thing that concerns me is the transformation up to the shift and the few years after. They become ill tempered and are easily angered, lashing out against their friends and family and hating themselves for it.

I know that Jacob has shifted, I had felt his aura lingering in the area lately as if he was unsure if he could go forward. It was hurting Bella and I wish I could do something to help, but all I can do is sooth her pain. Some days though her pain is so great it nearly cripples me as I push vast amounts of my reiki toward her. For it to really be effective I would have to touch her.

"So Kagome, do you have any plans for the weekend?" Charlie asks, I close my eyes and think about it.

"Oh, yeah. I'll be doing some classes online and volunteering at the hospital. Sadly they can't hire me because i'm only 18 and am not certified yet…" I grumble and cross my arms, Charlie leans back and lets out a loud laugh drawing Bella's attention, she joins us nervously at the table and I smile reassuringly at her.

"How is that other job of yours?" Charlie asks referring to the full time job I attend during the weekday, it's as a cashier at the Dollar Tree in opened last month and I was hired almost on the spot, seeing as my 'resume' said I have been working since I was 16 as a cashier at a Family Dollar in Houston which had gone out of business 2 weeks after my arrival in Forks.

"Oh pretty good I suppose, had Mr. Adams come in and gripe at us all day. We don't mind it though." I explain with a smile, Charlie nods with a sadness in his eyes as he thinks of the grumpy old man.

"Yeah Tim's been a bit down since Nancy died a few years back. You would have loved her, sweet little old lady cared about everyone in town." Charlie chuckles fondly at his memory and I smile with him.

"So Bella, how is school going? It's almost over huh?" I joke with her, Charlie lets out a sigh at his daughter being almost done with Highschool. Bella averts her eyes to the table and says it's fine, I share a concerned glance with Charlie then muster up a smile.

"If you need any help with classes feel free to ask me, I dare say I am an expert with History." I chuckle at my own joke, I know even more than the books themselves having lived through 500 years of it and having studied the books prior to my travels to the past.

"Thanks Kagome...I'm doing pretty good in my classes though." Bella manages a wobbly smile to me and excuses herself up to her room, Charlie lets out a sigh and roughly runs his hand over his face.

"One step forward and two steps back." Charlie mumbles as he slouches in his chair, "I just don't know what to do anymore. I hate to see my baby like this, pinning and heartbroken after that idiot Cullen boy left."

I blink in shock, Cullen, that is Carlisle's last name! It's been 122 years since i've seen my old friend. The last I hear of him was in 1930 when Marcus told me that Carlisle had found his mate.

"While females do tend to over react about a broken heart I agree that her behavior is abnormal. The only thing you can do is just stand by her Charlie, continue to show her that you love her like the great father that you are. As the old saying goes, time heals all wounds." I almost cringe at the phrase, seeing as it is incorrect. It's been many years since that final battle and my wounds are still blistering over it. I suppose not as much as back then but the pain is still there nonetheless.

"Yeah, I suppose you're right." Charlie grumbles as he shakes his head and sits up straight in his chair, I stand from mine and he follows me to the front door.

"I'll see the two of you later, I gotta get home and rest up for my volunteer work tomorrow." I make a show by stretching my back till a loud pop comes forth. Charlie cringes at the sound.

"Alright then, we'll be seeing you. Don't work yourself to hard kid, you hear?" Charlie ruffles my hair and with a grin I walk to my house and let myself in. I had been spending more and more time with Charlie and Bella, mostly Charlie though. Bella tends to avoid nearly every human being in sight.

Charlie is like the dad I never go to know growing up, always looking out for me and stopping by every now and then. I always bring them food even if they don't need it. Just something extra for them to have in the fridge for leftovers the next day.

I sit down on the couch and turn on the flat screen TV in front of me and flip through the channels, I settle on 'Lost' and soon find myself drawn into the show. Not noticing when night turned into morning once more till the sun reflected off the TV screen in an annoying way.

I turn off the TV and get ready for going to the hospital, seeing as I am only 18 I can't do to much. I am mostly limited to the desk job which entails answering the phone and checking in guest. I do get to check their blood pressure and take their temperatures as well and inform the doctor of their vitals.

Doctor White feels bad about not paying me and has been finding a way to hire me as a full or part time front desk worker, it's looking good and he is hoping that he can hire me in 2 months time. I hope into my car and drive to the hospital not to far away, my thoughts circling around Carlisle.

May 3rd, 1661

I fiddled with the sleeves of my satin dress, still finding it a smidge uncomfortable to wear even though I have been wearing this fashion for many years now. I smile as a soft wind blows my curled hair around causing it to tickle the center of my back.

Yes, even with my hair in tight curls it reaches down that far, I have half a mind to cut it but I know it won't grow back to this length for at least 10 years. I shrug and decide to ignore it as I grasp my elbows and survey my surroundings, I had found this Garden 2 days ago and haven't yet had the heart to leave it. It is such a beautiful place and as I inhale the aroma of flowers fills my nostrils.

I had been rather depressed these last few years having nobody to talk to, granted I had talked with Alistair about 15 years ago but he isn't one for company. Having nobody to talk to is slowly taking its wear on me, I find my thoughts drifting back to many years ago and tears always fall.

Lately however I keep recalling the one memory I never truly learnt how to deal with. The memory of the night the last of my innocence had been ripped from me by disgusting bandits. I had never felt more dirty and humiliated than I did that night as those 10 bandits used me to their needs then cut my head off as a parting gift. That night I truly learned of my immortality.

I feel tears roll down my face and bring a gloved hand to wipe them away only to have a warm hand gently grab my wrist, a feeling of fear rolls through me and I turn my gaze to the man holding my arm. He has a kind smile on his handsome and his blue eyes gaze into mine with concern.

"If I may be so bold, can I ask what is wrong? Someone so beautiful shouldn't cry such sad tears." The man asks as he releases my wrist, I shudder and cross my arms under my bosom and smile politely when I see his eyes don't stray down at my actions.

"You are fine to ask whatever you please, I thank you for worrying about myself." I smile at him and turn my gaze to the flowers surrounding us and am glad to see no other people out and roaming, "I was remembering a dark time, when I had been out and had no way of protecting myself. At the time I had believed myself to be invincible. Like nothing could hurt me...I was proven wrong when I was attacked by a few men. That will always haunt me, even more so with it being…" I trail off with a sob and bury my face in my gloved hands.

"That was...you were innocent at the time I gather?" The man gently asks with sorrow in his eyes, I nod my head without looking at him. I feel his hesitant touch to my shoulder and I fling myself into his arms. He wraps his arms tightly around me and we sink to the ground with me sitting between his bent at the knee legs. I relax as his fingers rub gentle circles into my shoulders and lean more into him with a sigh.

"That must have been awful for you miss…" He trails off and I pull back to look up into his eyes as I tell him my name softly, "Miss Kagome, but you must know that not all relations will be like that." I lean back into him and nod into his chest, glad when he wraps his arms around me.

"May I ask your name?" I ask him as I pull away and gently rub at my eyes, glad that i'm not wearing any charcoal around my eyes. He smiles and raises his hand to my face and gently cupping my cheek.

"You may, my name is Carlisle Cullen." He divulges his information and I can tell by the subtly shift of his eyes he wishes not to divulge any other information to me.

"I must thank you Carlisle, for lending me an ear and a shoulder. I have been alone for many years and have missed companionship and the touch of another being." I sigh softly and notice a light blush spread over his face. He drops his hand to my shoulder and I feel his thumb rub circles there causing me to relax further, If I could sleep I know this would have led me to such a peacefulness.

"What of your family? Or a husband?" He asks then realises how rude that sounded and apologised, I smile at him and pat his knee letting him know it's fine.

"My family died a while before the….the attack. I never married either, not after the attack. Such a thing made me feel to soiled for a wedding, being to dirty to offer my intended my body. Who would want a body that has been sullied by other men?" I feel tears slip down my cheeks again and before I can reach up to wipe them away Carlisle beats me to it. He cups my chin and forces me to look him in the eyes, eyes which shine with passion and adoration.

"You are a strong woman Miss Kagome, having dealt with such a tragedy all by yourself. Any Man is lucky to have you for you are by far the purest woman I have ever known. If I may...I wish to kiss you." Carlisle mumbles as he stares down at my lips, I nod slightly and close my eyes as he settles his soft lips over the top of mine.

I lean into the kiss and he depends it, his tongue meeting with mine in a sensual act of dominance. I shudder in pleasure and wrap my arms around his neck which prompts him to pull me onto his lap with my knees on either side of his hips.

We pull back from each other and he breaths heavily onto my collar bone, his warm breath causing goosebumps to spread over my skin. I run my fingers through his soft blonde hair and inhale his scent of sandalwood and roses.

"Kagome...I wish to take you to my bed. In the home where I live alone, would you accompany me?" He asks as he pulls back and stares up into my eyes, I feel my face go beat read and shyly announce my agreement. He stands then helps me to my feet, I look up at him and laugh lightly behind my hand, I motion him to lean down to me since he is much taller than my height of 5'2. I would gander he is 6'0 on the dot.

I smooth down his hair and lightly pat him on the cheek when I finish, he smiles at me and places a kiss to my cheek then takes my hand and leads me to his home. I am glad that nobody is out once again as I know a blush is adorning my face.

Upon reaching his one bedroom hom he leads me to his room and motions for me to settle on the bed, he steps out of the room for a moment for an unknown to me reason. I take this time to start working on the buttons of my dress knowing that they, along with my corset, will be quite a hindrance.

Carlisle walks back into the room with a beautiful rose in his hand, he hands it to me with a blush on his face. As I take the rose and place it under my nose he finishes unbuttoning my clothes. I place the rose on a nearby surface and stand to my feet and shyly allow him to pull my dress away. He stands back a moment and runs his eyes over my body, growing self conscious I cross my arms over my still bound upper body and avert my eyes to the floor.

Carlisle steps forward and pulls me into another kiss while his hands work to untie my corset in the back, I run my hands over his chest and shoulders blushing at how toned and broad he is. He pulls back as the corset drops to the floor and my undergarments fall with it.

I go to cover myself but Carlisle shakes his head with a smile and pulls me into another kiss, I am aware as he lightly leads me to lay back on his bead and places kisses down my neck. I feel his hands lightly cup my breast and run over my perked up nipple causing a shudder of pleasure to go through me.

I feel his lips trace the scars on my body and gasp as he kisses the large scar on the inside of my thigh, he pauses a moment then places another kiss there causing me to wiggle in place.

"Carlisle.." I whimper whilst staring into his lust clouded eyes, he smiles at me and stands at the edge of the bed and starts to pull his shirt over his head. I lick my lips and sit up to help with his pants. I run my fingers over the waistband and smile at the shiver I was able to bring from him. He holds still and allows me to run my fingers over his body, letting a moan out when my thumb gently touches over the large bulge in his trousers.

I settle back and he continues to strip down, stopping to allow me to look over his gorgeous body. I feel my eyes bulge at the size of his penis and he blushes as I continue to stare, he crawls over the top of me and captures my lips once more as his hands message my tence thighs.

I moan into his mouth when I feel his girth rub against my thigh and groan as he pulls back and starts kissing my neck once more, I feel his hands hook around my thighs and help by wrapping my legs around his waist and drawing him nearer.

He lets out a pleased groan as his length rubs against my core and shudders, I run my fingers through his hair once more and lead him back into a kiss.

His hands continue to massage my thighs as we kiss and I barely notice when one hand stops, only really noticing when I feel his length pressing against my core. I push back the memories of my rape and focus on the kiss as he pushes into me.

"Ah~" A moan slips through my lips as I through my head back, he lets out a pleasured hiss as he settles fully into me. He pulls my face toward his once more and kisses me once more, his tongue pushing into my mouth as he pulls back and jerks forward.

He groans into my neck as he rocks back and I buck my hips up to meet his causing pleasure to shoot through my body and a moan to slip from my lips once more.

"Ohh, Carlisle please- ah! Faster~" I beg and his hips instantly begin moving faster, he grabs my hips and raises them with each thrust till i'm crying out his name in blind pleasure. I balance myself by placing my hands on his shoulders and arching my back which he takes advantage of my capturing one of my nipples in his mouth.

Carlisle grunts as he pounds into me harder causing the bed to slam into the wall accompanying my loud pleasured wails, he reaches a hand between us and rubs at my bundle of nerves causing me to fall over the edge with a drawn out moan, Carlisle grunts and slams into me once more before releasing his seed deep into me and riding out his orgasm.

Carlisle pulls me with him as he lays on his back causing me to lay over the top of him with him still inside me. We both catch our breath and then look into eachothers eyes.

"You are beautiful Kagome, I couldn't have imagined my first time with anyone other than you." I feel tears well in my eyes and place kisses all over his chest. He chuckles and rubs my back soothingly.

"Thank you Carlisle...I so wish you could have been my first." I mumble as I feel him harden inside of me again, he cups the back of my neck and forces me to look him in the eyes.

"Then think of this as your first time, think of me as the man who made you feel pleasure." I feel the tears fall down my face and carefully sit up, moaning as the new position caused his length to slip deeper inside of me.

"I will Carlisle." I vow as I lead us into round two.

I blink as my mind clears and find myself already leaving work, I do so hope I haven't made a fool of myself today. Judging by the smiles and waves goodby I let out a happy sigh knowing that I didn't.

That had been a wonderful time with Carlisle, we had spent the next 2 month together and had gone on many dates. He had expressed concerns on if I was pregnant and I explained it to be impossible, I had to tell him that the attack had ruined any chances of that. I knew it was because of the jewel but I could not tell him that.

When we had parted it had been sad, we had grown to love each other but he knew that I was growing restless under the glares of the other people in town. We had laid together once more before I left and it had been just as magical as the first time.

It was 1688 when I saw him again, during one of my rare visits to the Volturi to visit with Marcus. I had spent 3 years with him there telling him in great detail of my travels and proving to him that what I speak is true by showing him the school books I had with me. He had been amazed and we spent days on end chatting and making love.

One day though Marcus had explained to us what mating is and that we are not meant for eachother, we had been sad at the thought but decided that we could still be lovers till we were taken.

Everytime I saw Carlisle after that I would stay with him for a while, the longest time consecutively was 40 years. From 1791 to 1831. That had been the last time I saw him and I later found out he had found his mate. It made me sad that the man I loved found her but I was happy for him, that was the reason I had left his side in the first place.

He had explained that he had doubts about finding his mate, saying maybe she was dead and he missed her. He begged me to be his completely, to marry him and stay by his side. I told him I loved him, that he is the first man I truly loved. Which is true, I had thought I loved Inuyasha but my love for Carlisle far outweighed my crush on the half demon.

I shook myself from my thoughts once more and found myself to be sitting in my driveway. I glared at the wall angry that I had lost myself in though like that while driving and made my way inside and dropped down on the sofa.

I pulled out my computer and looked for a recipe to make for Charlie and Bella, I settled on Pork Chops and mashed potatoes and just for the hell of it some macaroni and cheese.

After finishing I placed all the food into separate tupperwares and ran across the street and knocked on the door, Charlie quickly opens it with a smile and invites me in. I place the food on the table and he motions for me to sit, I do with a smile and accept the glass of water he gives me. He knows I don't eat food when I come over with spares, I had told him I eat my share at home.

He calls Bella down but she calls that she will eat later, we shrug and I watch as he fixes up his plate and listen to the load roar of his stomach.

"You sure know how to make some great chops." Charlie chuckles after finishing his plate, I laugh with his and place the lids back on the tupperware so that it will stay fresh for Bella.

"So I got a call from my friend Harry today, Harry Clearwater, poor guy says he's having some issues with his heart. Get this though, he says that Billy's boy Jacob has mono. I find that hard to believe but who knows." Charlie laughs, "Bella found it weird as well but she said she would try to get a hold of him again when he got better."

"It's not unbelievable that Jacob got mono, it's pretty common in people 14-18." I shrug and tilt my head back with a sigh, "Anyway Charlie, sorry to cut our gathering short today but I sure am beat. It was a busy one today, must be a full moon." We both chuckle and he leads me to the door and after he ruffles my hair I call goodnight and run to my place.

I turn on the TV, happy to see that 'Lost' is on a marathon then pull out my laptop to look through my online classes. It kind of amazes me how I learn something new even to this day.

JasperKagome

A/N: Well here is chapter 3! It is a bit longer than the other two but not as long as I usually like to make my chapters. I mean like….4k words is kinda short. I am kinda tired though, haven't been sleeping too well lately. I keep stressing over small things! Like...I recently moved into an apartment with my best friend of 11 years and her old roommate that was having troubles at home. She is nice and everything but she makes me feel stupid. Which I am not, I just don't like to talk and I love to people watch. Add on top of that it's a one bedroom apartment...yeah. Yikes. 3 ladies in one small place, do the math. . Also we have a roach problem! The last resident didn't go to any lengths to get rid of them so we have to do the cleanup! Oh, and the ceiling fan is falling out of the ceiling AND we got stranded on the side of the highway in 102 degree weather for 4 hours. That was all in just 1 week. I'm just so tired, lol. Anyway, sorry about the rant. Drop a reply guys! 3

~Munyue