A/N: Okay, so real quick to anyone who has been reading Second Chances, sorry but there isnt going to be an update till the end of the week. The good news is that over here, I'm almost done for the year with school so I'll have more time to write starting this Wednesday. Yay? Well, thank you guys for reading this story and here is the second chapter. I always wanted to try a BBxL fic, so this is what came from it. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: It's a disclaimer for a reason... -_-

Ever wonder why I originally took a personal interest in the Kira case? The last time I'd had a dream about B, I woke up the next day to find out that Kira had killed him. Although I may sound selfish, it was originally my personal goal to get revenge for him that got me into the Kira case. I knew that B was somewhat insane and a murderer however, I still loved B. Loving him was a mistake, I was well aware of that. However, that did not stop me, now did it?

I knew that it was not just a coincidence that B came to me in a dream the night that he was killed. I was 85% sure about that. And now, I am 98.5% sure about it. He showed up in my dream speaking of shinigamis... I fear that he may be coming back like this last dream had indicated.

What did they ever do with his body when he died? I never did find out... I'd have to make sure that I researched that soon.

...

"Hey, Ryuzaki, what are you looking at on that computer screen? Did you find any leads on the case?"

Light-kun was trying to get a peek at the screen from over my shoulder. Light-kun seemed to be what some people preferred to call "nosey" when it came to bothering me. I think it was his personal goal to bother me sometimes...

"No, I did not find anything. Please return to your work, Light-kun."

"Well, what are you searching for, then?"

I sighed. "If you really must know, I am looking at records belonging to an old... colleague of mine."

"So... You're stalking a friend of yours? That's a little creepy."

"No, I am not 'stalking' anyone," I said, narrowing my eyes.

Then Light-kun managed to push my chair a little over to the side and looked at the screen I was watching.

"Hey, Ryuzaki, this 'Beyond Birthday' guy looks just like you," he said. (a/n: understatment of the year. .-.)

"I am aware of that, Light."

"Hey this... Is a criminal record... Your friend went ti jail?"

"... Yes, Light... As a matter of fact, he did..." I wished he would just go away already. Now, he was starting to get on my nerves.

"Hmmm... What else... died of a... Oh..." At last, he backed away. I looked up, glaring at him. He had his right hand on the back of his neck and was looking down at the floor awkwardly. "Sorry, Ryuzaki... Was he a vitim of Kira's?"

I answered with a quick "yes," and looked back at the screen. I looked at the pictures if Beyond... There was a picture of him from his days at Wammy's and a picture of his burned body laying on the floor of the apartment room where he attempted suicide. There was another picture of him, a mugshot, in which he was still badly burned. I quickly looked back to the picture of him back when he was at Wammy's.

He was actually happy back in those days. I was still living at Wammy's and I was barely discovering my feelings towards him. I was sixteen years old while he was 15 years old. In the picture, he was actually smiling. I never really understood how people thought we looked the same. When I looked at myself in a mirror, there was nothing in particular to look at... But when I saw Beyond Birthday, despite our similarities, he was different. I could actually see what some people word as "beauty"... In my eyes, something about Beyond Birthday to me was beautiful... Maybe I was insane? I suppose it is because I myself never really understood the concept of beauty. However, that was what came to mind when I looked at him. Perhaps I am just a fool.

I looked down to see if he was cremated or buried... But this was just strange. When I looked, it said his body went missing shortly after he died. How on Earth does one lose a dead body?

I suddenly felt a deep sinking feeling in my stomach. Could B possibly be alive? Was that dream really a warning? I was afraid, yet at the same time... I was hopeful. My chest started to ache a little. I wanted B to come back, but I was still afraid. These feelings I was having were so conflicting.

Light-kun said something but I refused to listen. When he tried to get my attention I refused to look up at him. When he shook my shoulders asking if I was alright... My only answer was a single tear rolling down my cheek.

...

I ended up getting no work what so ever done throughout the whole day. I just sat in the bedroom that Light-kun and I were currently sharing on the bed, not paying any attention to anything at all. That night when Light-kun finally went to sleep I just sat there, looking at the screen on my laptop.

Missing... But how..?

"Hello, L."

I knew that voice anywhere. I looked up to see Beyond Birthday standing by the foot of the bed, watching me with red eyes. He looked just the same as he did in my dream. Was this really happening?

"What's wrong, L? You look as though you've seen a g-"

"Please, B do not start with that pun right now." He just chuckled at me after I said it. "Is this real? How are you even here?"

"I believe I already answered that, didn't I? In that little dream I left for you... And yes, this is quite real." He grinned as he walked over to my side of the bed and then looked over my shoulder at the laptop that I was looking at before he made his appearance known. "Oh, so you are looking me up, now?"

I could feel my face getting hot, but I hoped that he could not see me blushing. He bent over a little until his mouth was right above my ear. I could feel his breath against my right ear and neck. I shivered slightly as I could feel slight goosebumps start to form on my arms.

"You know, L..." he started, "You never did answer my question... Do you still love me?"

I wanted to deny it. I wanted to have the strength to tell Beyond to leave. I even wanted to hate him at this point. But I could not. I was not capable of lying to Beyond Birthday...

"Y-you... know that I still do... Now, please move your mouth away from my ea- hnngh!" I was cut off as I felt his teeth lightly nibble on my ear. I wanted to pull away but I could not. He licked the shell of my ear lobe and I had to bite my lip to keep from moaning...

"Admitting defeat like this, L? How unlike you."

"Just leave... You do not love me like you did when we were children at Wammy's. You have no purpose here. If you wish to kill me then please get it over with.."

"Oh?" he chuckled. "You'd rather die by my hands than Kira's, is that it? Well too bad. I have no intention of killing you right now. I love you, L Lawliet. Make no mistake about that. I just have an interesting way if showing it.."

I finally looked him in the eyes. They were black again and filled with amusement and... something else.. Perhaps it really was love? I wanted his words to be true, but I could not afford to believe him.

Then he kissed me.

His lips were warm... I felt a strange fluttering feeling in my stomach. I kissed him back and wrapped my arms around his neck. He wrapped his arms around my waist. He used one hand to close the laptop and set it on the floor then went back to holding me. Then, he got on top of me and straddled my hips. I almost moaned, but there was no way that I would allow that. He slipped his tongue into my mouth, making it dance with mine... He tasted like blood and strawberry jam... I didn't even want to know where that first one came from. Then there was a noise to my left and just like that, B was gone.

Light-kun stirred awake. I felt foolish for forgetting about his presence. He sat up and looked at me. His face expression said, "How the Hell did you manage to wake me up this time?" And just like that, tears were rolling down my face again. B had to be playing a game.

And I had already lost.