Well i hope you all like this chapter


Dear Diary

Chapter 15

Where did she go and who are you?

Kagome stopped yelling and no one spoke they all seemed lost in there own thoughts so kagome got up and walked over to the door she turned to look at each of her friends "when you all get back to yourselves let me know until then don't even bother" and with that said she walked out the door slamming it behind her bringing her friends out of there heads completely.

Inuyasha jumped up and raced after her leaving a very pissed off koga behind and every one else just plain stunned he raced down the street and to the park only to see kagome sitting alone on a swing squishing her toes in the sand watching the sun set in the sky he slowly walked over and sat down next to her.

Inuyasha followed her gaze and looked up into the sky "so I guess no one heard what I said before slamming the door and leaving" kagome spoke cold and emotionless but at the same time soft and kind it scared inuyasha but he wouldn't let it show "well I know you said something like get back to yourselves but that's it" kagome laughed at this and inuyasha laughed along with her.

"Yeah well I'm glad you heard 4 words I said" kagome giggled as inuyasha gave her a confused look with his head tilted to one side then the other he's so cute when he's confused you could say he looks like a puppy with his head like that he's just to cute I cant help it a smirk appeared across his face "what's that look for" kagome asked dumbly but his smirk just grew.

"You think I'm cute don't you" kagome looked at him all the color drained from her face till a light shade of red appeared on her cheeks and grew until her entire face was a bright red "ha you do think I'm cute" inuyasha said pointing at her kagome crossed her arms and turned the other way "I never said that now did I" inuyasha grabbed her swing and spun her around so she was facing him.

He pulled her closer till there bodies where touching and wrapped an arm around her waist pulling her closer till there faces where inches away he looked into her eyes swirling with confusion, joy, and love he leaned over and whispered in her ear "you didn't have to say you think I'm cute I know you where thinking it" kagomes face was now redder than inuyashas shirt.

Before she could say anything he captured her in a kiss it was soft and loving their tongs roamed each other's mouths freely soon they parted both out of breath "hey want to go get dinner"? Kagome thought for a moment "sure where" now it was inuyashas turn to think "how about the wild river" so soon both teens where sitting at a table looking at the menu the waiter came up and asked for there orders.

"Can I have a sprite to drink and a small pepperoni pizza please"? (Kags)

"Ill have the same" (inu)

"So what now" (kag)

"I don't know how's life at home" (inu)

"Good my mom and Thor are getting along and the girls are starting not to prank him" (kags)

"The girls" (inu)

"Oh yeah I got 2 lil sisters" (kag)

"Really how come no one knows" (inu)

"Well I hardly ever talk about my sisters I like see them once a month there always in their room or at a friends house" (kag)

"Oh what's there name" (inu)

"Well the oldest is Sara and the youngest is destine" (kag)

"Oh well then you should know that I got one lil sis and 2 big bros" (inu)

"No way you got 2 big brothers" (kag)

"Yes I do and the one that actually looked at me as a brother is dead" (inu)

"I'm sorry" (kag)

"Its fine I'm over it he died when I was like around 6" (inu)

"Oh is your sisters name sapphire" (kag)

"Yeah how'd you know" (inu)

"My sisters best friend has 3 big brothers and one died" (kag)

"Oh well yeah now that you mention it destine and Sara seem familiar" (inu)

"Hey next time they go over to your house mind if I come" (kag)

"No come over anytime" (inu)

"Okay thanks" (kag)

There food came and the two ate in silence when they where finished kagome paid while inuyasha wasn't looking instead he was putting the leftovers in boxes "you ready to go" inuyasha just stared at her "I already paid come on" inuyasha nodded and followed kagome soon they where walking down the street hand in hand "so where you going to go tonight kagome".

"Umm I don't know its Friday and well I hoping to go to the mansion early or something so I don't have to go home" inuyasha thought for a moment "I don't think my father would mind but if you don't want to go to the mansion then you could just come home with me" inuyasha whispered in her ear sending chills down her spine.

"Aren't you going back to sangos inu"? (Kag)

"You think I'm leaving you alone you got to be kidding right" (inu)

"Well I though you would want to go have fun" (kag)

Inuyasha wrapped his arms around kagome pulling her into a big hug "Last time I left you alone you got hurt and I'm not letting that happen again" he said softly all kagome could do was nod in his chest he let her go and they continued walking "so where are you going".

"Well is your place okay" kagome said barley loud enough for him to hear "sure then hold on to this" inuyasha handed kagome the pizza she took it from him not thinking about it inuyasha stopped walking and picked kagome up bridal style before taking off at full speed he was jumping on buildings and cars kagome just held her breath wishing he would of gave her a warning or something a few times she almost lost the pizza but still got her grip back on it.

Soon inuyasha stopped in front of his mansion and put kagome down she took a minuet to her legs back before walking through the big metal gates and followed inuyasha inside the house they where greeted by a very happy rin and sesshy making out when they realized kagome and inuyasha where standing right in front of them rin went wide eyed and hugged kagome squealing something like your alright.

"Chill rin I'm fine" kagome said trying to pry her hyper friend off "by the way kagome what are you doing here " rin asked letting go of kagome and looking at her suspiciously "I should be asking you the same thing rin last I knew you two where at sangos" kagome stated rin blushed but didn't answer "the party got boring without you there so we broke it off" sesshomaru answered for her "oh I see so you brought rin home for some fun" inuyasha teased the two now entering the conversation "oh and tell me that's not why you brought kagome home little brother".

"Actually sesshy I didn't want to go home so I came here" kagome was about to finish but she heard a scream "kagome you're here" she turned around to see destine and Sara running towards her yelling kagome, kagome they ran into her arms and gave her a big hug "mommy said you cant come home for a few months because that one creepy person is back" destine said in one quick breath.

"Yeah he showed up last night and told mamma that he isn't leaving till you get home" Sara added destine elbowed Sara in the side "we weren't supposed to tell her that" kagome looked from one to the other "so your telling me aki is back" kagome said anger in her voice both her sisters froze "no its ace" Sara said kagome just stared at them dumbfounded "okay I'll stay out of the house for 3 weeks buts that all".

Again destine elbowed Sara in the side "we where supposed to tell her its aki not ace" she yelled at her older sister "sorry sis" kagome sighed and looked at them "you both know that if it wasn't that I trust mom I would be knocking our door down right now" the two stopped fighting and looked at kagome with big eyes "you actually trust mom" Sara said not believing what her ears had heard.

"Oh my god the great legend of the east actually trust an adult in a dangerous situation this is going to be all over the news you know that right sis" destine all but yelled in kagomes ear "now you two wouldn't want to go off telling people that I trust casey with this you might regret it" kagome said darkly they both shook there heads no and ran off to play.

Kagome turned around to see inuyasha, rin, and sesshy looking at her weird "what" they just looked at her "kagome who's aki and ace" kagome shook her head "there not important" and before anyone could say a thing kagome grabbed inuyashas hand and dragged him to his room slamming his door behind them and plopping down on the bed.

Inuyasha laid by kagome pulling her close "you want to talk bout it" kagome shook her head "I'll tell you when I'm ready" he forced himself to nod they just laid there till sleep overpowered them.

Buzz-Buzz-Buzz inuyasha slammed his hand down of his alarm clock he looked at his watch it read 6:15 AM lazily he lifted himself up and looked around the room kagome was gone he got up and walked over to his bathroom door to find kagome leaning over the toilet puking inuyasha kneeled down be her and started rubbing her back.

Kagome finished puking and smiled weakly at him before starting back up again "kagome you need to see a doctor" but all she could do is nod her head finally what seemed like hours later kagome had stopped puking and now inuyasha, kagome, rin, sesshy, destine, Sara, and sapphire where all sitting down at the table eating breakfast.

When they where done inuyasha took kagome to the doctors kagome was nerves so inuyasha let her see the doctor by herself instead of going in the room with her so he sat in the waiting room reading a magazine.

In the room with the doctor

"Okay Miss kagome can I do some tests"

"Sure"

After a few test her results are finally in

"Miss kagome I have to say you're pregnant"

"What" she screamed, "Who's the dad"

"Here are the papers that will tell you all you need to know" he handed kagome a stack of papers she scanned through till she found the fathers name there typed in bold letters was

Hojo Hoffman

"No" kagome whispered tears threatened to fall she raced into the waiting room and up to inuyasha when he saw kagome he dropped the magazine he pulled her into a hug and stroked her hair "its alright kagome I'm here" he said quietly and calmly "n-no its not" she sobbed inuyasha began rocking her back and forth trying to calm her down "kagome what wrong"?

"This" she shoved the stack of papers into his hands and then ran away she ran past the mansion and past her friends houses kagome ran till she came to the cherry blossom tree she climbed to the branch she sat on before pulled out her cell and turned it on so her friends wouldn't worry so much.

Inuyasha read through all the papers by the time he got home his first question was has anyone seen kagome lately he told them that she took off and now all her friends where looking for her and trying to call her rin and ayame where looking together koga, sango, and mirkou where looking together inuyasha was on his own and sesshomaru was on his own.

Kagome sat there for a while not even sesshomaru showed up witch she was thankful for but once the sun went down and it was dark kagome climbed down from the tree she walked through the cold night alone thinking of where to go she knew every one was probley at the mansion but kagome decided to go there anyways when the mansion came into view sure enough like she had thought all her friends cars where parked in the driveway.

She held her breath till she came up to the door then let it out she reached for the doorknob but before she could grab it sango threw the door open and yelled "there she is" soon kagome was trampled with hugs and questions that she didn't feel like answering somehow she made it into the mansion and they all seemed happy to see her within minuets they where all quiet and looking at her.

"Kagome tell us why we couldn't find you and you ran off please" one of her lil sisters asked "fine I'm pregnant and hojo is the dad" the room fell silent all eyes where on kagome "That bastard I'm going to rip him into shreds for doing this to you" sango yelled "sorry sango but I might kill him first" soon all the girls where talking about how to kill hojo while the boys went to talk in private.

With the boys

Once they where done dragging inuyasha away from the girls so they could talk without them hearing what they got to say.

"So man what are you going to do" (Koga)

"What do you mean what am I going to do" (inu)

"He's talking about kagome" (sesshy)

"I don't know what you guys are talking about how will kagomes position affect me"? (Inu)

"Inuyasha kagomes pregnant and its not your child how dose that make you feel" (mirkou)

"Umm I feel quit fine with this all why should I be worried or something" (inu)

"Baby brother the woman you love is having someone else's child doesn't that bother you" (sesshy)

"No sesshomaru it doesn't because he rapped her" (inu)

"Okay inuyasha kagome so your saying if she loved him and was having his child it would bother you"? (Koga)

"No koga it wouldn't because she would be happy" (inu)

"I see well inuyasha do you think she's going to have the kind are not" (mirkou)

"What do you exactly mean by that" (inu)

"What he means is she going to keep the baby or what" (Koga)

"I don't know and it's not my choice so why ask me" (inu)

With the girls

They where all sitting around in a circle talking about what a bastard hojo is then ayame asked "hey kagome are you going to have the baby or what" (ay)

"What do you mean am I going to have it" (kag)

"She means are you going to keep it or what" (san)

"Yeah how do you think inuyasha feels" (rin)

"I really don't know how he's taking it I just shoved the papers in his hands and ran away" tears began forming in her eyes "what if he hates me" (kag)

Sango gave her friend a hug and glared at rin for a sec

"I sure he doesn't hate you completely" (ay)

"Thanks ayame that made me feel a whole lot better" (kag)

"Oops sorry" (ay)

"Guys I don't want to have this baby" (kag)

"But kagome" (san)

"No sango I don't want to have this baby I'm going to the hospital tomorrow" (kag)

"If its what you have to do then okay but I want to go with" (rin)

"Me to" (san)

"Well count me in" (ay)

"Hey kagome if it was inuyashas baby would you have it" (ay)

"Yeah I probley would why" (kag)

"Nothing so what now I can't thinks of any other ways to kill hojo" (rin)

They all smiled brightly and started once again coming up with ways on how there going to kill hojo and when there going to do it like 10 minuets after they started that again the boys walked in from wherever they where talking and joined in the conversation but inuyasha kept quiet the entire time.

Soon every one left and it was just kagome and inuyasha neither said a thing to the other and they avoided each other as much as possible inuyasha was afraid she actually was happy to have the baby and kagome was afraid that what ayame said was somewhat true and he hated her the only time they talked to each other that day was when kagome offered to sleep on the floor and inuyasha said no but of course kagome won and made a bed on the floor while inuyasha took the bed not really happy about it either.

In the morning kagome woke up to inuyasha still in bed and sleeping peacefully she walked into the bathroom and took a shower once she was dressed and had called sango, rin, and ayame she wrote inuyasha a note saying she was going into town with the girls.

Kagome, sango, ayame, and rin all walked through the glass doors once they call kagomes name the three sat in the waiting room talking about life and kagome anything that came to mind soon kagome walked into the waiting room and the girls thought they would have lunch before they took kagome home.

With inuyasha

He woke up and the first thing he did was look on the floor to find out kagome wasn't there once he had finished checking the bathrooms he headed down to the kitchen where he found on the kitchen counter it read dear inuyasha, the girls and me went into town I shouldn't be home till a lil past one see you soon love kagomeProbley buying baby clotheshe thought so inuyasha made breakfast and swam in the pool for a little while after that he decided to workout in the gym and practice shooting.

Inuyasha was in the middle of lifting weights when kagome entered the gym and started lifting weights to inuyasha was surprised to see how strong she was she didn't do as many though soon she went on to doing pull-ups and all that stuff "you know kagome you shouldn't be working out when your pregnant" he whipped his face with the towel around his neck.

"Well than I guess I'm lucky that I'm not pregnant anymore am I" kagome said still doing pull-ups inuyasha was shocked "but yesterday" he didn't get to finish what he was saying though "I went to the hospital today" inuyashas eyes grew large "but why kagome" this caused her to stop doing pull-ups and look at him "I couldn't have his baby I couldn't bring anything into this world that will remind me of him I hate hojo so much inuyasha I would rather die then have his kid".

"Kagome… I'm sorry you had to go through that alone" inuyasha said quietly pulling her close "it's okay inu It was something that had to be done" inuyasha nodded in agreement before he went back to lifting his weights and kagome started practice shooting and fighting.

They where in the gym for four hours until there energy was gone "I'm going to take a nap" inuyasha stated randomly as kagome logged onto the computer to see if sango was online

XSecreteheartx has logged on kagomes screen said letting her know that her friends can see that she is online now to see who is online kagome thought while bringing up her buddy list only to see that sango rin and ayame where all online kagome quickly sent them all a group chat thingy and waited for them to accept her request's soon all 5 girl (including kagome) where chatting away.

The conversation –

XSecreteheartx: hey guys

Key2yourheart: Hey kags how r u?

XSecreteheartx: okay I told inuyasha

RiNxSheSs has joined the chat

RiNxSheSs: you did how did he react???

Kay2yourheart: OMG what did he do????

XSecreteheartx: chill guys he was okay with it I think I don't know we where in the gym after I told him we didn't talk except for when he said he was going to take a nap.

KoGaSgUrL has joined the chat

KoGaSgUrL: he didn't say anything after words?!?!?!?!?

XSecreteheartx: is that bad?

Key2yourheart: don't listen to her kagome I say that he's just happy that your not going to have the kid

RiNxSheSs: ya I agree with san on this one sorry ayame

KoGaSgUrL: its okay rin but I still think that he's not telling you something kagome just keep an eye on him

XSecreteheartx: well he did apologize to me

Key2yourheart: what 4?

RiNxSheSs: y?

KoGaSgUrL: really? … Why?

XSecreteheartx: he said sorry you had to go through that alone and that was it

ShEsSy00 has joined the chat

ShEsSy00: wait my lil brother apologized?

RiNxSheSs: guess so

KoGaSgUrL: surprisingly yes

Key2yourheart: why is he sorry you weren't alone

XSecreteheartx: yes sesshomaru he apologized and I know I wasn't alone but he said sorry anyway

RiNxSheSs: well maybe he was just stunned at the moment that he didn't know what else to say

KoGaSgUrL: I still think that he's not telling you everything kagome

Key2yourheart: I agree with rin

ShEsSy00: hmm that isn't like inuyasha though I mean to say sorry for anything are you sure kagome

XSecreteheartx: I… I'm not sure everything is just so confusing

(Even for me and I'm writing it)

Mirkourulz has joined the chat

Mirkourulz: hey kagome inuyasha is over at my place how can he be there?

ShEsSy00: what!!!

RiNxSheSs: wait he's not with kagome

KoGaSgUrL: knew it wasn't him!

Key2yourheart: wait them who's with kagome

ShEsSy00: kagome OMG kagome are you okay?

Every one waited ten minuets and got no reply

Key2yourheart: kagome come on your scaring the fuck out of us

RiNxSheSs: kagome I'm coming over and if you there I am going to kill u

ShEsSy00: rin I'm going with you

Mirkourulz: Inuyasha and me are heading over right now

KoGaSgUrL: see u all there

They all singed out and raced to the mansion only to find it empty…