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- Glimpse of Light

Chapter 7 - Remember me

Saeyoung smiled when he opened his eyes and saw Mc leaning against him with her head on his shoulder, sound asleep. They were up all night, talking about everything what popped up in their minds. Favourite meals, movies, songs. Nothing was awkward or weird. Saeyoung always longed for this kind of relationship, even though he thought
he would never deserve it. He wasn't just goofing around. He fixed the security system and tracked the phone call which was connected to a cell phone who is located around here. He was also watching satellite feed around the secret base… where Saeran was. Hopefully this time the encounter will go better than last time he met him.
It was weird knowing he wouldn't remember anything. His head was feeling heavy again trying to remember what memory was fake and what he wasn't supposed to know yet. Mc woke up and yawned. "Good morning…" She looked at him and blushed deeply. "O-oh god sorry." She took some distance from him. Saeyoung didn't say anything.
He was staring at the ground shyly. "Hey… can I ask you something?" Saeyoung nodded. "Yeah, of course." He stood up and went to the kitchen to make some coffee for
them both. Mc followed him and grabbed the sleeve from his sweater. "Why do you call yourself Luciel?" She asked. Saeyoung smiled remembering the first time they had this conversation. "Well, the short version of the story is that I had a rough childhood and ran kind of away from my family. I needed a fresh start and a new name or else I would've been killed. I like the name Luciel so that's it." Saeran… He wanted to tell her about it but he still can't. "It's funny. Normally I would've joked about it and hid the truth but talking to you makes me feel better. I want you to know the truth about me." He turned around and then he saw mc sitting on the floor, holding her head.
"What's wrong?" He knelt down next to her and lifted her face up so he could look closely at her. "Are you feeling sick?" Mc stared blankly at him. She saw pale and was trembling. "Saeyoung…" God how he loved hearing his real name. "I… am having weird flashbacks." His stomach was filled with butterflies. Could it be…?
"What kind of flashbacks?" He slowly asked. Perhaps it was not what he thought it was. He should be careful. Mc held on to him, squeezing his arms. "Am I going insane?
I just keep seeing this weird building with this white haired boy with mint green eyes. I keep hearing you yell at me to stay away because you're a dangerous person.
In my dreams you give me this robot cat which is programmed to act like you if you might disappear. I can't make any sense out of this… God… my head hurts so much…." Saeyoung realised he was smiling. She was truly remembering it. He should be honest now. "Okay… mc… let's sit down for a moment, okay? I need to tell you something."
She nodded and sat down in a chair.

When Saeyoung was done talking mc just shook her head. "H-how?" She stood up and grabbed a bag of honey Buddha Chips. She started eating it and sighed.
"I just need a minute to take this all in." He expected her to cry or scream, if anything he expected her trying to deny it. He should've known she wasn't like that.
She was the most cheerful girl he knew. Mc glared at him with an odd look on her face. "What is it?" He asked. Saeyoung was starting to feel nervous.
"So you loved me all this time?" He choked on his drink. He looked away embarrassed. "Doesn't really matter now, does it? Yoosung has your heart." Please deny it, please deny it, please deny it… His heart was almost bursting out of his chest. Saeyoung couldn't live through another broken heart. Why did he ask when deep down he knew the answer? "I'm not sure… you feel like home. We have this connection… I suppose." Mc took another handful of the Honey Buddha chips. Saeyoung walked towards her and bit into the other half of the Honey Buddha Chips she had still sticking out of her mouth. Their lips were so close right now. It took everything in him to not kiss her. He liked seeing her flustered face when he teased her like that. He almost forgot how it looked like. "I suppose so." He answered with an awkward wink. Saeyoung ran away to the bathroom.
He was awful at flirting. How can he be afraid of a girl but not afraid of dying? It didn't make any sense. He has been in so many dangerous situations, but still being around
this girl was sometimes terrifying for him. He would do anything for her. She made him feel alive and that was scary. He felt his heart beating around her.
He was aware of the air he was breathing. He loved her and when you love someone you have something to lose. He loved Saeran and her so much and he still lost them
in an impossible way. What if he woke up tomorrow and everything was reset again? Saeyoung slid down the wall and grabbed his necklace, clutching it in his hand.
"God..? If you hear me please let this girl in this house remember me. Don't let her forget me… please… I am begging you." His voice broke and he held back his tears.
He needed to be strong again. Mc knocked on the door. "Saeyoung…" He opened the door for her and before he could say anything she kissed him. Her lips tasted like Honey Buddha Chips and the universe. "I love you too." Mc smiled and the world stopped for a second. He wanted to remember this moment forever. His broken heart was glued back together in this very moment because of those four words. " Saeyoung looked at her with love in his eyes, smiling. "Thank you…" He whispered and then he grabbed her hand, pulling her back in a hug. "Let's get married at a space station, okay?" Mc said in his arms. Saeyoung laughed and lifted her up in the air.
"I wouldn't want anything else in the world."