(Ooooo ooooo haha is everyone enjoying themselves, don't worry the abuse and confusion is coming back soon, first we're just going to bring in truths, sadness and guilt! Yay)
Chapter 15
Frisk and Toriel ran to Chara, the child had stopped screaming, they got to Toriel's room, Chara was sitting the blankets covering them awkwardly, Frisk froze confused, they were shaking as they saw the other Toriel, in the rugged clothes she stood over Chara a scowl on her face, "my child" gasped Toriel "mummy! It was awful! In the nightmare I… I saw..." choked Chara, the other Toriel scowled, "shut up! Shut up!" she screamed tears leaking down her face, "You're not my child! They died a long time ago!" she continued, Chara began shaking as tears ran down their face, Frisk didn't know what to do, this was all too confusing! The ragged Toriel continued shouting her words becoming more and more abusive in her desperation to not believe it, she didn't spend all those years alone going insane just to have someone who claimed they were Chara come into her life, Toriel got mad, the flames danced in her hands, "you will not speak to my child in such a way!" snapped Toriel, Frisk stumbled and fell,
So confused
So scared
So upset
"Mum what's happening!" called Chara, but the two goat mums had fled out of the room, Frisk barely recognised the blue light, and everything went black for Frisk.
When frisk woke up they were laying on a familiar green couch, sans stood there and smiled, "yo kid, have a good sleep? Tibia honest I was surprised that you fainted, guess it was too much for you huh" said sans warmly, Frisk only nodded, they looked around for Chara, "don't worry about that one, Toriel had them covered" chuckled sans, Frisk was confused until they realised sans was poking fun at how the blankets covered Chara, "what happened… I thought…. Everyone was combined…" muttered Frisk, sans nodded, "yep somehow, when you took away this worlds barrier some event must have happened which caused everyone who hadn't merged into one being to split," said sans, Frisk thought hard, they decided it could have something to do with bringing Chara back, "anyway, kid now you get me back isn't that good enough" he chuckled, "will you two shut up!" came Rsans voice, Frisk looked around and spotted Rsans at the stairs, "I don't need to hear it, this… banter is frustrating!" said Rsans, "sorry to disturb the princesses slumber" chuckled Bsans, "HOW DARE YOU! Don't give me anymore reasons to have a bone to pick with you" snarled Rsans, "that one wasn't very pun-ny maybe try something more dress-citing ok?" said Bsans, "be glad I don't kill you now" snarled Rsans, "anyway kid, I'm working on a way to return our worlds to normal, sounds good huh?" asked Bsans, Frisk cuddled their knees, "but hasn't it been fun?" asked Frisk, "if you call being forced to share a body and then have both torn from each other fun I guess so" said Bsans surprised by the kids lack of excitement, "but… I don't want to leave… its nice here….." stated Frisk biting their lip, Bsans stared at them surprised, "don't you want to save everyone again? Like old times…" sputtered sans, "I love saving you guys…" explained frisk, "but? There's always a but?!" Bsans stated
"But…."
"But…."
"I'm sick of dying" exclaimed Frisk, the door moved slightly, no one noticed, "I thought… I had hoped that after each times I died I would get used to the pain! But no! That's not how it worked out! Every time I died it felt like…. My... Skin was getting thinner… the pain was worse each time! I couldn't take it! I was happy at least a little when I killed everyone! But they….. They care more about me killing them twice than them killing me hundreds of times! No one ever asked! No one apologised for actually killing me! I DON'T WANT TO HURT ANYMORE!" shouted Frisk, tears rolling down their face, "with papyrus and mum…. It was hard but that's how LOVE works right? You feel the pain of killing less, heh curiosity was only half of why I did it! Did you think I wanted the timeline to keep resetting? So I could feel the pain over and over… when we got out of here… and things went well… somehow the timeline reset without me wanting it to! Over and over!" shouted frisk, "hey kid… it's all right..." tried sans, "NO, you told mum you would protect me! You did nothing! You were watching me the whole time! Did you think I wouldn't notice!" shouted Frisk gripping the blanket and sobbing into it, "Kid i… how… I'm…. this… damnit!" exclaimed sans, Rsans watched intrigued, the door opened wide, "sans… I thought…. Stay away from my child, I wish I could fix this by having you apologise…. But not even once did you help…. Just don't talk to them, don't visit them!" exclaimed Toriel running into the room, she picked up the sobbing child, "sans…. Ever since I got here in this alternate world…. My body felt normal like it did when I first fell into the underground, so I was happy, but despite that… I missed you all so much…" murmured Frisk, "shhh do not cry my child" muttered Toriel, papyrus stood at the door, "sans? Is that true?" asked papyrus, the other papyrus, who everyone called boss just to rile him up, about his bossy and cruel attitude, stood a joyful gleam in his eyes, enjoying how upset everyone was, Toriel walked out angrily.
(A week later)
Frisk snuck out of the ruins, looking for flowey, and also wondering were Chara was, the child had disappeared allot over the week, getting used to being blind, they used their memory to get out of the ruins, Frisk heard huffs and puffs, they looked through trees and saw Bsans and Chara having a mock battle, "hello human Frisk, it has been a while! Oh you're wondering about them? Do not worry for either of their safety, they've been doing this all week… sans and Chara came up with a very amazing training method, were sans's bones make a sound, and since Chara has such amazing hearing they can hear it and they block the harmless attack, it's rather ingenious! But of course I the great papyrus could have come up with that method easily, do not worry for sans either, I told the young Chara about his health, their very careful despite their inability to see!" explained papyrus proudly, Frisk smiled, and they sat with papyrus by a tree, "yea, can I watch them with you?" asked Frisk, "oh yes! I the great papyrus will be happy to let you sit with me!" exclaimed papyrus
So they sat and watched in silence.
(this was a pretty miserable chapter actually…)
