Hermione woke at exactly 5:57 the next morning. She slowly moved her body from under Draco's arms, which had been protectively wrapped around her. Her mind was racing with the thoughts of the events that had occured last night. She hated herself.

"I can't believe I cheated on my boyfriend two times in one night." Hermione spoke quietly to herself. She really needed a friend to talk to and since Draco was sleeping and he had been one of the people she cheated on her boyfriend with, her other best friend would have to do. She quickley changed out of Draco's shirt and into green hollister tank top and a pair of jean shorts. Then she slipped her robe on over that.

Once she reached the room that Harry was staying in she said the password and quietly entered. Harry had recieved a private room, that not many people knew the location of. Dumbuldore had assured everyone that Harry was not getting special treatment and the only reason he recieved this room was becuase he needed to be protected and the safety of his students was his number one concern. But since Harry didn't want to be alone Ron and Neville moved in also.

Hermione sat down on the edge of Harry's bed and gently shook his shoulder, in a effort to wake him. That didn't work. She tapped him instead, that also didn't work. So loudly whispered Harry into his ear. This made Harry wake with a startled jump. Hermione quickly shhh'ed him. She stood and motioned for him to follow her. Harry complied. Once in the hallway Harry asked Hermione what was going on.

"Let's take a walk. I need a friend to talk to." She said.

"Okay so what's got you so upset that you had to wake me this early and you couldn't talk to your boyfriend about?"

"Well, Harry I cheated on Ron." Hermione's voice was full of shame.

"You what? With who?" Harry was shocked.

"You see, uh it was actually. Ok hold on. You have to promise that you won't be to judgemental. And you can't tell Ron, until i'm ready to."

"Okay I promise. Just tell me what happened."

"Well I cheated on him with Draco." Hermione said looking down at the ground as she walked.

"Malfoy? Are you fucking serious?" Hermione wanted to laugh at Harry's statement and the different ways it could be taken. No she was not fucking sirius. But she wanted too. "Since when do you even like him." Hermione went on to explain the situation with Draco to Harry. She explained about the day in the park and how close they had become.

"Well if you two are like brother and sister, then why did you do anything with him? It's a gross concept." Harry said still a bit confused.

"I was angry. Really angry, and I didn't know who to turn to. And I had all this built up sexual frustration and." Harry then cut Hermione off.

"To much info Mione. Can you skip the parts to do with your sexual frustration." Hermione laughed.

"Yes I will skip all that. But you get the point. I was really upset. And as of lately, I've been doing really stupid things when i'm upset."

"Okay well then the obvious question is what made you so upset that you messed around with Malfoy?"

"This is that part that i'm worried about telling you."

"Come on Mione. You can tell me anything. Except about your sexual anything. But if that is really important. I'll listen anyways."

"ilovesirius." Hermione said as fast as she could.

"What? I didn't catch that."

"I'm in love with Siruis. And I don't know why but i am. I just can't help myself. "

"Wow this is pretty funny. Did Sirius put you up to this. It might have worked if I didn't know you so well. That was a good one. Alright i'm going back to sleep. Try another joke tomorrow." Harry said turning around to walk back to his room.

"Harry i'm serious. I love him." Hermione began to cry and slid into a sitting position against the wall. Harry turned back around.

"Your really in love with him?"

"Yes. And I don't know what to do." Harry sat down next to her in the hallway and wrapped his arm around her.

"So Siruis doesn't love you back?"

"No actually he does. He told me that I was all that he ever wanted and all he needed." Hermione smiled at the thought.

"So what's the problem? If he loves you and you love him then i don't get why you're so upset."

"Because Harry, I am with Ron. And he really cares for me and I care for him. I don't want to hurt him. And I can't be with Sirius knowing that everyone will be staring and i honestly don't think people will approve. He's so much older than me. He may not look it but he is. It's like a fifty year old that get surgury and looks 25. Well he's still fifty, it's still wrong. People will always be talking about us."

"Hermione Granger. Since when have you been concerned with what people think about you?"

"Since, well I don't know but i am. What do you think I should do?"

"You know that I love you and Ron together but I don't think you should be in a relationship with someone when you love another. It's not right. Your leading that person on. So even if you don't want to be with Siruis, maybe you should break up with Ron until you're over him. But you can do whatever you want. I'm here for you. Just don't break Ron's heart."

"So you're not upset about me loving Sirius. I thought most of all you'd be the main disapproving one." Hermione said leaning her head on to Harry's shoulder.

"Actually I'm more upset that you had sex with Malfoy. I mean don't get me wrong you and Sirius is a weird concept but Malfoy. We've hated him forever."

"He's a changed person. Just give him a chance. I love him. He's so good to me."

"Oh yeah he knows just how to make you feel better. He just fucks you."

"Come on Harry it's not like that. When i'm angry like that, I get what I want. He couldn't have said no even if he wanted to." Harry laughed.

"Well don't get mad at me anytime soon." He joked.

"I'm glad I talked to you. You know just how to make me feel better. I love you." Just then Ron came walking down the hallway. He looked as though he had just woken up. Which he most likely did.

"Hey babe, I was just coming to see you." Ron said. Hermione and Harry stood up.

"Alright you two, I'm gonna go back to bed. I'll see you guys later." Harry walked off.

"Uhh Ron, me and you actually need to talk." Hermione said nervously. She bite on her index finger nail. She knew she had to break up with Ron. But she hoped he wasn't to crushed.

"Okay well I need to talk to you too."

"Well you go first then Ron."

"I was up thinking about it all night and I realized that i'm madly in love with you.