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-Disclaimer: InuYasha is the property of Rumiko Takahashi
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Note: This is NOT incest YAOI fanfiction, if that's the shit that floats your sick ass little boat not only do you need a good shrink and to be locked away from decent society, but you need to find a different writer.
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-Cassayah
-Chapter II
-Midnight Recollections
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Cassayah's hair glowed with the moonbeams that showered down around her as she sat on the dewy grass behind SakuraPasse Plantation house with the two yokai lords. Her silver eyes remained fixed on the starry sky above, but the eyes of the lords were fixed on the inugirl-woman who sat between them, wondering which one would be the fortunate one that would win the honor to call Cassayah their own love.
Lord Sesshomaru opened his eyes to find the honeyed eyes of his brother fixed upon him.
"Why do you stare at this Sesshomaru?"
"Just so you know, If your planning on killing me so you can have Kagome, not that you could ever kill me, but if you somehow did, Kagome would never forgive you. She would go home and you would never see her again."
"The bounds of your stupidity never ceases to amaze InuYasha. Go to sleep Baka, we have an early rising."
InuYasha closed his eyes for a moment but within minutes his eyes were locked on Sesshomaru once again. Sesshomaru felt his look and looked up at him again, too intrigued to be annoyed.
"You are afraid this Sesshomaru is planning to help himself to you for the means of sexual gratification, or are you perhaps hoping to help yourself to this Sesshomaru?"
"Bastard. I ain't like one of you freak aristocrats who don't give a shit who ya fuck as long as your fucking someone. I know how you work and I ain't about to turn my back on you."
Sesshomaru almost smiled. There were almost as many, if not more misconceptions about aristocrats as there were about hanyou, he wondered if InuYasha ever stopped to realize that technically he was as much of an aristocrat as Sesshomaru.
"You are misinformed young Lord InuYasha, but perhaps, being as you are as much of an aristocrat as this Sesshomaru, you know something that I do not. Whichever the case may be, this Sesshomaru is quite particular in his preference for the softness of female flesh, rest assured little brother, males are not my type."
"Keh, you'll forgive me for not being insulted."
"If you'll forgive this Sesshomaru for not desiring your body."
InuYasha's head jerked up to glare at Sesshomaru, his claws bared and ready to slash him apart for his disgusting accusation, when he noticed the barely concealed laughter in his eyes. He realized that Sesshomaru was actually being playful, like an older brother teasing his younger brother in the typical brotherly tormenting rites of passage. InuYasha acknowledged his teasing with a grin and a soft laugh.
"So if it ain't that, what is it? You seemed pretty accepting all of a sudden this morning about my coming on this trip."
Sesshomaru wasn't about to admit just then that he would have accepted the company of even Naraku if it had meant not being alone for the next three days. Sesshomaru grabbed onto the next best thing to the truth, an almost truth.
"Does that stubborn human wench ever accept no for an answer?"
To that InuYasha couldn't resist his own little smirk.
"That would be the one thing you know about her as well as I do."
"Perhaps, perhaps not" Sesshomaru sighed wistfully.
"What the fuck is that suppose to mean?" InuYasha glared at Sesshomaru over the fire, his anger at the accusation making him miss the sadness that now replaced the teasing glint that had been in his brothers eyes a moment before.
"Tell me InuYasha, how long did you continue to run to your dead miko after you realized Kagome was in love with you?"
"That's none of your fucking business." InuYasha snarled
"How long did you continue to go to her even after you realized that you no longer loved her?"
InuYasha looked away, guilt creeping up the back of his neck.
"How long after you realized you loved Kagome?"
"Too long" InuYasha whispered, his body trembling slightly as the memory washed over him again of Kagome laying dead in his arms with her own arrow thrust through her chest.
"You don't understand...my relationship...I mean...with Kikyo" InuYasha shook his head, trying to shake clear the memories and remind himself that Kagome was safe back at the village sleeping in the hut they shared with Miroku and Sango.
"I understand more than you think little brother. You returned to the miko because you were bound to her by promises of the past. You are half InuYokai, the most loyal and honorable of all yokai. It is not in your nature to turn away, in fact it may be impossible."
"I don't understand." InuYasha moved to sit closer to the fire and Sesshomaru turned to sit across from him.
"I understand you perhaps better than you do yourself. You were raised by a human mother and alone, you had no Inu to guide you, though Myoga should have told you these things. He was negligent and much of Kagome's pain might have been avoided had you known. We are InuYokai, InuYasha, our first instinct is loyalty to our first love at all costs, whether we still love them or not. And there are those who will take advantage of knowing such things. Sometimes humans wishing immortality use this to favor..."
"Sesshomaru, are you saying that Kikyo..."
"This Sesshomaru can not speak to the undead miko's actions or motives."
"But you said..."
"It was not of the miko that I referred to."
"Then..."
"You questioned the purpose of this journey that and why I ceased to fight it."
InuYasha nodded.
"In another time and place, I knew another Kagome who desperately loved her own InuYasha. Cassayah was so like Kagome...a fiery young woman of strong will, not miko of course, but was a beautiful and proud InuYokai..."
"You loved her." It was a statement rather than a question, Sesshomaru's eyes screamed of his pain.
"I loved her." He nodded sadly "As did my friend Lord Siam...or he had until our two hundredth summer...the summer the upstarts from the mainland began to move into the western lands...the humans..."
-Flashback-
"Heavens Sesshomy, have you ever seen such strange beings?" Cassayah laughed looking through Siam's eyeglass "They don't even have claws. How do you suppose they defend themselves?"
"They likely bore their enemies to death" Siam carefully placed another piece of grass atop Cassayah's head, adding to the pile that he and Sesshomaru had been building for nearly an hour while Cassayah watched amazed at the new beings moving into the plantation house to the south.
" They certainly aren't at all attractive and I told you stop calling me Sesshomy.." Sesshomaru scoffed, plucking another handful of grass to add to the top of Cassayah's head. "Besides, shouldn't you be thinking of other things Cassayah?"
"Like what?" She looked at Sesshomaru, silver eyes blinking in confusion.
"Like what?" Siam raged, pulling on a curly tendril of her moonlit hair that he had secretly been caressing.
"Like which of us you will mate come fall." Sesshomaru knit his brows together "This Sesshomaru or Lord Siam, thats what."
"Oh that." Cassayah shrugged making the considerable grass pile on her head
slip to the ground unnoticed. "I've plenty of time to decide that, haven't I?" She put the glassback up to her eye. "My, they certainly have oddly shaped ears, they're round! No points!"
Sesshomaru grabbed her arm and Siam snatched the glass away and wandered off to watch the humans himself.
"Now listen here Lady Cassayah. This is too serious an issue to wait until the last moment...you know as well as I that the mating bond is for life once you exchange blood and..."
Cassayah was laughing at Sesshomaru.
"You...you...You dare laugh at me when I ...OH FINE!" Sesshomaru turned away from her.
"I'm sorry Sesshomy, I know it's important."
Sesshomaru ignored her and turned further away.
"Holy SHIT Sesshomy!" Siam yelled "You should see the tits on this little human wench!"
Sesshomaru jumped up to take a peek
"Holy KAMI! They have to be the size of the honeydew melons obaasan-yaka grows in her garden outback!" he laughed
"Think if we paid a visit she'd let us each have a bite of melon?" Siam laughed
Cassayah didn't care for being ignored, it was time perhaps for an announcement. She stalked up to them and snatched the glass away.
"Well maybe I've already decided"
"Decided what?" Siam reached for the glass but she pulled it behind her back.
"Which of you two I wish to mate."
Both stopped reaching for the glass and looked at her seriously.
"Have you?"
"Yes."
Sesshomaru stepped forward and took her hand. Not to be outdone, Siam stepped forward to take the other. Cassayah slapped the looking glass into his hand and turned and walked away from them both.
"See you ."
They both chased after her.
"What do you mean see you?" Siam grabbed her arm
"Tell us."
"The announcement is not to be made until the final ball of summer, the night I am to mate. Why would I tell you now? Go now and have your melons."
She pulled away from them with a smug grin and began to make her way home to SakuraPasse.
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Three weeks later the first party of the summer was held at Castle Inu no Tashio It was then that Lord Siam confessed to Sesshomaru that he had indeed had his melons.
"What do you mean baka?"
"What do you think I mean?" Siam sat down on the dark lawn grinning cockily
"You don't mean to tell me your carrying on with that...that ..."
"Kami Sesshomaru, the word is human, and don't act like such a snob. "Racyene is..."
"Racyene? Is that the sluts name?"
"Be careful Sesshomaru, your pushing the limits of friendship."
"Friendship? Funny how you would speak to me of such while you prattle on about how this human is so amazing."
"Racyene is amazing, as amazing as any Inu bitch I have ever known."
"Any?"
"Any and all."
"Tell me bastard, would that include Cassayah?"
" Cassayah?"
"Yes, you remember Cassayah, the apparently un-amazing "Inu bitch" who may have even now chosen you as her future mate while you are courting this human slut?"
"Fuck you Sesshomaru. You know as well as I that Cassayah would no more chose me as she would a toad. Everyone knows that Inu bitch has eyes for only one Inu lord, and it isn't this one."
"Are you so sure of that?"
"Do you think I would have mated another if I weren't?"
"You aren't serious."
"All that remains is for her to tell her parents. Then we will complete the blood bond."
"You mean to say you've fucked this human?" Sesshomaru bellowed. Siam didn't have time to respond before Cassayah stepped through the trees.
"Sesshomy..." she stepped forward and put her arms around him and kissed him hard on the lips. "Have you told him yet?"
Siam laughed "And you speak of me? Self-righteous bastard, have you had your melons yet?"
Sesshomaru stepped toward Siam and took a swing, sending the young lord flying. Siam stood and made his exit from Castle Inu no Tashio.
Sesshomaru took a deep breath and turned to confront Cassayah about her deception, she was curled up on the ground her arms wrapped around her legs, her face buried sobbing against her knees.
Sesshomaru knelt in front of her and lifted her head.
"Cassayah..."
When she opened her eyes he no longer needed to ask the question. It was perfectly clear who her choice had been, and it wasn't him.
-End Flashback-
InuYasha glanced at Sesshomaru's back where he lay still sleeping next to the fire. He had been asleep for hours now but InuYasha still watched him. It was no longer worry that kept InuYasha awake but Sesshomaru's words. Already he was seeing familiarity in his life with Kagome and Kikyo and the story of Sesshomaru, Cassayah, Siam and Racyene.
How long had he continued to hold onto Kikyo as a defense against hoping for what he didn't think he could ever have? Just as Siam hadn't believed that Cassayah would chose him, InuYasha hadn't dared to hope that Kagome could ever love him, then when he knew she did he used it to keep her from hurting him.
As the sun began to break over the Sengoku Jidai two things were glaringly clear to InuYasha. This Racyene was clearly the root of where Sesshomaru's hatred of humans had begun. She was obviously the one Sesshomaru was speaking of earlier when he talked about humans taking advantage of the Inu instinct to loyalty, his eyes had glared with hatred when he said this womans name, hatred the likes InuYasha had never seen before, not even when Sesshomaru faced Naraku after Rin was kidnapped.
The second thing was Sesshomaru loved Cassayah, he had loved her very deeply, probably even more than InuYasha loved Kagome. They had grown up together, been best friends for hundreds of years.
InuYasha had seen Sesshomaru hate and rage before, he had seen him care and filled with concern. He didn't think anything would ever top the shock at the emotion in Sesshomaru's face the night Sesshomaru had revived Kagome. But he was wrong. The pain that radiated from Sesshomaru when he spoke of Cassayah was real. It oozed around InuYasha so thickly he felt it. It was so thick it was as if he could reach out and fill his hands with it, and if he did the intensity of it would kill him instantly.
It was just after Sesshomaru woke and walked off to relieve himself that InuYasha realized with a jolt, it wasn't Kagome that Sesshomaru had hoped to revive in the clearing that night at all.
It was Cassayah.
-Cassayah CASS-EYE-AH
-Siam- SIGH-AM
-Racyene- RA-SIGH-AN
-Chapter III Preview-
InuYasha and Sesshomaru have another late night conversation
Truths about the night Kagome died come out
as well as other truths about Sesshomaru's feelings about Kagome.
Also InuYasha and Sesshomaru might reach the palace (not sure yet) which
means InuYasha meets Sesshys Mum...the person responsible for introducing his parents!
And, Sesshomaru Cassayah, Siam and Racyene's Story continues!
Siam and Racyene ask for permission to marry...
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-Note: I have now added Fic-art for To Come To Me to my Photobucket stuff. There is a link on my profile page, just look for the folder "To Come To Me and Cassayah", yes I do plan to add stuff for this fic as well.
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-WARNING ...MAJOR UBER SUPER RANT BELOW-...WARNING
-Another note: Some of you may have noticed my strongly worded notes in the beginning about this not being incest yaoi and think that I am being rude and homophobic. I assure you I am not a homophobic, while I personally don't care much for yaoi, if thats what your into so be it. What I do object to and disgusts the fucking shit out of me is these sick mother fuckers who write and read incest fiction and think its sexy. If you like that shit and don't like what I am saying about it...I'll say just what you sick bastards say when people complain about your twisted disgusting shit. Too fucking bad. If you don't like it, don't read it. What you write about is incest...incest makes me sick, it is wrong, Illegal, immoral , sick and unnatural.. Yes I am being very rude, I've seen what this shit does to someones mind and heart and soul and there is nothing sexy or beautiful about it. .so fuck off.
To my normal readers...sorry about my rant...it makes me want to puke that I even have to warn people about this crap so I wont get reviews from people asking when InuYasha and Sesshomaru are going to start screwing. I swear, if I get so much as ONE of those I will go fucking ballistic.
Oh yeah, and don't give me any shit about this either in reviews please...I have my reasons for this...my life was destroyed by incest. Trust me, I know of which I speak.
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