Disclaimer- I own jack shit and no I don't make money off this.

Author's note- This is the self insert challenge, the rules are simple you pick a fandom insert yourself and mess around with cannon. However, there are a few things, real names are a no I am not insulting you but some people do use their real names, next genderbend is allowed. The pairing can be whatever you want it to be, slash, het, yuri even a harem. See it is simple.

Chapter 2- Enóti̱s gains a body and Chaos adapts, a family is not just created by blood.

Family, it is a sacred word to most people and while many of us take it for granted there appears those that do not have one. War, disease, hunger and many other things can rip a family apart sometimes it is even the smallest of things that we cannot see or predict. But a family does not just have to be blood, sometimes those that you create bonds with are far stronger than those that you share blood with. Blood and water, two things that connect all of the creatures no matter who or what they were, we are all born from water and we all hold blood. A heart that beats and pumps blood around our bodies, a heart that can ache that can be broken.

Many say emotions are a chemical imbalance in the brain, but how do we truly know?

Some say that humans only use 10% of their brain, so how do we know what emotions are?

When you were a child did you ever bang your head? Each time the skull gets a injury the brain hits the skull and kills your own brain cells, as we get older we are dying quicker than our body can heal itself, it's the same with cancer. White blood cells being turned against the body with the simple aim of destroying it.

10% isn't the actual figure as no one truly knows just how much of the brain we use, some people say 20% while others say 30% but if we used 20% or even 30% then we should have learned that we need to stop killing each other and the planet. As a whole humanity is a child like race and we have not learned from our mistakes, we have caused 2 world wars. You would have thought that after the 1st one we would stop trying to kill each in different ways, but we didn't.

There is always room to grow and evolve, 1,500 species are are not homophobic and do homosexual acts and only one is homophobic and shun something that is different. Paul Vasey is a good example he once said.

"During the winter mating season, competition is fierce for access to female Japanese macaques. But it's not for the reason you might think. Males don't just have to compete with other males for access to females: they have to compete with females 's because in some populations, homosexual behaviour among females is not only common, it's the norm. One female will mount another, then stimulate her genitals by rubbing them against the other female. Some hold onto each other with their limbs using a "double foot clasp mount", while others sit on top of their mates in a sort of jockey-style position"

So why is there only one race that is not accepting.

Humanity.

How is that for a race that is supposedly at the top of the food chain we cannot comprehend the simple fact of we will never truly understand everything, the brain changes as we grow and we cannot fully measure how and why it changes, if that was the case then we would know why certain people have mutations and others don't. Why some people can get dementia and other don't, how is cancer able to mask itself into looking like harmless white blood cells when really they are not?

There is always room for improvement and only fools think that they have learned everything that there is to learn. Look at the man that created the atom bomb, do you know what he said?

"My God what have I done?"

So yes we may use 10 or even 11% of our brain but there a lot more that we need to learn before we can even begin to comprehend the rest of brain.

So yes a child like race and even the Gods and Titans compared to Chaos are children, he is the creator the one who can and will wipe out an entire world for no reason. To the rest of the universe it may seem like there is no real reason but Chaos never does anything without a reason and this time it was for his new child, all Gods are selfish and fickle when they want to be it is rare for a God to be selfless and even more so for a Primordial God. So for every tear that his child had ever shed, for every heart break, drop of blood split he killed them. The world, the Titans, the Gods none of them knew what had hit them until it was far too late and even then they could stop him.

Hera had nothing on him when it came to being a terrible parent, so she had thrown her child of Olympus and left one on a mountain. He murdered his own.

In order for everything to truly work out then he needed a fresh start and that meant wiping everything clean, normally he would just go to a different time or dimension. Now this time he would be wiping the slate clean, no second chances, no amount of begging or pleading was going to change his mind, no this world was far too gone. His children, the Titans and the Gods had seen to that. So no there would be no second chances, the world was ruined and there was no going back, all he could do was move forwards and by forwards he meant killing everything.

Enóti̱s would be his and his alone, if Order wanted his other children then he could have them, no this one was not going to be swayed. He would be Chaos's first and only child, he wouldn't make the same mistake of creating more children for them to be taken away from him, if Order wanted children so much then he could create them himself. He was not going to share and if anyone else wanted his child then he would kill them, selfish and cruel was what he was going to be to anyone other than Enóti̱s. They didn't know pain, they didn't know heart break or sorrow. The Gods and Titans may have children with mortals but in the end they were just pawns to them, someone that would do their bidding. Chaos would not allow that to happen to Enóti̱s, Enóti̱s formerly known as blob gave an angry screech and bounced straight off his head.

"You know what I am thinking? Strange is the bond that strong already? No matter you are mine child and there is nothing else to it."

Enóti̱s rolled around several times before bouncing of his head again, Chaos scowled once was funny but not now.

"They will all burn for what they did, none of them are innocent no matter how much you argue they are. They need to pay for what was done, maybe not from your view but they hurt you."

His voice shook with concealed power, power that he was holding back because he knew that if he let out too much then Enóti̱s would be killed and then everything would be for nothing. Enóti̱s laid down on Chaos's head and began chirping and warbling, for a moment Chaos thought he was arguing with him. Chaos stopped mid step and could feel the mirth coming from Enóti̱s, it was clear his new son was trying to point out all of the flaws in his plan Chaos couldn't disagree with him. He had expected the Titans or even the Gods to try and bargain with him, not his own son to point out every flaw in the plan.

They were both stuck in a compromise.

Enóti̱s warbled and shook for a few minutes and Chaos cursed, while he had been engaged arguing he had forgotten about the ritual, the only thing that would help keep his son alive. With a snarl Chaos cursed himself if he had waited until after the ritual was done then Enóti̱s wouldn't be getting shredded apart and the painful screeching and warbling coming from Enóti̱s was distressing enough. Chaos's strides got longer, he couldn't run while holding Enóti̱s in his distress his power was leaking off him, he knew that if he ran then he could well lose hold of Enóti̱s. Enóti̱s's screeching began to get louder and even without his immortal hearing he could hear the agony coming from Enóti̱s, Chaos pulled Enóti̱s closer to his chest as if to shield the soul from any more damage.

"Hush son, I have you, you are safe."

Enóti̱s went quiet for a second before she shuddered and Chaos knew he was running out of time. Chaos entered a large room but didn't take any notice of it, except for one thing. In the middle of a dark blue room was a stone table, although it looked more akin to an alter than a table. Chaos forced his power onto the table like alter and gently placed his package onto it.

"Αίμα από το αίμα μου, ισχύς της ψυχής μου. Το παιδί της καρδιάς πρέπει να ξαναγεννηθεί από το αίμα που ρέει μέσα στις φλέβες μου και στο δικό τους." (Blood of my blood, power of my soul. Child of the heart shall be reborn from the blood that flows through my veins and into theirs.)

Enóti̱s screamed and Chaos was glad that he didn't have any windows in the room, otherwise they would have shattered, grabbing a dagger he slit his wrist and allowed his Ichor to drip onto the still screaming Enóti̱s. He wished there was another way but he knew that there wasn't and no matter how much he would take the pain from his child he knew that he couldn't, his soul was changing.

"Το παιδί της καρδιάς μου, η ψυχή ενός θνητού. Ακόμα ένα παιδί σε όλα αυτά τα θέματα, η καρδιά μου είναι δικός σας ως η ψυχή σου είναι δική μου. Πατέρας και γιος, μία μονάδα, μια καρδιά και μια ψυχή. Το παιδί ενός θνητού πια, να ξαναγεννηθεί ως δική μου." (Child of my heart, soul of a mortal. Still, a child in all that matters, my heart is yours as your soul is mine. Father and son, one unit, one heart and one soul. Child of a mortal no more, be reborn as my own.)

The gold light that streamed out of Enóti̱s blinded him for a moment, he feared it hadn't worked. That he had lost his heart child, the gold light flared up once more before slowly dying down. Chaos felt hope well up in him as he heard the whimpers of a child, not a soul but rather a baby.

Chaos walked forwards not caring about the Ichor that dripped from his wrist steadily onto the floor a trail of gold behind him and he didn't care, he looked over his son and could find nothing physically wrong with him but he had no idea what the void had done to him. His soul had been exposed for far too long and there was no telling what sort of damage it would have done, just because death lived in the void didn't mean that he didn't as well, they just lived in different parts of it.

Chaos ran a single finger down his child and sighed with relief there was nothing that he couldn't fix, until he got to one part. He wanted to scream in rage he wanted to destroy things, after everything that had happened the one thing he wanted to give his child he couldn't.

Enóti̱s was sterile.

Chaos held his little baby close to his chest, why after everything? He wanted to blame the Fates but they couldn't interfere in his life or his choices, they had tried once and he had almost tore them apart atom by atom. After that they had learned their lesson not to piss off someone more powerful than them, so he knew it wasn't them.

Had his baby been exposed for too long? No he had managed to get him onto the table before any of the more serious damage could be done, Chaos knew that in his previous life Enóti̱s had her ovaries removed but that should have affected him.

No his baby would never be able to sire a child, Chaos stopped that was it. He couldn't sire a child but maybe he could conceive one.

Chaos wasn't even sure if it would work,while Gods and some Titans could change their gender most of them chose to stick to their preferred gender and Chaos himself was male. But he had created female children before and he knew how to do it again but how could he merge the two of them together so they wouldn't reject each other, it was possible but he knew that it wouldn't be able to be done now. Not while the body was still so young and the soul had yet to adjust to its new body.

With a possible plan in mind Chaos held his son closer to him, he would need feeding soon and clothes. Galaxy like eyes looked down at his son and his breath caught in his throat when he looked at eyes that were completely black, there was no pupil at all. Instead there was small shining diamond shaped objects in his eyes, slowly Chaos realized that they were stars in his son's eyes and even though they were only small Chaos knew that they would change and grow as his son got older.

Chaos felt a pang of guilt even among the other Gods and Titans he would always be different, whether they would accept him or not would rely on them but he knew that there was always a chance that they wouldn't accept him. If they didn't then it was their own fault and no fault of his son, but he also knew that they would be attracted to power and with Enóti̱s being his first born then he would be powerful. It wasn't common knowledge but the firstborn tended to to be more powerful, because of how much deity energy their parent had put into them. Most deities didn't notice their drop in power and more often than not they didn't allow their power to replenish before having another child, it was why sometimes a demigod child could be so powerful.

It could also lead to them going insane as their deity blood fought with the mortal blood, it wasn't that common but it still happened. It also explained why Dionysus was insane.

Chaos was not going to allow it to happen to son, even though he was a Primordial his soul would still be getting used to the change and would be doing so until he past his teen years. For once in his long life Chaos was looking forwards to raising his son, no one would be able to take him away Chaos would make sure of that. No one would ever be good enough for his child and those that thought that they were would have to go against him, Chaos smirked he knew his son would have suitors it would be hard not to know that and he was looking forwards to 'talking' with each and everyone of them.