Disclaimer- I own jack shit and no I don't make money off this.

Author's note- This is the self insert challenge, the rules are simple you pick a fandom insert yourself and mess around with cannon. However, there are a few things, real names are a no I am not insulting you but some people do use their real names, next genderbend is allowed. The pairing can be whatever you want it to be, slash, het, yuri even a harem. See it is simple.

Also I need to know if you would like Fem Percy or not, I really dont think that it is fair that both Zeus and Hades have had atleast one female child while Poseidon has none.


Chapter 4- Masks are lost and punishment is abound.

Time holds little meaning to immortals to Chaos even more, so when he had heard that Oceanus was trying to marry his daughter to Poseidon he had came up with the perfect revenge plan. Oceanus had nearly killed his son, so he would be taking his daughter from him. He wasn't going to kill her but turn her into the one thing she despised most of all.

Mortal.

It was with great glee that he had flashed into the meeting area between the two groups, the paling of Oceanus's face was even more worth it. His power was wrapped around him like a cloak, he could tell that none of the others knew why he was here but Oceanus did and it was going to make everything the more sweeter.

"Oceanus, this has been a long time coming. For your crimes against my son, I hereby strip you of your right to sire children."

Oceanus watched as his daughter tried to make her way towards his and he felt fear crawl up him, he knew that this wasn't the end of the punishment. Not by the cruel and sadistic gleam in Chaos's eyes was anything to go by, Chaos turned to Amphitrite and crushed his hand into a fist. Amphitrite fell to the floor screaming, a sinister smile formed n Chaos's lips as he took in the screaming and thrashing Titaness.

"Amphitrite, you are hereby stripped of your immortality and sentenced to live out the rest of days as a mortal, may the fates be kind because I will not."

Chaos looked at the assembled Gods and Titans and wondered if Oceanus had ever told anyone just what he had did, he may have been a child but that was no excuse in Chaos's eyes because of him Rhea and Gaea he had nearly lost his son. He was kind to those that deserved and needed it but he was still a God and as such had a darker side that was well wrapped up and buried so deep that it rarely if ever saw the light of day. But it was one of those times where Chaos relished in being more powerful than those that were gathered around him, if he wasn't then he would never be able to do what he planning on doing.

"My Lord Chaos what exactly was it that Oceanus has done?"

Chaos raised a finely shaped eyebrow and looked at the panting form of Amphitrite, it was clear that having her immortality stripped from her had aged her body far more than what he was expecting, not that it mattered to him. His goal was to cause Oceanus pain and if his daughter died early then Chaos wasn't going to complain.

"That fact that you have asked shows your strength, normally I would answer such questions but this time I will not."

Oceanus looked at his now mortal daughter, there were laws preventing him from helping her and they both knew it. Amphitrite had helped get some of the laws put into place, Oceanus wanted to go and help her but by the laws he couldn't. Chaos turned and looked down at the kneeling Oceanus, a mocking smile on his lips, his voice was dark and dangerous, as if he were going to reach into Oceanus chest tear out his heart and feed him it.

"Painful is not it? Knowing that your child needs your help but you cannot help them."

Oceanus knew what it was about, how could he not? When he had been younger all he had wanted was to be accepted to have friends, it was why when Gaea and Rhea had came up with the plan he had agreed, now he wished that he didn't. That he had kept out of it, now he had lost his daughter and nothing could bring her back, mortal she may be but she was lost to him. Chaos didn't even spare the rest of the room a glance as he smirked at the still kneeling Oceanus, Oceanus looked up at the creator and feared that whatever Chaos had done to him, Gaea, and Rhea where going to get it a lot worse. Still, there was things that he needed to do, such as finding out where Rhea and Gaea both where, he was on a tight schedule and he didn't want his son finding out just what it was he was doing.

"What did you do?"

The whisper was harsh and demanded answers, Oceanus looked at his now mortal daughter and flinched, it was his biggest secret and regret and he couldn't tell them just what he had done.

"Amphitrite, you don't understand."

His daughter turned away from him, whatever it was he had done Chaos had came to seek retribution for what he had done and Amphitrite was the one left paying the price. Everything that she had hoped for, everything that she had planned was gone, she had been due to marry Poseidon and now she couldn't, they couldn't share their love. It was all because of something that her father had done, something that he had kept hidden and she was going to find out just what it was.

"Don't understand what father?"

Oceanus flinched the way Amphitrite spat out the word father as if it was the most foul thing that she had ever tasted, Oceanus knew that she had every right to be angry at him but it still hurt.

"Amphitrite what happened it was years ago, it doesn't matter now."

Amphitrite scoffed and turned her head away from her father, she had no idea what he had done but whatever it had been big. Chaos didn't take revenge on people and she knew that he didn't fight in other people's battles, Amphitrite's eyebrows furrowed into a V shape, her eyes widened and she whirled around at her father.

"You didn't, please tell me you were not stupid enough to attack Chaos's son!"

Oceanus opened his mouth ready to reprimand his daughter, but he closed it the glares he was receiving off the Gods was enough to get him to hold his tongue. Oceanus knew that they had figured out just what it was he had done and he was beginning to fear for his own life, Amphitrite was stood next to Poseidon's foot and he wouldn't be able to grab her and flash away. Not without her getting hurt or killed in the process.

"Amphitrite please, I was a child. We all where, I didn't think about what I was doing. There wasn't just me involved either! Rhea and Gaea were there as well, neither of them are innocent!"

Oceanus didn't even bother looking at the Gods and Goddess, he didn't want to risk it but he wondered how they were taking this news. Rhea wasn't a saint no matter how much she protested otherwise, Gaea had been going insane for years. Oceanus wondered just what Chaos was going to do to them, even though his daughter was innocent it still hadn't stopped Chaos.

"How do I or any of us know your not just shifting the blame?"

Oceanus risked a look at Hades and could easily tell that the Lord of the Underworld was not happy, Oceanus didn't need to look at the rest of the Gods to know that they would all look like Hades at the moment.

There was a single gamble that he could do, but Oceanus wasn't sure if he should even do it let alone consider it. It was one thing to hear about what your mother did it was another thing entirely to hear from her, but he needed to prove to them that what he was saying was true even if they didn't want to believe it. Oceanus began forming a portal, the water shook for a few minutes and he feared that he wouldn't be able to do it and he hoped that Chaos had not done something to his powers, he had already lost his child.

"Rhea we need to talk."

There was a sigh and Oceanus heard Rhea move before she appeared in front of the portal, her jet black hair was messed up and she had love bites scattered all over her neck. It was very clear what she had been doing, he was glad that Rhea couldn't see her children at the moment, the looks of disgust on their faces were enough to make him nervous. Oceanus snorted in disgust and looked at Rhea.

"Kronos isn't even dead and you are already moving on to someone else."

Rhea rolled her leaf green eyes and tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear.

"Honestly, what is so important that you had to interrupt me?"

Oceanus scowled, he was getting sick of Rhea ever since they were children she had always acted like she was more powerful than everyone else. Of course her being the only girl hadn't helped with her attitude either and now he was paying the price, a surge of viciousness filled him when he thought about what Chaos would do to her.

"Do you remember Enóti̱s?"

Rhea laughed, not a normal happy laugh but a one tinged with cruelty.

"You mean the little abomination? The one that Gaea and I put in its place."

Oceanus didn't dare turn around, he didn't want to see the looks on the God's faces. He could feel their anger however that didn't mean he wanted to see it no Oceanus really didn't want to see it, everything they had ever thought about Rhea was lies and even Oceanus had to admit that it was a well crafted mask that Rhea had built.

"Did you ever think that there was any truth in what Enóti̱s had said."

Rhea smirked and mocked Oceanus.

"Aw, I didn't know you were on a first name basis with the little abomination."

Oceanus snarled losing his temper dealing with Rhea always got him annoyed.

"Enóti̱s, his name is Enóti̱s. If you keep your mouth shut for a moment you will find out just why I am calling."

Oceanus carefully picked up Amphitrite, he didn't want to use his precious pearl in the argument. But Rhea needed to see, needed to understand.

"I trust you remember my daughter Amphitrite."

Amphitrite didn't even bother to acknowledge Rhea, she couldn't believe what she was seeing and hearing. Rhea gaped at the now mortal Amphitrite.

"Oceanus, What happened? I saw her just the other day and she certainly wasn't mortal then!"

There was an edge of hysteria in Rhea's voice and Oceanus felt a small sliver of satisfaction enter him, Rhea thought that she was always better than him and now he was getting the last laugh.

"Enóti̱s was telling the truth, you know the small child that we tried to kill. He was in fact Chaos's son, you know Chaos don't you? The creator."

Rhea had paled, while she was naturally pale she looked like someone had drained all of her ichor out of her.

"Oceanus, tell me you're lying."

A cruel smile appeared on Oceanus's lips as he mocked her.

"What is the matter Rhea? Suddenly realized the truth, compared to Chaos we are nothing, you are nothing."

Rhea screamed and no one understood what she had screamed, a dark laugh came from behind Rhea and the Titaness whirled around.

"Rhea, I have been looking for you."

Chaos stood behind the Titaness, his eyes gleamed with sadistic pleasure. Rhea straightened her spine and glared at the God of Creation, Oceanus felt his eyes widen and he looked down at Amphitrite who was openly gaping at the Titaness.

"To what do I owe the pleasure Lord Chaos."

Oceanus wasn't the only one that winced at the sarcasm that came from Rhea, Oceanus wondered if there was going to be anything left of her.

"Dear sweet Rhea, you harmed what was mine. You harmed my son."

A shiver ran down Oceanus's spine at the dark tone that Chaos used, it was filled with promises of retribution. Oceanus had the feeling that he had gotten off lightly compared to what the other two were going to get.

Rhea began screaming as her face began to burn, flesh fell to the ground in giant clumps revealing the bone underneath. Amphitrite hid her face behind her hands but she couldn't ignore Rhea's screaming, Oceanus canceled the portal and tried to comfort his daughter.

"Hush little peal, your safe."

Oceanus turned and looked at the gathered Gods, most of them looked slightly pale while a few of them looked like they were going to be sick.

"If you don't mind I have somethings that I need to do and one of them I should have done a long time ago."

No one stopped him as he walked out of Olympus and in a way he was glad that they didn't, he couldn't get Rhea's screams out of his head. His daughter was now mortal, he was sterile and his powers were not working properly. Oceanus wondered if anything else could go wrong.

"I never expected to see you here."

Oceanus turned and nearly stumbled, stood in front of him was Enóti̱s. The primordial looked different from when they had been children, Oceanus knew that he would have grown up but seeing him here in the flesh was different than a memory.

"Lord Enóti̱s."

The primordial waved his hand, almost as if he was dismissing the title. Oceanus had the feeling that his titles bothered him.

"Just Enóti̱s, no Lord or anything else attached."

Oceanus nodded his head in acceptance, even though he was curious as to what the other immortal was doing here he was not about to voice the question. Amphitrite looked up from her place on her father's palm, she wanted to be angry, here was the reason that she was no longer immortal and no longer about to get married. But she looked into his eyes, truly looked and could see a wealth of pain and sadness in them Amphitrite wondered how no one else could see it. While his eyes may look like the held the stars she knew that if he wanted to the whole world would burn and nothing could stop him, he was a paradox. Oceanus took a deep breath, the words where on the tip of his tongue and he needed to say them but he found that he couldn't.

"You are forgiven."

Oceanus's head jerked up in surprise as he stared at the primordial, he had no idea how he known what he was thinking and he wasn't going to ask. Nor was he going to look a gift horse in the mouth, all he could do was nod his head. Enóti̱s gave a quick smile and began walking away, Oceanus had the feeling that the other immortal had known where he was the whole time. Oceanus felt lighter as if something had been lifted off his shoulders and he wasn't about to waste this chance.


Enóti̱s smiled Oceanus's regret, it had been a beacon to him it was how he had found the Titan. He knew what he regretted but he didn't think that it had caused so much pain for the other male, but he was glad that he was able to help in some way. He had no idea what his father had done and even if he did then he wouldn't be able to undo what had been done, his father was creation and he was not powerful enough to even attempt to fix what had been done. But maybe he should have words with his father, see if he couldn't lighten Oceanus's punishment a little. Enóti̱s sighed he was far too forgiving and he knew that but it was his fatal flaw, there was nothing that he could do about it other than try to control it somehow.

Still it was nice seeing Oceanus with a lighter air, he had no idea how long he had been carrying that regret around. He hoped that Oceanus would be able to get on with his life, but he wasn't too sure after all his father was around and while he dearly loved his father he was enjoying his freedom. However, that didn't mean that he wasn't going to go home and see him, he would just after he visited the ocean. Enóti̱s had never seen the ocean and he was curious as to what it was like even though he knew that the Gods and Titans that lived on the planet had seen it time and time again he had never see it, after all there was no ocean in the void.

Enóti̱s stumbled as he got hit by a massive wave of regret, Enóti̱s clutched his chest as he felt just how heavy the regret was. Whoever they were Enóti̱s was going to help them, no one should live with that amount of regret. Enóti̱s followed the wave of regret that was hitting him like a tidal wave, it was physically painful for Enóti̱s, the amount of regret that he was feeling was almost physical. He knew that it wasn't a mortal that was feeling this as they would have been driven to suicide by now, which left an immortal but what could they have done in order for such a large amount of regret to be formed.

"I am so sorry, it was never meant to be like this."

If Enóti̱s had not been who he was then he would never have heard the whispered words, that floated on the breeze. Whoever it was, was repeating the words like a mantra. Enóti̱s felt his heart go out to the immortal, he didn't need his powers to know that it was someone's biggest regret. Enóti̱s followed the trail, sometimes he had to stop in order to get a hold of his powers so much pain. Enóti̱s had no idea how anyone could have endured it, Enóti̱s staggered and fell to the ground.

"Forgive me, please my children. It was not meant to happen like this, I should have kept you safe. I should never listened to Gaea. I should have been a real father."

Enóti̱s stood up, his legs felt weak but he needed to keep walking. He had to find out just who this voice belonged to, Enóti̱s gripped his head it felt like his skull was being split open. Enóti̱s took a deep breath and murmured to the wind.

"I am coming."

Enóti̱s used the last of his strength to flash to where the voice was coming from, when he arrived he was hit by a soul searing chill, in front of him was a massive hole that seemed to go down all the way through the earth. Enóti̱s tried to cloak his power around him, dark laughter echoed up from the hole.

"What's this? A little baby immortal has came to my lair."

Enóti̱s bared his teeth, his eyes turned feral the stars that were in his eyes began to burn at an alarming rate.

"You must not have a been around for very long, allow me to formally introduce myself. Lord Enóti̱s primordial of Unity, Regret, Children, Strength, Loyalty, Adoption, and Kindness."

The hole shuddered as his power washed over it, it was clear that this was no ordinary immortal and from the titles Tartarus had just managed to piss off someone who could kill him without a second thought. Tartarus knew that he needed to tread carefully, the Gods may have bound him to a single form but he was not un-killable and he knew that.

"What can I do for your Lord Enóti̱s?"

Enóti̱s paused for a moment and considered his thoughts and words before speaking.

"There is someone who has great regret, it is crippling. I know that you house him as I can feel it, their power if weak and diminished but still there."

Tartarus could only think of one person, one immortal that fit.

"You are speaking of Kronos."

For a moment time stilled and it was hard to breath even though they were immortal, then slowly time began to flow normally. Enóti̱s frowned he had never heard of Kronos and had no idea what domains he had, but then again he didn't leave the void much.

"Kronos."

It was a strange word on his tongue, it was heavy almost as if the immortal that carried the name had a terrible domain. The power of a name often reflected what domain that they had and while names held power, as was true for many immortals they could also be used to find out what domains the name belonged too. Enóti̱s tilted his head, he could feel the power swirling around Tartarus and knew that whoever was housed inside him was powerful in his own right. But that did not solve the problem of the domain.

"Kronos was the Titan of time, his children over threw him. They then bound me in this form and placed me in charge of the monsters, Gaea was sealed and I have not heard from her since."

Enóti̱s frowned, he had not heard or seen Gaea since he was a child. Even then he had not liked her or Rhea and he idly wondered what the two of them were doing, but he had other things to think about. Enóti̱s fell to his knees and clutched his head, ichor began dripping from his nose as he heard the desperate plea from Kronos.

"Gaea lied! I just wanted to keep you safe, that was all I ever wanted for you. Gaea promised me that you would be safe, that all I had to do was get the other Titans to fall in line, she never told me it was a prophecy!"

Enóti̱s had heard enough, not only had Gaea broke a primal law regarding prophecies but she had set one into motion. That alone would get her stripped of her immortality and Enóti̱s knew that his father had not punished her, yet he did not even dare to think about what would be done to her when chaos found out, but the Lord of Creation needed to be told. Enóti̱s had the feeling that Rhea had knew, he wasn't a fool and knew that he couldn't prove it, but there was something niggling at the back of his mind telling him that Rhea was not innocent in all of this. Enóti̱s summoned all of his power, he had never tried to do this before and had no idea if he could even do it. But he had to try, Gaea had broke a primal law and allowed a innocent immortal to fall. Although Enóti̱s knew that no immortal was truly innocent he couldn't help but wonder what would Kronos have been like if Gaea had not told him the prophecy, Enóti̱s closed his eyes it was going to be something that no one would ever know.

Once all of his power was gathered inside of him Enóti̱s released it in one mighty wave, Tartarus shuddered as the power hit him, he could feel the power soak into his very being it was almost as if he was being changed from within. But it was more than that, he could feel every monster, every soul that was bound to him. From the depths of Tartarus there was an inhuman scream as a body was being forced back together, flesh fused, bone knitted, organs began to do their jobs. Muscles began to be regrown, everything that had been done was being undone. Enóti̱s gasped he could feel his power draining, now that it had done his job just as he was about to pass out he saw one thing.

A set of golden eyes.