New chapter hope you enjoy. Review so I know if you like the direction the story is headed in. I don't own Sailor Moon. Oh there is some harsh language in this chapter enjoy! ^-^

"I can't see why can't I see?!" Usagi yelled her blue eyes searching for something they'd never find again.

"Usagi it'll be ok."

"How do you know that I can't see! I can't read! I can't even get around the room without hitting something now!" Usagi yelled hot tears streaming down her face her fists balled up next to her.

"You're right." Her mother said slumping down into a chair holding her head in her hands.

"That doesn't mean we still can't have fun." Minako suggested trying to lighten the mood.

" I can't see what am I going to play?! Huh? I can't play arcade games anymore. I can't even watch the damn T.V!"

"Usagi! You will not use that kind of language young lady." Her father yelled at her.

"Why the Fuck not-" Usagi felt a hard slap across her face she raised her hand to her cheek shocked.

"Sure you're blind now but that doesn't mean you're any different!" Her brother yelled. Usagi heard his footsteps quickly leave the room her parents' following after

"He's right just because you can't see doesn't mean you're any different you're still Usagi." Mamoru agreed bringing his hand up to the bruises around Usagi's eyes lightly wiping her tears away.

"I can't even see your face anymore. I can't even do my own hair or pick my own clothes." Usagi cried softly bringing her knees to her chest gasping in pain as tears continued to cascade down her bruised face.

"You bruised your ribs pretty badly so don't try to do too much." Rei said causing Usagi to look up at her making eye contact briefly before the now ever present searching look came into her eyes.

"How will I fight now? I'll never be able to fight with you again not like this." Usagi lowered her head and rested it on her soft arms. The scouts looked down only now realizing she was right, she can't fight blind it would only put her more at risk.

"Princess." Setsuna spoke from the doorway; Usagi looked up in shock then quickly lowered her head ashamed of how she must look. Setsuna walked silently over to Usagi and lifted her head lightly touching the bruises around her face.

"Thank god you're ok." Setsuna finally said relief filling her voice at this Usagi started to cry.

"What is it princess?" Setsuna asked looking down at Usagi

"I CAN'T SEE!" Usagi yelled wiping her head up to face Setsuna her eyes searching the blackness for a face she would never find. Setsuna gasped as her princess's eyes passed over her face.

"How did this happen?" Setsuna asked turning away from Usagi.

"An enemy threw a concentrated attack in her face." Minako said sadly

"And you couldn't stop it?" Setsuna asked slight anger present in her voice.

"It had us trapped there was nothing we could do." Ami said lowering her head once again.

"It was still alive after two of Usagi's attacks." Rei said looking Setsuna in the eyes. Usagi pulled back to covers a slid her feet off the side of the bed.

"What are you doing?" Setsuna asked grabbing her shoulder.

"Going to the bathroom." Usagi said jerking her shoulder away from Setsuna's hand as she slid her feet onto the floor and stood upright gasping at the pain in her back. Usagi took slow wobbling steps forward into the blackness she now saw her arms outstretched in front of her searching for a solid wall.

"Look out!" Rei warned as Usagi hit a table in front of her.

"Ahh!" Usagi yelped as she felt herself falling.

"Got you." Mamoru whispered into Usagi's ear as he held her in his arms. After a few moments of silence Usagi finally spoke,

"I can't do this. I can't even get around on my own what's the point?" She whispered fresh tears falling from her pure blue eyes.

"Then we'll help you." Ami said stepping towards Usagi

"What kind of friends are we if we don't step up and help?" Makoto chimed in.

"We just have to get you one of those walking sticks." Minako added. Usagi didn't respond she only curled herself more into Mamoru's chest latching onto his shirt like a child. Setsuna walked over to where Mamoru kneeled holding Usagi and put a hand on her shoulder before speaking in the sweetest voice any of the scouts had ever heard,

"You aren't alone in this we're all here for you, you're never alone." Usagi looked over in the direction of Setsuna's voice, her face full of an expression of a trusting child,

"Really?"

"Really." Setsuna assured her before standing up.

"Then can someone help me to the bathroom I really have to pee." Usagi asked blushing as she raised her hands up.

"What are friends for?" Rei asked grabbing her hands and pulling out of Mamoru's lap.

"Thanks." Usagi muttered as Rei led her to the bathroom and opened the door.

"I think I can do the rest by myself." Usagi muttered shyly

"It's just in front of me isn't it?"

"Yep, yell if you need help." Rei commented turning on the light before closing the door behind her. Now alone Usagi put her back against the door and ran her hands through her hair as she started to hyperventilate. She slowly slid down the door wishing that if only for a second that she could see, there was only blackness everywhere not even a hint of light it was suffocating and she couldn't get away from it no matter how hard she tried. It was getting hard to breath she needed to calm down but it was impossible it felt as though the darkness was closing in.

"Usagi you ok?" Rei asked though the door.

"No." Usagi answered breathlessly

"Can I come in?" Usagi moved over to one side of the door hanging her head between her legs before she responded,

"Yeah." Seeing Usagi in the state she was in Rei sat down next to Usagi and hugged her tightly until her breathing slowed.

"You're not alone in this, just talk to us if you feel like you can't handle anything we're here for you." Rei whispered now rubbing Usagi's arm.

"Do you think the bruises will go away?" Usagi asked after a few minutes of silence

"Maybe." Rei answered simply

"Do you think we can get one of those canes in pink?" Usagi asked a hint of playfulness in her voice.

"I bet we could if we asked." Rei laughed

"Let's go find out." Rei said pulling Usagi up as she stood.

"Now you can't get mad at me for being clumsy." Usagi joked as they slowly walked out of the bathroom.

"Oh yes I can!" Rei retorted smacking Usagi on the head before giving a silent nod to the worried scouts as they left the room.

"Rei?" Usagi asked as they walked down the hall.

"Yeah?" Rei answered looking over to her friend as they walked.

I'm never going to see my children's faces am I?" Usagi asked immediately bringing a somber mood over the once lighthearted conversation.

"Uh…I… you never know." Rei stuttered

"Don't lie to me!" Usagi shouted pushing away from Rei

"I'M NEVER GOING TO SEE AGAIN. NOT MY CHILDREN! NOT MY FAMILY! NOT EVEN MY OWN FUCKING FACE! WHAT'S THE DAMN POINT!" Usagi yelled.

"WELL YOU CAN'T JUST GIVE UP." Rei shouted back

"What about us? You can't just leave us because it's too hard you're the glue that holds us together…what would we do without you." Rei finished tears dripping down her face.

"I'm sorry." Usagi apologized,

"I'm sorry Rei. I'm so sorry." Usagi repeated tears falling down her face

"It's ok, it's all going to be ok." Rei said hugging Usagi her own tears still falling down her face.