Ok so I haven't updated in awhile sorry about that. I have decided this fic is going to be rather short only about 5 or so chapters. BUT! That doesn't mean the chapters will be short I might make them longer to make up for the short life of this fic. I can only think of one ending for it and that ending means it will be living a short life. I don't own Sailor Moon. Oh there is some harsh language in this chapter enjoy! ^-^

"It turns out you can get one of those walking canes in pink." Rei said carrying Usagi's new walking stick. It had been a few days in the hospital Usagi had been learning to walk with a cane and she was getting pretty good with it, in the hospital room at least. Usagi turned towards Rei's voice smiling slightly,

"Thanks Rei." Usagi mumbled before looking back down at her hands.

"That's the first time I've seen you smile lately." Usagi's mother commented as Rei put the pink stick down on Usagi's hospital bed.

"Have to try to get on with life right?" Usagi said offering another smile.

"You're right!" Minako interjected trying to lighten the mood.

"Do you know how hard it was to get this?" Rei complained

"Doesn't matter! You're my friend so you have to help me." Usagi quickly replied in her usual upbeat tone putting her hands on her hips.

"Hey!" Rei retorted.

"I'm happy Usagi is coping so well." Her mother whispered to Mamoru as the girls continued to argue loudly.

"I know what you mean I just hope the bruises heal so far that doesn't seem like the case." Mamoru whispered as he watched the girls liven up for the first time in days.

knock knock

"I got it." Setsuna responded getting up from her chair and placing her book onto the table.

"Sorry to intrude but I have some good news." The doctor said entering the room.

"What is it?" Usagi asked seriously

"It looks like we can release you today, I'm sure you'd be more comfortable in your own home."

"That would be wonderful." Usagi responded happily smiling towards the doctor's voice.

"Yeah that means no more hospital food!" Usagi's brother said happily.

"Can I have whatever I want for dinner when we get home?" Usagi asked hope filling her voice.

"Of course you can." Her mother replied quickly

"I can't wait!" Usagi beamed

"Can everyone come over?"

"Uh… I don't know if I can make that much food." Her mother replied looking around the room.

"I'll help!" Makoto quickly spoke up

"I would be happy to help with anything you need." Setsuna replied politely

"Please mom!" Usagi begged as she turned to the direction of her mother's voice.

"Oh fine only because I love you so much." Usagi's mother conceded

" Rei help me up!" Usagi commanded as she clapped her hands

"What am I a butler?" Rei asked helping Usagi up regardless

"Yes as of two seconds ago." Usagi replied lightly looking to her wrist where her watch would be.

"You know I don't even wear a watch." Usagi commented glazing over the topic of her blindness with ease.

"Now butler," Usagi clapped her hands twice," my walking stick."

"Yes master." Rei played along handing her the new pink walking stick. The group slowly made their way from Usagi's room to the car making sure Usagi didn't trip on anything, this being her first time out of the hospital.

Safely making it to their driveway everyone started piling out of their cars and into the house momentarily forgetting Usagi's blindness before they heard a loud thump.

"Fuck that hurt." Usagi burst slowly sitting up rubbing her nose in pain.

"Usagi are you ok?" Ami asked being the closest to Usagi.

"Yeah just tripped on… I don't even know what did I trip on?" Usagi asked frustration in her voice.

"Looks like you tripped on your own feet klutz." Rei said mockingly from the doorframe.

"What did I say about you being able to make fun of me for that?" Usagi shot back

"Sorry can't hear you too busy making fun of you." Rei called entering the house.

"I'm fine Ami I'll be inside in a minute I have to learn to walk on my own don't I?" Usagi reassured slowly rising to her feet pink walking stick in hand.

"Ok but if you need anything just shout."

"Shouldn't be a problem." Usagi said with a wink the bruises around her eyes still as evident as the day she got them. As soon as Ami's footsteps could no longer be heard Usagi fell to her knees tear in her eyes.

" Of course I'm not ok I'm fucking blind." Usagi muttered to herself until her tears subsided.

" It's ok I can do this." Usagi assured herself as she started probing the area with her walking stick stumbling as she hit cracks or ridges between the concrete. After about five minutes Usagi managed to actually get into the house anger or disappointment evident in her face.

"Usagi! Come with me." Minako yelled a soon as she laid eyes on her. Grabbing Usagi by her wrist she tugged her friend up the stairs and into her bedroom before she could protest the only thing keeping her from falling down was her familiarity with her house.

"Jesus Mina what can't see here." Usagi said harshly as Minako finally came to a stop.

"Are you really ok?" She asked all hints of her playful tone gone now replaced only with intense sincerity.

"Of course I am why would you even say that?" Usagi asked clearly rattled by her friend's sudden change in tone.

"Because you're fucking blind how can you be ok with that? I'm not!" Minako shot at Usagi her voice rising

"Well no shit I'm blind! I was there you know and the darkness I get to see everyday is a good enough reminder don't need you telling me too!" Usagi shot back a mixture of emotions evident in her voice.

"Usagi… I didn't know –"

"No! You didn't know! None of you get it I'm blind and it's going to stay like that there's not going to be a magical cure just falling from the sky this is my life now!" Usagi shot her voice rising in volume

"I'll never be able to see the face of anyone I love ever again." Usagi dropped to her knees tears filling her eyes.

"I can't even get dressed by myself anymore." Usagi whispered voice breaking as her tears spilled down her face. Minako dropped to her knees and wrapped her arms around Usagi her own tears falling down her face.

"I'm here for you." Minako choked out as she started rubbing circle on her back trying to comfort her in some way.

"When you feel like you can't handle something you come to me I'll listen to you. I'll always listen." Minako whispered as she continued to hug Usagi.

"Ok mina I'll come to you." Usagi complied calming down somewhat.

"More like you'll come to me right." Usagi tried to joke chuckling through her tears.

"You know I was thinking of the exact same joke." Minako said wiping her tears away.

"Great minds think alike." Usagi said wiping at her own tears.

"Now let's go find out how the food is doing shall we?" Minako asked grabbing Usagi's walking stick and putting it in her hand.

"Yeah let's." Usagi managed. Though her mind was still polluted with despairing thoughts, that she never could really get away from they always came back when you least expect it to, the idea of having someone to talk to actually lightened Usagi's mood, the first real time she'd felt even remotely better since she lost her sight.