About a day or two have passed and Cersei didn't even bother to leave her room. She spent those two days thinking about past events and really past events and how it will somehow affect her future. Cersei stared out of her window, her fingers fiddled with the necklace around her neck as she couldn't help but sigh constantly about the things she has done and seen that has brought her to be the person that she is today, right now.
She remembers the day she went deep into the woods and visited a prophet or a witch, as she still likes to call her. The prophet told her many, many things about her future and most of those things she was told came true. Cersei became queen but her king was killed, not by anyone else but a beast, an animal. Her children, all of them have died and she couldn't really do nothing but grieve and sob over their deaths. Her first born, her beloved Joffery was poisoned on his wedding day while her daughter, Marcella, till this day, she doesn't know if her death was meant for a message to be sent towards her or what the reason behind her death was exactly.
But the most recent death, her other son, Tommen, struck her the most because now that all of her children were dead, she realized that the prophet was right about everything else, as well. Her day was coming but she didn't really know when. Cersei couldn't help but to think about what was really going to happen to her or anybody else that she truly loved.
Her recent thoughts were taken back from her as a knock came upon her door. She didn't really want to see anyone or talk to anyone. Cersei just really wanted to be left alone for one more moment as she felt a little bit of regret come over her. Another knock or two later, Cersei turned heel and slowly made a walk towards her door, opening it slightly as behind it revealed Jaime, her darling brother, lover and father of all three of her children. She gazed into his eyes as Jaime knew that there was something off about her right now.
Jaime parted his lips to speak but the look upon Cersei's face really concerned him. "Are you okay?" Jaime asked as Cersei sighed and lowered her head in a saddened motion. She didn't really know how to answer his question because she really wasn't okay. It took a moment to answer Jaime's question but indeed, she had no choice but to answer. "I am fine, Jaime. Thanks for asking. What is it that you want?" Cersei replied and questioned towards her brother with a raised brow out of curiosity.
"You haven't left your room in days. People are really worried about our Queen." Jaime said as Cersei scoffed with an eye roll and chuckled slightly to herself. "The people are worried or are you worried?" Cersei retorted as she even give Jaime a chance to answer before she continued. "Keep yourself contained, Jaime. Your feelings or anyone else's does not matter to me anymore." With those words said, she closed her door right in Jaime's face and pressed her back against it.
A breath of relief came over her as she remarked her own words that played inside of her head. Cersei didn't bother to take any of her words back as no one else's feelings but hers mattered to her. She has already lost everything that was important to her, with the exception of her brother, and now, nothing else really mattered but her ruling The Seven Kingdoms and her brother building the army for war. She could feel it within her bones that a war was near but not a war for the kingdoms but a war for her crown.
Cersei couldn't help but feel that every single thing she has done within her life was finally coming to back to her, for her own good. She went back to stare out at the ocean that connected to King's Landing and just knew that something was out there. But what or who could it be? Someone was coming for her crown and she needed to think and fast of a strategic way to stop them before it was too late.