Disclaimer I don't own Star Wars. Do we really have to go over this? I do own Kelsey so that is something at least.

Chapter 17

Kelsey

Staring out at the window from the cockpit in the Falcon, I watched Luke and Han talk to one of the personnel on the landing dock. We landed on the planet Lothal to get the other supplies that was lost from Felucia.

Though it was only days since we left, it felt more than that.

I felt exhausted but throughout the trip here, I couldn't sleep no matter how hard I tried. At least I had Luke to keep me company for a bit. I'll admit, I was nervous when we first landed here and I didn't want none of them to go off the ship. Though Luke and Han assured me nothing would happen, I couldn't risk leaving the ship.

So this is where we are now.

Chewie growled at me as I snapped out of my thoughts.

"No it's nothing," I said.

Chewie growled again at me. He gave me a side hug and I couldn't help but feel a bit better after that.

"Trust me it's not," I replied with a small smile.

I continued to stare out at the scene in front of me. I saw Luke staring up towards my direction and gave me a soft, assuring smile. I returned one as well as I continued to observe them.

Oh kriff only I would feel something funny inside me whenever Luke looked in my direction.

Focus Kelsey.

I excused myself as I left Chewie alone in the cockpit. I headed back up into the main hold and sat on the makeshift bed. I let out a long breath as I sat there collecting my thoughts.

Within the past few days, I felt a bit overwhelmed. Whether it was the mission, getting used to being part of the Alliance, or Luke I wasn't sure.

Oh Luke Skywalker.

I suddenly missed him when he stepped off the Falcon. A part of me didn't want him to go, but I knew he had to do the mission. I enjoy his presence when he's around. I knew that I owe him my life for what happened back on Rishi. If it wasn't for him or Han and Chewie, I'd be dead.

I mean we did get close a bit and I know he's the Commander but he is handsome, kind, smart, protective.

Oh my kriff.

I'm falling for Luke.

Hard.

Well damn.

I didn't know how I feel about that. Sure I've met guys throughout my journey in the galaxy but having feelings for someone was something I've never experienced before. I wouldn't even know what to do. But right now, I know there's a lot we're dealing with now but at this time, I would figure it out sometime.

I got up from my spot and decided to head back into the cockpit when something caught my eye. I knelt down on the ground and picked up the object.

It was an old piece of cloth with dried blood on it.

Where did this come from?

"We're back!" Han's voice boomed into the hold; making me hit my head on the table.

"Thanks Han for that," I grumbled getting up from my spot.

"Sorry," he said.

I rolled my eyes as I put the object in my pocket. I looked over at the guys and as Luke headed into the cockpit, I was alone in the main hold. I sat down by the table as I was still confused on how I'm starting to remember what happened to me when I was on Rishi.

I could only hope that this craziness is over for now.

-LINE BREAK-

The sight of Hoth was something I've been looking forward too since we left. I know. I can hardly believe it myself.

Han piloted the ship slowly on to the planet and outside of the hangar. I got up from my spot in the cockpit as we unloaded the crates of the missing supplies and loaded them off the Falcon. The cold air hit me as I walked off the ship. I saw the crewmen taking our supplies and headed back into Echo Base.

One thing I definitely forgot was a jacket.

I rubbed my arms as I started to head inside but was stopped when a jacket was placed on my shoulders. I looked up and saw Luke out of his.

"I'll be fine," he said.

Oh his Jedi mind trick thingy.

"Thanks," I said, as he led me inside where Han, Leia and Chewie waited.

"We heard," Leia said. "Are you all okay?"

"Um, it's been an adventure but we're alive," I replied.

"Good. Though it does make us worried about when the Empire will strike next," Leia said.

"You don't suppose they're trying to track us?" I asked.

"Why say that?" Han asked.

"How on earth did they find us on Felucia then?" I asked, staring at the group. "I mean there might have to be some way."

"I don't know but I think we would have to create a plan should we get invaded," Leia said. "For now we do need to step up patrol until we get those sensors put out."

"Agree," Luke said.

"In the meantime, you can debrief about the mission more tomorrow. Get some rest, the four of you," Leia said.

Though we all went separate ways, I couldn't wait to go in my room and shower. Also the fact I couldn't wait to get back to work on the ship.

I just hope that things would get back to semi-normal.

-LINE BREAK-

The hot water was hitting my body as I was in the shower. I needed to clean up the sweat and dirt. I leaned against the wall after I rinsed the conditioner out of my hair. Mentally and emotionally I was exhausted.

I turned off the water and stepped out of the shower. I grabbed the robe nearby and wrapped myself up as I dried my hair. I wiped the steam off the mirror and saw myself. I looked like I haven't slept in days as the dark circles underneath.

I reached over for my pair of sleeping pants and a tank top. As I was putting them on, I started to get dressed when I stopped short. I had been putting on my pants when I saw something on the middle of my right arm.

"What the hell?" I said to myself.

Holding up my arm into the light, I squinted as I saw marks on my arm. They looked like they were poked by something sharp. I continued to stare at them closer and they looked like needle marks.

I stared at the mirror in confusion until a flashback hit me so hard, I wasn't sure if I could turn my back on this one.

Flashback

I screamed out in pain as I leaned back on the chair. I was catching my breath as I glared at the admiral and commander in front of me. I still felt the pain in my arm as they took the needle out.

"Now then, are you ready to talk?" The Admiral sneered.

I fought against the strains that were tied at my wrists. This wasn't happening. Was this their sick way of getting information out of me.

"I would rather stab my eyes out than to tell you idiots anything," I snapped.

I felt my right cheek sting as I looked up at him.

"Go to hell," I said through gritted teeth.

The admiral looked less than thrilled. I wanted out. I didn't care what they think or what. They couldn't get anything out of me because there was nothing to give. Not that it was any of their concern.

"Up the dosage," he commanded. "She's going have to talk eventually."

"No, no," I cried out, struggling to get free.

No matter how hard I fought, there was no escaping the sharp pain in my arm as I cried out.

End of flashback

The glass dropped near my feet, glass shattering everywhere.

I took a few steps back in horror as everything came back.

No, no, no.

I took a few deep breaths as I continued to stare at my arm.

"Oh my kriff," I said, in a shaky voice as I felt tears threatening to fall down my face.

How could I not notice them before? How stupid could I ?

I put my shirt back on and left the bathroom. I slipped on my boots and quickly left my room.

I didn't know where I was heading but something was telling me to go talk to someone. I stopped in front of a door. With nervousness in my body, I knocked on the door lightly a few times. I waited for a few minutes which felt like eternity until the door opened up.

"Hi. I know it's late but I need to talk to someone. I just didn't know who else to turn to."

A/n Any guesses on who's on the other side of the door? The answer may just surprise you. Don't worry I think you may like the answer to that one.

We got a few more chapters to go! While I'm sad to see this as an end I'm excited for new beginnings.

Which speaking of, I got some story news to share so here we go

TFA- It'll make it's debut in early/middle of May since I started writing the first chapter sort of recently.

Secret Story-will make it's debut next week! You will find out when I post who/what this story is about! I feel that it's ready and just a huge thank you for your support, here's a bit of a teaser for you guys just to hold you over until next week

Ever had someone you thought was dead but they somehow came back to life? That's what I'm currently dealing with now. I thought he was dead after all these years but with him wanting my blood after what happened years before, I'm not sure how to beat him once and for all?

I know a week will be forever but it'll be here before you know it ;-). I'm a bit (but really definitely) nervous for this one. I don't know why but it's one of those feelings you know?

Thank you so much for your support this journey! I appreciate every single one of you!

Until next week,
Spike