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Chapter 19

Kelsey

I heaved a sigh as I climbed out from the cockpit down to the floor. My jacket, tossed by my tools long ago as I was only in my pajamas bottoms and shirt from last night. The fact that I was still awake after drinking so much coffee is beyond me.

The crewmen had opened up the doors a few minutes ago and the buzz would be coming around soon.

Honestly, I didn't know how I'm still awake after working all night.

But no one needs to know that right?

I looked ahead and I saw some pilots and mechanics out and about. I wiped some grease on to a cloth that was nearby as I sat down. I was catching my breath as I took a sip of water.

A few familiar growls got my attention as I looked up to see the familiar Wookiee and my brother standing over me.

"Morning," I said, getting up slowly from my spot.

"You're up early," Han said in a suspicous tone.

Chewie growled at Han as I stared warily at them, not knowing what these two have up their sleeves.

"Not exactly," I replied. "I couldn't get any sleep."

"So you came here to fix the ship last night?"

"Umm, pretty much," I replied. "It's not that big of a deal anyway."

"Kels..."

"What? I'm fine," I said.

Chewie let out a moan as I placed my tools in my jacket. I know they mean well but sometimes it can be a bit overwhelming at times.

"I know but...you should rest and the fact that you've been up all night..."

"Look Han, while I know you're concerned, I'm fine. I'll sleep when I want to and I'm not super tired," I said in an irritated tone.

Han raised his hands in defeat. I took one look at him and sighed heavily tossing a screwdriver aside.

"I'm sorry," I said. "I didn't mean to be such a jerk."

"No I didn't mean to be so pushy. We've all been a bit on edge lately," he said.

"Yeah and not only that, last night I remembered..."

"Remembered what?" he asked.

"The time I got drugged," I replied, looking down at the ground.

"Oh damn Kels. I'm sorry."

I shook my head at him as I looked up at his worried face. Chewie let out a mournful growl as I crossed my arms over my chest.

"Don't be. I mean I know there wasn't anything you all could've done but it's going to take time to deal with all of it despite remembering it all now," I said.

"But still, I wish I could've done more. You know if I would've had my chance, I would've shot the bastards who did that to you," he said.

"Yep and even with the mission; though I'll admit," I said, looking up at him. "It did felt like old times though."

"It did," Han said with a smile. "Get back to work sis and get some rest in between huh?"

"Yes Captain," I said, saluting at Han who rolled his eyes. Chewie gave me a bear hug as I returned it.

I got back to work for a while after they left with a small grin on my face.

-LINE BREAK-

After eating some fruit from the dining hall, I had decided to head back into my room to change again and wash up a bit before getting back to work. When I was done with all of that, I'd changed into a white long sleeved shirt with white pants and snow boots. My hair was up in a high ponytail as I didn't bother trying to make my hair perfect.

It's not like I was going anywhere special to begin with.

Though I would probably regret it later on, I wanted to finish off the ship since I had been almost done working on it.

I just hope the ship would run smooth after all the work I was putting in.

As I was heading back, I stopped in front of the same training room as I did before. I slowly walked up and saw that Luke was training again. Only this time, he was just shirtless and wearing tan pants.

Oh my damn.

Whoa Kelsey, take it down a notch there.

I leaned against the door and studied his movements as I watched him. The way he was moving around practicing he made it look simple. If that was me, I would've either dropped the saber or hit someone by accident.

"Wow that's good," I said. Luke looked up in surprise and shocked to see me.

"Kelsey, I didn't..."

"Yeah I'm sorry I couldn't help but watch you. Wow that sounded creepy," I said. "I'll be on my way..."

"Don't go. Please," he said, throwing a shirt on.

I warily looked at him as I slowly came into the room. His saber was off as he placed it on one of the tables nearby.

"How are you? I didn't get a chance to see you after the mission," Luke said.

"Um honestly, I could be better," I replied hestiantly.

Should I tell him?

"What's wrong?"

I looked away just staring at a random spot on the wall as I bit my lower lip nervously. Guess it's now or never right?

"Never mind I don't want to be a burden about it," I said.

"Kelsey," Luke said softly, taking my hand. "You're simply not a burden on any of us; especially me."

I stared at his eyes as I felt myself calming down. Something about being around him makes things right. Even then, I was still a bit scared to even tell him what was going on with me.

Like I know what reaction I'll get.

Pity? Anger? Sadness?

I'll never know until I explain right?

"I um, found out how I got drugged, back on Rishi late last night, and then everything came back and between that and the mission, I'm afraid that I would bring more trouble here than ever. Even on Felucia, I did something so stupid that could've cost my life I know but I didn't have a choice," I said. "I- I..."

"Here," he said softly, drawing me into his arms and holding me. I stood there for a second before I returned the hug.

"Kelsey, I'm not going to lie, I was scared on the mission too for you," he said.

This got my attention.

"Even when you went to get that last crate, I was scared and to hear you scream, gods Kels," Luke said, still holding me.

"Well, I'll admit jumping off that cliff wasn't too smart," I mumbled. I could hear his light chuckle as I said that which made me smirk a little.

"It wasn't and seeing you do that, I almost lost it," Luke said.

I pulled away from him slightly. "How did you know where I was?" I asked.

"I felt you. I just...I thought in that moment when I saw you jump, my heart stopped and I thought right then and there; we were going to loose you," he said.

Luke studied me as I did the same. He wouldn't let go and I wouldn't either. He pushed a piece of my hair out of my face as I felt his soft touch me. I couldn't help but sigh in content as he did that. It's like I wanted to kiss him right there.

Oh kriff I need to get a grip right now.

"You need rest," he said.

"What?"

"Did you sleep at all?" he asked.

"I um, no?"

"Kelsey..."

"I will it's just later on I'll sleep, promise," I said.

Luke looked like he wanted to convince me to get rest but dropped it for now. Though we weren't apart, I was still holding on to him.

"Just remember, you always got me, Leia and Han. We're not going anywhere and neither are you," Luke said. "You will always be safe here."

"I will," I said.

"You know, Leia was right about one thing," Luke said, as we pulled away.

"What's that?"

"Brave. That's what you are and so much more," he replied.

I couldn't help but grin at that. Even if I had no idea what how much more I was, I knew that I would be okay.

And I also knew right then and there, things would be fine.

As for this love thing, it's something that I was going figure it out in time but even then, maybe falling for Luke wasn't going to be a bad thing.

Not a bad thing at all.

A/n Oh how I'm such a tease lmao. But I don't know where I went with this chapter but I did and I hope it was worth it.

Next chapter is the final chapter! While I'm sad, I'm glad that I can share more stories with you guys for weeks to come!

Next week is Star Wars Celebration! For those that are going while I'm jealous, have fun! I wish I could go but I'm broke as hell and I don't know about you, but I seriously can't wait for The Last Jedi trailer! I seriously want that like now. I'm just not emotionally prepared for it XP

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