Chapter 4

Edward sat on the bed and watched me not saying anything. I walked over and joined him.

"Edward?" he looked up now. "Were you going to say something?"

"Yes Bella, Im sorry where was I"

"You asked if i remembered when you asked me to marry you"

"yes i remember now. Bella i was thinking, about that nigh and how you said no" He looked so sad. I hated that look. " and well i was wondering if you had changed your mind?"

"Well actually I was thinking about that too. I had only said no because of how Renee and Charlie's marrage ended so soon. I didn't want that for us Edward."

"So your answer will still be no?" he said as he pulled his hand down from his pocket.

"well i'm not sure, I dont think that it would be the same for us anymore. We have been together for some time now and i look you. Thats something they didn't have. They were never in love!" his eyes were bright again he liked that i was undesided better than that i was saying no.

"So if i were to ask you again your answer would not be no?" he asked jokingly

"Well it wouldn't be no your right, but im not sure if it would be a yes either." we went on like this for another 5 mins till Edward changed the subject.

"You should really get to bed, you want to be rested for tomorrow. I still have lots planned before the change." more planned i thought.

"Isn't Carlise doing it in the morning?"

"No" he watched my eyes waiting for my reaction. My face must have fell because Edward reached over and touched my cheek. " I thought as the sun sets tomorrow." When the SUN SETS, now he laughed at the expresstion on my face. "I would take you to a quite spot in the mountains and i would do it than." wow that was a great plan. We would get to go for a beautiful walk/hike and than watch the sun set and than he would change me.

He would change me! " Your going to change me?" He seemed amused. Had i missed something? Had they already desided this with out telling me?

"Yes Bella of course i am." Wait was this a good idea. What about my blood? What if he could not stop him self?

"Edward? Are you sure this is the right idea? What if you can't stop, i thought this was what i wanted but maybe not, maybe Carlise should do this?"

"Bella!, Stop worrying. Calm down and sleep." he said leaning over to kiss me. "I love you, Good night" he must have to hunt tonight in order to keep me safe. So i just let him go for the night i would see him in the morning.