Chapter 6-Girl Meets Confessions
My eyes slowly flutter open as the sun peers through my curtains lighting up the entire room, I cuddle into Josh more as his arm wraps tighter around me an he plants a soft kiss on my forehead as I let out a happy sigh. We stay like this for a few minutes my eyes closed with my head on his chest as his hand runs up and down my waist as he occasionally presses a kiss to my forehead sweetly.
"Good morning beautiful, did you sleep well?" Josh asks as I open my eyes and he leans down to kiss me softly making me smile.
"Morning handsome, yeah I did you're really comfy" I say and he chuckles, I sit up crossing my legs and take my hair out of its ponytail running my hand through my hair and Josh stays lied down with his arms behind his head as he watches me and I give him a small smile.
"God you're so beautiful" Josh says looking up at me.
"You tell me that a lot Josh" I giggle blushing and looking down biting my lip.
"Because you get more beautiful every day" Josh says as I smile, I love when he calls me beautiful or gorgeous.
"You know what I'm gonna hate the most about being pregnant...I'll get fat" I say and he chuckles "It's not funny Josh" I whine.
"Maya...it's not going to be fat it's a baby there's a different" Josh says.
"I'll look like a watermelon" I say "Kind of hard to be sexy when you're a watermelon" I tell him and he sits up and cups my cheek kissing me.
"Maya you're beautiful and sexy, you always will be even when you do start to get a bump" Josh says.
"Thanks Josh...but it still bothers me" I say and he chuckles "I'm hungry" I say.
"I'll go make us some breakfast" Josh says getting up and I stare at his six pack "See something you like?" Josh asks smirking.
"I've seen better" I smirk to tease him, he leans down placing his hands at the side of me and brushes his lips against mine teasing me "You're such a tease" I whisper and he smirks "You do have a really hot body" I smirk running my hand down his chest biting my lip and he kisses me hard making me moan.
"Maybe we should skip breakfast" Josh says.
"No go make breakfast and make a lot" I say and he looks at me "I'm hungry and I'm eating for two I ate two tubs of ice cream the other day" I say and he chuckles.
"No problem babe" Josh says kissing my cheek before walking into the kitchen to make breakfast, I head to my wardrobe and get changed into a pair of black ripped skinny jeans, a black crop top, a brown leather jacket and a pair of black heels. My hair is straight and I have on black mascara, black eyeliner, my eyebrows, nude matte lipstick, concealer, bronzer and highlighter. Finishing off with a pair of big golden hoop earrings, my golden necklace with my name on, my silver princess pandora ring and a couple of bracelets. Walking into the kitchen I see Josh making breakfast for us and I take over cooking whilst he goes to get changed since he was only in his boxers. Honestly I was so nervous for my parents to come home today, they'll kill me when they find out and then kill Josh, I feel Josh wrap his arms around my waist resting his hands on my stomach and he places a soft kiss on my neck "What you thinking about?" Josh asks continuing to kiss my neck.
"I'm just scared for when I tell my parents" I say turning my head a little to look at him "It kind of just hit me that they're coming home today because I was happy to have you back" I say turning around fully wrapping my arms around his neck and he leans down to kiss me "What if they hate me Josh?" I ask.
"Maya they're your parents, and your mom went through the same thing she'll understand" Josh says...I hope so. We continue to make breakfast before we sit down and eat it together on the couch whilst watching TV. After breakfast Josh heads back to his apartment to change since he didn't have any clothes here, after he left I sit at the table and sketch in my sketchbook because it always calms me down and I haven't since I found out I was pregnant and even though I am pregnant I still want to be normal.
Ding Ding! Ding Ding! Ding Ding!
From: Honey xxx
Message: Morning! When do your parents get back? xxx
To: Honey xxx
Message: Soon I think, I hope it's all ok...oh and Josh came over last night, we talked things out and we're good now and still together xxx
From: Honey xxx
Message: That's great! Tell him if he does that again I'll kill him! And the baby? What did he say? xxx
To: Honey xxx
Message: He said he was here for both me and the baby and we talked about what we wanted to do and we both want to keep the baby xxx
From: Honey xxx
Message: Yay! I'll be an aunt! Or a cousin? Or? I'm confused xxx
"Maya sweetie we're home!" Mom says as her and Shawn walk through the front door...crap!
To: Honey xxx
Message: Parents are back wish me luck xxx
"Hey how was the trip upstate?" I ask them as they walk over and my mom kisses my head.
"It was good, we went hiking" Mom smiles.
"By hiking she means she walked for ten minutes and made me carry her the rest of the way" Shawn says and I chuckle "How was everything here?" Shawn asks as he goes to make coffee.
"Yeah Topanga texted me and told me that you had something to tell us when we got back" Mom says...she probably thought I'd chicken out I don't blame her.
"Um yeah I do can you guys sit down?" I say and my mom sits next to me and Shawn across from me "Um well, before I tell you I just need you not to freak out or to shout at me, I've had a hard time dealing and I just really need you to support me" I say.
"Maya what's wrong?" Shawn asks.
"You remember the night of the party?" I ask them and they nod "Well Riley left early with Lucas and that's when I met up with Josh, but um I didn't crash at Riley's place that" I tell them.
"Where did you stay?" Mom asks worried.
"Well Josh and I went back to his place to catch up and the truth is Josh and I got together that night and I stayed the night at his place" I say.
"So you stayed over, ok yes you broke the rules but..." Mom begins.
"Mom...we didn't sleep" I tell her and her eyes widen and so do Shawn's.
"Oh he's a dead man" Shawn says "He slept with a seventeen year old who is three years younger than him he's dead!" Shawn says.
"Shawn...ok first of all it wasn't like I didn't agree to it because I did because it's what I wanted and second we're old enough to make our own decisions" I say.
"She's right Shawn, she's seventeen and you have to accept that things like this happen because she's a teenager with hormones" Mom says and I nod.
"I'll accept it but I don't like it and the next time I see Josh he's dead" Shawn says "So that's what you wanted to tell us?" He asks.
"No actually there's more and this is the part I don't want you to get mad about, I found out a few days ago that..." I choke out and my mom rubs my back.
"Sweetie you can tell us" Mom says rubbing my back.
"I'm pregnant" I say and Shawn chokes on his coffee he was drinking.
"Please tell me you're joking?" Shawn asks and I shake my head "Maya how could you be so irresponsible?" Shawn asks.
"How could Josh be so irresponsible he's older he should know better" Mom says "Maya I'm very disappointed in you, I thought you would have learned from my mistakes obviously not" Mom says.
"It's not like I asked for this to happen, it was an accident and I'm sorry but I thought you would be supportive and help me through it especially you mom you should know what I'm going through" I say tears running down my face "I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment to you both" I say wiping my eyes before I walk out of the apartment. How could they do this to me? I know they'll look for me at the Matthews so instead I just go to Josh's I really need him right now. It doesn't take me long and I look like a mess considering I've been crying so my eyes are black from crying and have watermarks on my face. I knock on the door and a few seconds later Andrew answers it.
"Is Josh here?" I ask Andrew.
"Yeah come in" Andrew says letting me in "Josh!" Andrew shouts "Josh told me what happened I'm sorry Maya" Andrew says and a give a small smile.
"What? Maya? What's wrong?" Josh asks walking to me when he sees I've been crying, I walk to him and wrap my arms around his neck hugging him and crying and he wraps his arms around my waist "It's ok" Josh whispers kissing my head "I'm here" Josh says as he lets me cry. After a while of crying I finally calmed down and fixed my make-up so I didn't look like a panda, Josh and I are sat on the couch together with me cuddled into his side as I told him what happened.
"Here you go" Andrew says handing me some hot chocolate.
"Thanks Andrew" I say taking it and Josh kisses my head.
"It will be ok Maya" Josh says.
"How Josh?" I ask him looking at him "My parents hate me, we have no idea what we're doing and in case you forgot we're teenagers how are we going to raise a baby?" I tell him.
"Wow de ja vu" Andrew says "But your mom raised you at your age I'm sure you two can do it" Andrew says.
"Look how messed up I turned out" I say "We can't do this Josh" I tell him.
"Maya don't say that of course we can, you knew keeping the baby would be hard we both knew that" Josh says.
Knock Knock!
Andrew walks to the door opening it and Andrew looks at us before moving out of the way and Shawn and my mom walk inside, I sigh before linking my arm through Josh's and resting my head on his shoulder as he kisses my head.
"Um I'm gonna head out and give you guys some time to talk" Andrew says "I'll be back later" Andrew says to Josh who nods and Andrew leaves.
"If you're here to shout at me don't bother" I tell them.
"Maya we're sorry for what we said especially me that was horrible to say and of course you're not a disappointment, you could never disappoint me you're my daughter" Mom says.
"We were just in shock" Shawn says "And you...I'll deal with you later" Shawn says referring to Josh.
"It's been hard for me and you saying that made it worse" I say.
"Come here sweetheart" Mom says sitting next to me an wrapping me in a hug "We're sorry and I do understand what you're going through I went through the same thing when I was your age and I was just hoping that what happened to me wouldn't happen to you" Mom says.
"I wasn't planning it either" I say and she chuckles.
"Maya we love you no matter what and we're sorry for freaking out, it's just natural" Shawn says.
"Yeah my parents freaked out" Mom says.
"Mom you don't talk to your parents" I tell her.
"Exactly" Mom says and my eyes widen "I'm not my mom though, and I am glad to be a grandmother" Mom smiles and I chuckle.
"I'm surprised you haven't tried to kill me yet Shawn" Josh says.
"No because I know Amy will want to do that" Shawn says.
"Yeah you're not wrong there she is scary" Josh says and Shawn agrees.
"But I do want to talk to you" Shawn says looking at Josh "Alone" Shawn says looking at me.
"No Shawn, earlier you wanted him dead" I say before wrapping my arms around Josh cuddling his side and he wraps his arms around me and kisses my head.
"Can you blame me? He slept with my daughter and got her pregnant, that's a natural reaction when you find that out" Shawn says and I roll my eyes "And I won't kill him" Shawn says.
"Maya I'll be fine" Josh says and I look at him.
"Fine but it's your funeral...I'll say something nice at your funeral" I say and he rolls his eyes.
"Let's leave these two to talk and we can go over to the Matthews" Mom says, I nod before kissing Josh goodbye.
"Don't you dare hurt him" I warn Shawn before mom and I walk out "Do you think I'll still have an alive boyfriend after this?" I ask mom as we walk out of the building.
"Not a chance honey" Mom chuckles great!
"I really am sorry mom" I say to her.
"I know you are and we don't mean for these things to happen but trust me I know things may seem stressful right now and confusing but I promise you, you'll never regret having the baby I never did" Mom says and I smile "And I know Josh will be there for you if your father doesn't kill him anyway, Josh is a good boy and accidents do happen" Mom says and I smile hugging her before we go to the Matthews.
After Maya and Katy leave I stand up and I know Shawn is going to chew me out, I've known Shawn forever and he probably hates me right now.
"How stupid are you Josh? She's seventeen! Look I get it you both have feelings but you could have at least been more careful considering you both know that condoms don't always work" Shawn says.
"Shawn I know, we were irresponsible and if I could change that I would but I can't do now, what I can do though is be there for Maya and that baby" I assure Shawn.
"I get it Josh things like this happen I mean when I was dating Angela she had a pregnancy scare and somethings you just can't control" Shawn sits down and I sit with him "Look I'm glad it's you and not some random dickhead at her school because that would have pissed me off more if possible, and plus this way if you hurt her in anyway I know where you live, where all your siblings live and where your parents live so you can't hide from me" Shawn says.
"Is that your nice of telling me I hurt her and you'll rip me to shreds?" I ask and he nods "Trust me Shawn I won't hurt her, I was raised better than that" I say.
"I know and that's why it's so hard to hate you right now" Shawn says and I laugh "This will be hard work and Maya she still has her whole life and so do you, so as well as going to college you need to make sure Maya doesn't give up things she wanted to do with her life" Shawn says.
"Yeah I know I won't, but I'll take care of her Shawn I promise" I say and he pats my back "My mom's gonna shoot me isn't she?" I ask.
"Oh yeah you're screwed" Shawn laughs oh great, "We should head to Cory's before Maya thinks I actually killed you" Shawn says "And then she kills me" Shawn says "Oh and a little warning, I was around when Topanga was pregnant with Riley and Cory will tell you the same thing, pregnant woman do not mess with them, they're moody, emotional and can rip your head off if you say the wrong thing and we already know how scary Maya can be so her being pregnant is adding another layer of scary" Shawn says.
"Good to know" I tell him and we head to the Matthews apartment. Walking inside I see Cory, Topanga and Katy.
"Why is he still alive? You were supposed to kill him" Cory says.
"Cory!" I say "Some brother" I say as we walk over to them.
"I'm leaving his death to your mother" Shawn says.
"Good idea she's scary" Cory says and I agree "You here now" Cory says motioning me over to the corridor of their apartment.
"Cory I know your disappointed in me" I sigh.
"Yeah I am I thought you knew better Josh" Cory says and I sigh great my own brother is disappointed in me "But I'm glad you stayed for her and I'll be here for you, you are my brother" He says and we hug "There in Riley's room and oh yeah by the way I told mom!" He says and runs into the living room dude! I make my way to Riley's room and knock.
"Come in Uncle Josh!" Riley says and I walk inside seeing them sat at the bay window.
"I see Shawn didn't kill you then" Maya says as I walk over sitting next to her wrapping my arm around her and I kiss her as she smiles.
"No he's leaving that privilege to my mom" I chuckle "She's so going to kill me" I say.
"Have you told her?" Riley asks.
"No Cory did" I say "He just told me then and ran off some brother he is" I say.
"Hey...my mom booked me a doctors appointment for tomorrow can you come with?" Maya asks me looking at me with her gorgeous blue eyes.
"Of course" I say and lean down to kiss her.
"Aw" Riley says making us pull back "Oh I ruined the moment sorry" Riley says and we chuckle "So I have some great baby names" Riley says and Maya groans.
"She's been doing this since I got here...not happening lets go" Maya says grabbing my hand as we walk out.
"THEY'RE GOOD!" Riley shouts as we walk off laughing.