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then play the song To All Of You by Syd Matters.
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BPOV
I looked at how dirty everyone was, Alice even had Shane's blood on her. We had lost so much but we were so strong I just knew it. Our life in Morganville was short and sweet; it seemed so perfect for us because we never had to hide-I thought about Shane, my 'big brother'. I wondered if he was happy with his life, if he thought his life decisions were valued or if he mattered to anyone. Claire was so smart, I felt bad that she never got to share her gift fully with the world. Everyone needed a bit of cheerful Eve-she reminded me so much of Alice it actually hurt to look at Alice and not think of Eve. I could've listened to Michael's voice all day, he reminded me of Carlisle with his calm demeanour and loving nature. "I'm sorry I didn't save them" Jasper said not looking me directly in the eyes-how could he think this was his fault? He was one of the ones that took action when the rest of us were panicked.
"Jasper! Don't for a second blame yourself because you tried so hard...you really did" I said as we neared the wreckage on the road. No humans we around yet and no one had seen the after math of our loss. "Can we go back to the meadow for a while?" I asked feeling uncomfortable looking at what once was good memories...
"Yeah, can we Em? I don't like it here" Rosalie said as her eyebrows furrowed together; Emmett hugged her close and nodded slightly. We walked through the forest, we could've ran but it felt wrong, it felt like it would be rude. Sometimes you need to walk and not run. The meadow looked even more beautiful during the day, the sun gleamed down on the vast green meadow, the sky was a clear blue and Bee's buzzed along with busy dragon flies.
"I-I didn't think about how much I would miss them" Edward stuttered slightly as he sat with his knees pulled up to his chest, "Eve wanted me to play the piano for her and I wasn't even busy...I just couldn't be bothered. And now I cant, I should've got to know her more, ask her why she wanted to hear a dick like me play for her!" Edward growled slightly at himself and Alice hugged him tightly.
EDPOV
I was angry at myself. It was a weird feeling when I saw the van go off the cliff and the piece of metal that I was holding-the only thing that was keeping them alive-broke. It felt like I was letting them down, I saw Eve's face before it fell and she looked so hopeful, like she wanted me to go get her and tell her everything was okay. She felt like a little sister-of course if Alice had fell down there with them I would've jumped and died too. Then I remembered Eve's request.
*Flashback*
I was sat in Carlisle's study looking through his books, I missed him more than I let people know. Carlisle was a very special person to me, the only person who deserved to be called my dad. I picked up one book that had Bella's initials on it; I opened it and inside with beautiful handwriting it said on the first page, 'to dad, I remember you telling me you liked this book, add it to your collection. Love Bella'. I smiled at how well they knew each other and now he was just gone.
"Hi!" Eve's bubbly voice startled me and I closed the book, "what? You into book porn now?" she laughed at my reaction and I joined in, "Alice said I could find you up here" Eve began nervously.
"What can I do for you?" I tried to ease her nerves as I delved into her thoughts, they were mostly her running scenarios of what I would say through her head.
"Could you play the piano for me sometimes, just us? Not anything romantic I just wanna know you better!" Eve babbled and I laughed-but I was still missing Carlisle so I said yes knowing I would never get round to it...it'd be fine after all she wasn't going anywhere.
*End Flashback*
RPOV
I felt as if I had failed, badly. I couldn't protect the ones I love, how the hell would I protect the rest of my family? I looked at my poor broken Emmett, my reason for existing...If I lost him that would be game over for Rosalie Hale. We sat for hours in the meadow and talked, recalled memories, tried to feel better.
"Claire was so smart" I said remembering how quick whited she was, like Shane, "she should've gone to university and got a job and had kids..." I trailed off unhappily.
"I would say that she got most of what she wanted, Shane for instance" Alice smiled softly looking up at the sky.
"yeah, they were so perfect!" I smiled now but still felt the gnawing hole in my chest, "this is gonna hurt for a long time, isn't it?" I realised as I just began to notice how much I fucking missed them. You can be with someone, be in the same situation where they die and you don't! How unfair is that? If there is a god I wonder if he tries to be cruel or if it comes naturally to him. After another hour we began to walk back to...nothing. We weren't going back to Morganville-we didn't know where the hell we were going. Bella managed to coheres a guy into lending her his truck. We hopped in and Jasper started the engine. I felt the wind against my hands as it caressed its way to my hair, maybe this would be a good thing. Me and Eve used to sing together stupidly and now my melodies were the ones no one hears.
THE END
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