Hello lovelies! I am back and have decide out of the kindness of my heart to bless you with another chapter filled with my whimsical words. Just kidding, I suck at writing and I honestly don't know why any of you are still here... but if you still are here then yay!
This is probably going to be my only post for July, seeing as I shall be wifi-less from mid July to August. I will try to post near the end of August but that depends whether or not I have my shit together. Also, thank you all for reviewing, following and/or favouring! It gives me loads of confidence and helps me to actually want to complete this story.
Well that's enough of chitchat and my boring life. Without further a due here's the new chapter!
I honestly don't know what the hell I'm doing here.
I had a great time with Izzy and Magnus. Honestly it was one of the best times in my life, for once I felt like I fit in, but now standing in front of Izzys house I realize I've made a stupid mistake. I must having been in a drug induced coma when I thought I could do this. There's no way a pregnant chick and a free wheeling bisexual will just be able to waltz right into what I call the primp and pristine lifestyle of the Lightwood family. No way in hell
My breathing rapidly increases and I have to brace my hand on the car door to keep myself up right. My face must be drained of blood as well due to the concerned glances Magnus keeps throwing at me. Izzy doesn't seem to notice though as she skips into her house, arms loaded with heaps of bags filled with makeup, shoes and clothes. Damn that girl must be strong. My legs can't even seem to support my own body weight at the moment.
Magnus glances back to the house, making sure Isabelle has gone inside before placing a reassuring hand on my back and moving it in circles.
"There, there biscuit. Game face on," he says, giving a short laugh. I shake my head, signaling defeat. This make Magnus's face tense like I just told him I dumped a vial of glitter down the drain. His gaze quickly snaps to my stomach and stay their, his eyes gleaming with concern. "Biscuit, is it the baby. If it is we should get you to a hospital rights now. Izzy and the rest of them won't mind if you have to go, what matters is-" he blurts out before I cut him off.
"No, no, no. I'm fine Magnus, just... a bit nervous. Let's just go in, okay?" I whisper yell, before Magnus can starts to worry again. He gives me an un-convinced glance before heading to the trunk and getting our bags. I'd still rather not go in, but I'd rather go in than have Magnus unnecessarily worrying about me.
I give his hand a little squeeze before heading to the front door where Izzy's waving at us. His hand in mine is reassuring, but it doesn't quite fill the hallow feeling in my chest.
At first when entering the Lightwood house I feel nervous and I can tell Magnus does too, by the way he keeps straightening his bow tie. We enter into a large foyer with a massive stair case and crystal chandeliers. Me and Magnus stare, our mouths gaping, but Izzy doesn't seem to notice as she casually struts into a room which I assume is the living room. When we enter we see Jace and Alec on a white couch, each with a controller pointed at the TV, while Simon sits on the ground, watching the TV intensely. They don't even seem to notice we're here until Izzy walks to the TV and hits a button on the Xbox, causing the TV to go black. Making Simon protest.
"Iz! We we're just about to declare a winner."
"We'll you guys we're so busy you didn't notice our guest were hear!" Alec, Jace and Simon all turn toward the entrance were me and Magnus are standing. I give an awkward wave, trying to be casual.
"Comin guys," says Alec, motioning for us to join them on the couch. We sit down and after a few minutes of awkward silence conversations start to take flight. Alec, Jace, Simon and me start talking about our horrific English teacher while Izzy and Magnus talk about Kylie Jenner lip kits.
After a while I have totally forgotten my nerves and our conversations have merged into one, all of us laughing and joking. I do notice Magnus seems comfortable as well, referring to Alec as Alexander, causing him to blush. I also notice a few times Jace looking at me when he thinks I'm not looking. After I start touching my face self consciously, do I have something in my teeth or hair. I use the bathroom once and I find nothing wrong so I shrug it off and go back to the living room.
Once we get dinner (pizza, my favourite) we all change into pj's and set up our beds, me being sandwiched between Magnus, protectively on my left and Jace on my right. After we all turn on Jurassic World and make some snacks Izzy has an idea.
"Guy's I've just had the best idea! Why don't we play... TRUTH OR DARE!" Izzy says, ecstatic. Magnus nods (also clearly excited) while Simon, Alec and Jace let out a groan. I just kinda stay quiet, not wanting to reveal anything about my past which I've only ever told Magnus about. No one seems to notice my non-answer though, due to Jace and Izzy arguing.
"Come on Iz, truth or dare... really? Remember what happened last time we played, nobody would talk to each other for a week."
"Come on Jace...don't be a chicken!" With that Jace stopped all arguments and the other boys stopped as well. Apparently it wasn't worth losing their masculinity over a game.
"Fine," Jace sighs. "One game."
After a few turns we all end up on the ground, sobbing with laughter. We peek through the window to see Simon next door, who was dared by Jace to go to their neighbors house next door and "profess his love" to their neighbour Mrs. Starkweather, but the plan went wrong when heard him talking to her, which leads us to now where is chasing Simon down the street.
He bursts through the door struggling to catch a breath, which only causes us to laugh more. When Simon finally catches his breath he starts laughing to. Soon we all look like a bunch of lunatics laughing on the floor. When we're all out of breath Simon is quick to jump back into the game.
"Clary, truth or dare?" He says, crossing into the room to sit on the couch. I think and have to say truth because theirs no way I would risk doing what Simon did.
"Truth"
"Hmmmmm..." Simon says, scratching his chin when his face lights up with glee. "I got it! Tell us your biggest secret. I know theirs something your hiding Fray." I just give a little laugh, not at all thinking about my answer. Everyone's eyes are glued on me anticipating my answer. I see Magnus looking on edge but for some reason I forget why. My mouth moves before my mind can even fully process the question.
"I'm pregnant."
Ohhhhh! Things are heating up! Please tell me what you thought of this chapter, all feed back helps. :)
My god!I just gave myself a heart attack in the middle of the night. I was awaking thinking and I was like shit, did I save this chapter!? Thankfully I did and all is right in the world... for now. Maniacal laughter, maniacal laughter. Oh yeah, I also have a few thing I forgot to address earlier...
1. YES BITCHES! 70 FOLLOWERS AND LIKE 30 REVIEWS! THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU! (Mini dance party) Maybe too much... nope, seems about the right amount of enthusiasm, but then again that number of followers is more than the number of friends I have. Sigh.
2. Ummm... I forget. Moving on!
3. I had a lot of fun writing this chapter and I hoped you guys liked reading it! Now is the time for any ideas or plot/scene ideas you would like me to write. Right now is ideal because I'll be rethinking things a bit over the summer while I have the free time. I know I want a few things to happen but I can possibly be convinced to rethink or add ideas...
4. Sorry for editing or spelling mistakes, I finished this in a hurry.
Anyway thank everyone for their support, reviews and constructive criticism. Please remember to favourite, follow and review... or not, it's up to you. But if not what the hell are you doing here! Goodbye.
Love ya guys! :)
Annie XOXO
