Ready for some angsty sex? This girl is.

Warning: Lemon; I don't think any trigger warnings are in place, but let me know if there should be!

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When One Betrays

Chapter 6: Desires and Revulsion

***Time-Skip: Day of Naruto's Return***

Jiraiya watched his pupil sleep, raising his eyebrow at the blush that formed and then disappeared to show conflict. This happened about every two weeks. The young man would have emotional cycles run all over his telling face. He wondered what Naruto could be dreaming about that caused such a response, but he was just glad that he wasn't having those horrible nightmares anymore.

They would be returning to the Hidden Leaf today after such a long time away. The blonde had made great progress since they left, both physically and emotionally. He hoped that Naruto wouldn't revert to the depression he had when he returned to the village where Sasuke was gone, and his memories of those terrible nights took place.

Just as the Sage had worried, returning home brought the painful memories he had tried to forget crashing back to the surface. Not that anyone would have ever known; trying to hide his dreams from Jiraiya had helped Naruto perfect his mask.

Naruto had finally made it back to his apartment; it wasn't dirty as he had expected it to be. Konohamaru, Moegi and Udon had graciously come to clean it for him. All his friends had greeted him with warmth and admiration. Knowing he had such a strong support system made his heavy heart feel lighter…. until he reached his bedroom.

He felt goosebumps rise all over his skin. Now that he was back in the accursed room, he was reminded of how many times Itachi had overpowered him, but also that the older Uchiha hadn't truly come back to see him in years. All he had now were the painful memories of being assaulted and his shameful dreams.

***Time-Skip: New Team 7 Goes After Sasuke***

Naruto stood rigid, staring up at his long-lost rival. The boy was even more handsome than he had been before; puberty did right by the young Uchiha. He gulped at the sight. All these years later and Sasuke could still make him feel such love and want but also almost unparalleled pain and regret.

He felt the older teen jump down in front of him, his face just past his own. He could smell the intoxicating scent of the Raven as if daring him to bury his head into the exposed neck. The blonde heard the blade slide out from its sheath, but he still didn't attempt to move.

The man that Naruto wanted affection from so badly was about to kill him, once again proving how little worth the blonde had. It was then that he realized just how tired he was from using Kyuubi's four-tailed form, and from chasing after people that would never want him back.

Itachi crossed his mind before it stopped comprehending the situation. Not even the elder Uchiha wanted him anymore and that bothered him more than losing Sasuke. Even if the experiences he had were his own mind's creation, the elder Uchiha was far more enticing than his younger brother ever was. Knowing how far he had fallen, and how Itachi wouldn't ever care for him like he did in that red world he decided to let go; he was content to die.

Sasuke brought the blade down, each fraction of a second making him more concerned that Naruto was not going to try and dodge it. This was meant to be a warning, not to actually kill his old rival; but the boy didn't even make an attempt to move.

His eyes glanced over to see what the idiot was thinking about, shocking the Uchiha. "His eyes are closed? Is he really just going to let me kill him?"

He saw Sai start to intervene, and he had never been so grateful to someone he didn't know.

Sasuke stormed around his room at their newest hideout. The blonde's actions from earlier distressed him to a point he didn't think was possible. The look on his face was pure acceptance and even happiness that he was about to have a blade thrust through his back. That was not the Naruto he had known and fought alongside; not the boy who so vehemently opposed his defection from Konoha. What had happened to him?

He heard a knock at his door before it started to open. He threw a kunai, signaling to whomever it was that if they valued their life they would leave him undisturbed. "My, my; someone is in a foul mood."

The Uchiha gritted his teeth, "what do you want Kabuto?" he asked.

"Lord Orochimaru has asked me to deliver this message to you. That dark-haired boy that replaced you on Team 7 gave it to him along with another message from Danzo. We think it would be of great interest to you if you want it" he replied.

The dark smirk on his face almost made Sasuke's skin crawl. He and the Snake only ever got that look when someone had suffered greatly. He snatched it from the silver haired man and told him to get out and not bother him again.

The Uchiha sat heavily on his bed to read the scroll. It wasn't marked, but he figured by the look of it that the paper had belonged to the one who had saved Naruto. Sliding it open, he began reading.

Sasuke,

I have been informed of some interesting news from Lord Danzo. From the intel that has been gathered, we are aware that your brother, Itachi Uchiha, had come and visited Naruto many times before you betrayed the village.

At first, it was believed that he was trying to get Naruto to defect and join the Akatsuki to remove the nine-tails from him. But now we know that he raped your friend repeatedly. The poor boy was devastated after you left, further damaging his mind.

Perhaps I will give him comfort over the coming months now that I am your official replacement on Team 7. I will take your spot in his heart as well and protect him in ways that you obviously can't.

Sai.

Sasuke's Sharingan spun wildly, his hair becoming flared from the surge of his power. It all made sense to him now. That was why Naruto had begun to be so jumpy around him and make excuses to keep his distance. The blonde was late so many times before he left when he knew that it was out of the boy's character.

His hatred for Itachi only grew from there; how dare he touch 'his' Naruto like that. He decided that once he killed his vile older brother he would kill Sai too, then make the blonde his side lover. That way he could still keep his property close, but have a wife to rebuild his clan as well.

If Naruto was as beaten down as the scroll and past days events suggested, he would have no trouble bending him to his will.

***Time Skip: Team 7 Returns to Konoha***

Naruto sat on his bed, glistening tears still falling from his face. The void that he had tried so hard to fill over the past two years had reopened, showing just how hollow he was inside. He looked out the window to the dark sky, not even the moon would shine on him tonight.

"Why do you cry Naruto-kun?" came an alluring voice from the doorway. The blonde's head snapped around to see his nemesis leaning against the opening. He growled and pounced towards the man. His fist barely missing the pale face and colliding with the door before going all the way through to the wall.

As he tried to pull out his arm, the Uchiha wrapped his own around Naruto and leaned his head forward. The blonde froze when pale lips covered his own. He felt the elder moving them rhythmically, sucking on his bottom lip gently. It finally occurred to him that he was being kissed by Itachi, but that didn't make sense to him at all. Not once, even in his dreams had the older man kissed him on his lips. He weakly pulled his face away from the others, staring at him with wide blue eyes.

"Tell me Naruto. Do you stop me because you don't want me touching you? Or is it because I'm an enemy of Konoha?" Itachi asked for the third time.

The blonde felt his jaw drop at the question. Irritation and disbelief rose in his strong body. "What the hell was that about?" he hissed, feeling like a scorned wife. "You rape me repeatedly, then don't come around for over two years and then you kiss me?"

Naruto yanked his arm free from the wood and turned his back on the Uchiha, not really caring for an answer.

"My brother tried to kill you again recently; does that bother you?"

The blonde twitched a bit when Itachi asked him the question. He narrowed his eyes and looked back slightly, but didn't turn around. "How do you know that?" he asked lowly.

The Uchiha came up behind him and wrapped his arms around his waist loosely, resting his chin on Naruto's shoulder. When the boy began to struggle he took his chin and pulled it back, locking his eyes with the others.

Within an instant, the blonde was in a red clearing with dark clouds. He gulped when he realized this was the place he had thought was his private dream world. When he blinked again, he was back in his room, staring at the now black eyes of Itachi.

"I've never gone far Naruto" he explained.

He'd been letting a missing ninja, one that had killed his entire clan and betrayed the Leaf, tortured Sasuke and Kakashi, and joined an organization whose goal was to kill him and take over the world run his cold hands all over him for years now. It was too much.

Something snapped in the blonde as the words and realizations tumbled around in his mind. At that point, he didn't care who was standing behind him, or what their end game was. "Touch me Itachi" he commanded softly "I don't care if it hurts or feels good. I need you to want me, just for tonight."

The Uchiha let a full smile cross his face; the boy was finally within his grasp. He turned Naruto around and brought his lips just above the tan ones, waiting. The blonde let out a low growl but leaned up to close the distance, gripping the boy's shirt with his fisted hands.

Itachi ran his tongue over the tan lips, asking for entrance. He felt the younger's mouth part hesitantly and slipped the wet organ inside, tasting Naruto for the first time. The Uchiha smirked lightly; ramen, just like he had hoped.

Naruto became equally as pleased with what assaulted his senses. The elder smelled much better than Sasuke had; it was a unique scent only to him, his taste matching it. The kiss quickly became deeper as the blonde lost his sense of restraint. He unzipped his new jacket, shrugging it to the floor. Itachi was quick to remove the white shirt next, running his calloused fingers over the blonde's bare torso. He attacked his mouth again, turning them so that he could back the boy into a wall.

Naruto gasped when his hot skin met with the cold wood. The Uchiha removed his hands from the boy and undid his cloak, removing his own net shirt as well. He peered down at the now only slightly shorter teen. His pants started to become unbearably tight; the blonde was panting, his cheeks flushed and eyes slightly glazed over. "You've grown up Naruto" he cooed. Licking his lips at the body he had been desperate to touch again.

"Ha, bastard" Naruto drawled, trying to keep his breathing under control. Itachi moved forward again, licking the nape of the blonde's neck while his hands undid the boys pants. He gave a small push and almost shuddered when he heard the garment hit the floor, but he left the boxers on for now.

His hand gripped Naruto's neck gently as he started to kiss those soft lips again. The other snuck its way between them, brushing over the clothed erection. The blonde moaned lowly into his mouth, gripping the pale shoulders with his warm hands.

Itachi put more force behind his touch, rubbing the member slowly. He could feel the tip starting to leak precum through the fabric, and wanted to feel the skin itself. The boy shivered when he slipped his hand over the top of his boxers and gripped the weeping cock, stroking it more forcefully.

The Uchiha moved away from the boy's mouth and let his tongue lap lower, circling a taunt nipple before continuing its descent. He felt the muscles tense under his lips when he reached the lower abdomen and looked up.

Naruto was trying to think through the haze that clouded his mind. He'd never let Itachi have sex with him in his dreams, even oral; nor had he ever experienced an orgasm. His inhibitions were slowly taking back over, and he was nervous. Could he really let someone like Itachi be so intimate with him?

The Uchiha saw the resistance starting to build behind the boy's closed eyes. He wrapped his pale lips around the tip of the swollen head, sucking lightly. Naruto's hand flew to his black hair, pulling tightly, "Nnng" he moaned.

The elder boy removed his lips and quickly ran his tongue along the underside of the shaft, enjoying how the blonde's breath became increasingly labored. When he reached the tip, he took the whole head in his mouth before bobbing down, inhaling as much of Naruto's length as he could.

"Mmmngg fuck… It-" Naruto moaned loudly, stopping just short of saying the elder's name. He was getting close, a burning pressure building in his groin had his head leaned back against the wall and him panting hard.

All at once, the wonderful feeling stopped and he whined. The blonde looked down to see why the raven had suddenly left him just short of his climax. Itachi stood and caught his lips, pressing his body against Naruto's. He undid his own pants and slide them off, along with the youngers boxers.

They kissed heatedly, fighting for dominance. Itachi's cold hands began to warm as they kneaded at the blonde's sides, shimmying downwards to his lean hips. He deftly lifted the boy into the air, spreading his legs and wrapping them firmly around his waist; their lips still hadn't parted. Naruto's back was firmly pressed against the wall, giving the Uchiha leverage.

He aligned himself with Naruto's tight entrance and lifted him slightly higher before letting his weight fall, slamming him up into the quivering hole. The blonde bit down into a pale shoulder to keep himself from shouting. The sensation wracked his body with a splitting pain and overwhelming pleasure. Itachi started to thrust his pelvis forward, ramming into the tan body. He hit the bundle of nerves deep within the blonde, and a scream tore from the boy's open mouth, "t-there!"

Naruto pulled the Uchiha closer to him, tilting his head to rest it on the boy's sweat covered neck. He moaned, breathing heavily into his ear, the sounds of their mutual pleasure and thudding against the wall filling the small room.

Itachi moved away from the wall and carried them over to the bed, draping himself over the trembling boy. He kissed him again, resuming his powerful thrusts while his hands roamed over every inch of tan skin.

Naruto's moans became louder as his body grew closer to ecstasy. His hands held onto the Uchiha, tangling in his long hair and on a strong bicep. The bed started to creak as the pounding became harder and faster.

The blonde tossed his head back and forth, his chest heaving to fill his lungs with new air. "Ita… ITACHI!" he finally squealed, feeling his body quake from the intense release. The Uchiha let out a throaty moan, his own orgasm following shortly.

They stayed in that position for several minutes, utterly spent. Naruto saw darkness starting to edge around the peripheral of his vision before he succumbed to it completely.

When he woke, he expected it to have been a very lucid dream, or at least for his partner to have left by then. It was less than an hour before the sun rose, but there was Itachi Uchiha, holding him like a lover would, his fingers trailing over Naruto's toned back.

Reality washed over him like a tidal wave, his insides lurching from self-disgust. He ripped himself from the man's arms and ran to the bathroom, thoroughly emptying his tight stomach. The Raven walked up behind him, but before he could put his hand on his back, Naruto snarled in warning.

"Get away from me!" he practically screeched.

The man backed away and put on his clothes giving one last glance back at the destroyed boy, just as he had the very first night he came. Then he was gone.

Naruto started to cry out of frustration. "What have I done?" he sobbed. His question was unclear even to him. He wasn't sure what was causing him more anguish, the fact that he had just willingly had mind blowing sex with one of the most despicable criminals walking the Earth, or that he had told him to leave.

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Poor conflicted Naruto… muhahaha… I love this too much.

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