Hello Loves! Sorry it has been so long. I have just been super busy, but hopefully I am back! I absolutely love writing this I have so many ideas for these two and can´t get it all down on paper fast enough. I hope you guys are enjoying it as much as I am! Remember to tell me what you think because I love to read what you have to say!

I had woken up with Will kissing me on my forehead. He was laying on his right side and his arm was around my waist. Ever since I had moved in with Will I had taken over the responsibility of changing his position at night. His dad used to sleep on the couch in the other room, but I had told him I won't mind doing it myself.

¨Good morning Lou.¨

¨Good morning Love.¨ I said kissing him on his lips and cupping his head in my hand. ¨You seem warm do you feel okay?¨

¨Yeah just a little pain.¨

I got up and took the blood pressure machine out of the bed side table and took his blood pressure, it was higher than normal and Will was not looking good. I went out to the kitchen to get his medication and a glass of water and when I came back to the room I heard Will saying to himself, ¨Not today, not today, please not today.¨

I made him take his medication and then stripped the sheets off the bed. AD scared the crap out of me and I knew that Will needed medical attention quick. I pulled out my phone and rang an ambulance letting Wills plea not to go fall deaf to my ears.

Will tried his best to hide the pain from me but I knew that he was hurting in ways that I would have never been able to feel. I wanted so bad for him to feel better, but all I was able to do was lie down next to him and tell him that I was not leaving his side.

As soon as I called the ambulance I called both Mr. and Mrs. Traynor who immediately rushed to the annex without a second glace. The ambulance arrived within minutes and hooked Will up to oxygen and moved him onto a stretcher. I could see the pain he was in and wanted to take it all away from him.

¨Can I go with him?¨ I asked as they were loading him into the ambulance.

¨Are you family?¨ The main medic asked sitting down next to Will.

¨Of course she is.¨ Mrs. Traynor cut in.

We arrived at the hospital and they put Will in a room and hooked him up to just about every machine. Mrs. and Mr. Traynor arrived with Nathan a couple minutes after we had arrived and joined us in Will room.

Will was fighting back tears from the pain he was in, but managed to get ¨Lou you have to pick up Georgina up from the airport and start packing for your trip.¨ out.

¨Will I can't leave you and go on a trip with you in the hospital.¨ I said taking his hand.

¨Lou, Please you promised me that you would not let me stop you from doing the thing that you wanted to do. I will be fine my parents and Nathan are here and I already feel a little better.¨ He said as a surge of pain ran through his shoulders and neck.

I knew that this was something Will wanted me to do and I knew that I would not win the battle of staying with him so I reluctantly gave him a kiss goodbye and left the hospital to go pick up Georgina.

¨Hey Lou!¨ Georgina said as she spotted me in the airport waiting for her.

¨Hey Georgie you ready to go.¨ I said still wanting to be with Will.

¨Yup I just got my suitcases from baggage claim.¨"she said starting to see that I was not all there. ¨Is everything's okay Lou you seem like you're not all there.¨

¨Yeah well Will was rushed to the hospital about two hours ago with an AD attack and he still wants me to go on this trip.¨

¨What is he okay! Why am I always the last to know everything?¨ she asked trying to hide the terror and pain in her voice.

¨Nathan called me right before your plane landed and said that he was stable and sleeping. The doctors said that they wanted to keep him overnight just to watch his stats, but would be able to come home tomorrow afternoon.¨ I said trying to sound positive.

¨He will be okay Lou it sounds like it was not a terrible AD attack and he will be able to send us off on our adventure to Paris.¨ She said with a big smile on her face,

¨I know.¨ I said ¨It's just whenever he gets sick he always falls into what seems like a depression that takes us back to right where we started from.¨

¨Well Lou, you know Will better than I probably do, and you should know that he is one of the most stubborn people you will probably ever meet.¨

¨Yeah, but I want to be with him.¨

¨Lou come on he wants you to do this.¨

¨Okay Gerogie¨

We arrived back at the annex where we were greeted by Treen and Mrs. and Mr. Traynor. We all said are hellos and then headed to the bedroom to pack.

I had no clue what I wanted to bring. From every movie I had seen everyone was dressed in expensive looking dresses and jewelry that cost two of my paychecks. Georgina must have seen my distress because she walked over to me and told me just about anything in my closet would be just fine.

The next day was the day we were to leave, Will had been released from the hospital earlier that morning so he was able to send me off. I didn't want to leave him, He had just gotten home from only hours before and he still seemed totally out of it.

¨Will, I can stay if you want me too. I don't mind.¨ I told him trying to hide the total terror of leaving him.

¨No, Go have fun I'll be fine Clark.¨ giving me a sad smile.

¨Okay, but promise you will call me every night.¨

¨Fine, if that will make you feel better.¨

Will and I have kissed, but never in front of family. All I wanted to do was kiss him before I left, but I felt awkward, Will must have picked up on my anxiety and moved his finger to tell me to come over. It was the smallest movement, but after spending so much time with him I was able to see.

I came right over to him and slowly sat down on his lap. He Leaned as far as he could forward and I placed my forehead against his.

¨I love you Clark.¨

¨I love you too¨ I said placing my lips against his.