He is SUCH a dork. But he's my dork. God. I love him.

I suppose some girls wouldn't be thrilled with a suprise wedding in Hawaii, but those girls are stupid. I don't need endless amounts of stress to try to impress people I barely know. The people we truly love and would want here are a little busy right now anyway. They'll just be thrilled we finally we reached this point. God knows we've waited long enough.

I gotta admit- when I gave him the four week ultimatium I didn't expect him to come through quite so quickly. Oh I knew he'd come through. I mean- he's been carrying that ring in his backpack for at least 3 years!

When first saw the box, my heart sunk. After the second Inauguration Balls, I really believed that someday we'd make it to this point. The gomers I dated, and the witches he slept with, were just distractions. But I found the box during one of Amy's assaults and, for a moment, I doubted. Then I opened the box and I knew. There is no way he bought that ring for Amy. I've tried it on and its a perfect fit. That didn't surprise me either. Once Josh decides to do something, he's all in. But I'd still tried it on just in case. Hey, I'm only human! Of course he doesn't know that I know. . . or maybe he does. I thought he'd give it to me on the plane after he proposed but I really don't think he planned that. Anyway-It's time for that ring to get on my finger where it belongs.

I really do trust him to make tonight perfect- for he is a man of occasion. But I've gotta do my part, I really do want this to be legal. And I need to find the perfect dress. What I really need is the concierge!