She slowly stood up, Frank wasn't sure but couldn't look her in her eyes right now. He had been trying his best to clear his mind but then her hand came out of nowhere and touched the front of his pants.
"Not a total disappointment" was all she said as she rubbed him trough his pants. He could feel himself swell even more under her touch. Was this really happening, was he really going to let this happen?
She slowly moved around him again but keeping her fingers playing with the now large bulge in his pants. Her other hand founds it's way to his back again. Slowly moving up and down
"Stay" she steps away from him and it felt weird as her burning hands left him. His whole body was in conflict, he missed her touch but also he was screaming on the inside to run.
He heard her rummage trough Bonnie's dresser. He guessed Annalise didn't want to have unsafe sex with him. His eyes tried to see what she was doing but she was to far behind him and he didn't dare to move.
She moved back towards him after closing the dresser. He couldn't see her as she kept herself hidden behind him. Out of the blue a searing pain erupted over the top of his back. He stumbled a bit gasping for breath, unsure what had just happened. But before he could wrap his mind around it another searing pain erupted. This time he fell down on one knee but now more and more pain erupted all over his back. He kept himself from falling over by holding on to the side of the bed. He had managed to turn his head a little and could now see she was hitting him with something.
The experience of pain wasn't new to him and now he knew what she was doing he was okay with it, he deserved way worse then what she was doing. He tried to relax his muscles a bit and breath as normal as he could. The hits were getting slower and less violent, then they stopped
He could feel her hand on his back again, it send a burning path over the sore spots she had left there. He didn't complain about it, it wasn't his place to complain about her suffering.
"Stand up" again a soft command. Nothing like he had expected after she had just scorched his back. He complied, taking a bit of time as his head felt dizzy. Trying to compose himself he was rather upset to find out his penis still hadn't gotten the message to go down. She was tracing the burning marks on his back almost lovingly till she grew bored with them.
Returning to his vision she threw down a belt on Bonnie's bed. He had to keep a laugh in as he felt so stupid. It had felt like she was hitting him with lead pipe or something but it had only been a belt. He was such a crybaby sometimes.
She was standing in front of him again pushing his chin back up to look in his eyes. He searched hers to see if he could find something there. But he wasn't sure what kind of emotions he saw, sadness, forgiveness, hate maybe even love all seemed to roll around in there. Or maybe it was just his mind playing games.
Her hand was back on his groin. Rubbing again in slow motions, his body reacting immediately to the soft touch. She kept staring in his eyes but he wasn't sure what she wanted to find there. He was pretty sure he looked confused, terrified and pleading at this point. He wasn't even sure if he was pleading for forgiveness now or for her to stop this. Although in the back of his mind he was also hearing a little voice that wanted her to continue. He was getting harder by the minute and his body was starting to want more.
He had never looked at her as a bed partner and he still didn't! But he knew he couldn't refuse her anything right now.
She moved her hands away from his now fully erect member and her fingers slowly travelled upwards. They rubbed his abs again and then went to the waistband of his pants. He started trembling slightly as she undid the button. Her hands stopped again and started rubbing his abs and chest again. He tried to calm himself down again but his body wasn't really cooperating.
Slowly her hands went up, higher and higher till he could feel her hands on his face. He hadn't noticed he had closed his eyes but now slowly opened them again. She was standing against him holding his head, the height difference was clearer then ever but still he felt powerless against her. Her body felt warm against him and he could feel her pressing against his hardness.
The warmth calmed him down, it felt nice after her coldness before and it soothes the panic inside him.
He was just about to completely relax against her when she moved away again. The warmth suddenly replaced by cold air again. Her hands didn't waist any time now and went straight for his zipper. She undid it fairly quickly and started to pull his pants down. His mind was pulled back from the comfortable fog her warmth had left there as if she poured a cold water bucket over him.
She pushed his jeans all the way down, leaving him standing there in his underwear with his pants around his ankles. He didn't have much time to think about what was happening as her hand was back rubbing his hard dick roughly trough the thin material of his boxers. His breath was uneven and his mind had gone haywire. Screaming at him to run but at the same time screaming at him to give in. The loudest was the shame rolling over him. He was so much stronger then her and he just let her play with him like he was a toy that couldn't stop her. His mind was running in circles. What if Bonnie suddenly returned. What would she think of this!? What if anyone found out that he had let this happen. How weak he was when it came down to Annalise.
Her hand was very capable, moving just right making his whole body want more and more. He could feel his body climbing toward the finish, his mind now calming and becoming blissful as he let all his anxieties go.
He was so close when she suddenly stopped. She stepped back a bit and was again staring in his eyes, unsettling him again. He was sure he looked pathetic at this point
"take of your pants" such a simple command but his mind and body had trouble reacting. It took him longer then normal to untangle himself. He pushed his socks off too as he just felt silly to leave those on, socks were not going to protect him. The soft carpet under his feet felt nice as he looked down he saw his pants and socks laying there. Should he pick them up, should he leave them there. His whole mind was messed up.
"I'm not your mother" came the short but biting remark. He quickly picked his clothes off the ground and placed them on the chair with his shirt. He hadn't thought his body was able to make such complex movements right now. This was the evidence that he could easily run but still he didn't.
He was about to return to stand again where he had stood earlier. When her voice cut trough his racing mind
"You can leave your underwear there too." He had known this would happen but now the moment froze him. He was standing there staring at the chair. He couldn't do it, his mind was screaming at him. He tried to move anything but his muscles wouldn't comply
Her hands were back, softly rubbing his back. Soothing the tension out of them. It wasn't that bad was it?! He could run if he didn't want this so he must want this. Her fingers slowly made their way to his underwear and carefully started to peel them down. She rubbed his hard penis a little and played with his balls as she freed them from their constraints. He just let her slowly take off his underwear and let them drop to the floor.
"You can't even undress yourself!" He felt shame rising again at her remark, he should have done it himself. Shown her he was still somewhat in control and not just a puppet. He picked up his boxers and placed it on the chair. All his safety now stripped from him leaving him bare in front of her.
She had moved back to the bed. Now sitting on it staring at him, waiting for something. His mind took a few seconds to realize he was still standing in front of the chair. Another few seconds past as he tried to get his legs to move and when they finally did it felt like a small victory. Sadly that faded quickly as he came nearer to where he had stood. Her stare followed him as he slowly moved over the carpet to stand in front of her.
The window to run had come and gone, he knew that as her hands now made their way to his hard member that betrayed him. She fondled it softly while her other hand went for his balls. He had never felt this small in his life. He didn't even fight back as her hands violated him. Still in the back of his mind the voice was getting louder. Telling him he loved this, he needed this. He wanted her love and acceptance.
As he could feel the heat rise in his body again his body relaxed more. He wasn't surprised this time when the hands left again when he was getting near his release. Even tough his body ached for more he knew he wasn't going to get any release soon
"On the bed, face down" his body froze again, not because of the get on the bed command but the face down. His mind was running a mile a minute with all the things she could do if he was face down. As her hand reached beside her he could see the belt being picked up. His mind clicked a few things in place and he realized what she wanted to do. Weirdly enough this calmed him. He could do pain, he was used to that especially when he knew he deserved it. Climbing on the bed felt weird. He was surrendering to her so easily. Then again he was now also able to hide the shame of how his body had been reacting to all this.
Notes:
Sorry for my English. Not native English so sorry if I messed some parts up. Hope you like it
I'm writing chapter 4 at the moment and have hit a crossroad... how far should I go?! Should I go very dark all the way or just keep it power play without really nasty things happening. (Not that that hasn't happened yet in what I wrote, but I could really go dark, just not death of course) input would be nice. Else I'm going to write two different chapters and post both haha
