Hi everyone! Sorry I haven't updated in a while, I've been a bit busy. This chapter is short and a bit all over the place, but I think you'll enjoy it none the less. Happy Reading!

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I always go to the Blue Hole now, and I don't think of it as a mourning place anymore. I remember it was a place of wandering and exploring, no longer simply an escape from the world. I think of it as a place of remembering him- and her. I play the song, I swim, and I simply lay there. Everything reminds me of him, but I choose to enjoy the memory while it lasts rather than anticipating its end. A quote I read somewhere strikes home; don't be sad because it ended. Be happy because it happened. But can I truly be happy when Finch's existence wasn't a happy one? When life was an overwhelming amount of colours, letters, people, emotions? I know he wasn't always happy, but I know that he could be. If he just stayed a little longer. With me.

Elegance and Euphoria. – Jennifer Niven

Thanks for reading, please leave reviews, it really helps! Also, I'm currently writing another All The Bright Places FanFic, this time it will be an alternate ending- if Finch didn't die. Please stay tuned for that one! Also, I just wanted to say that the updates with this story will be pretty inconsistent, but I'll try to update as soon as I can.

- Ultraviolet12