I was driving down the road listening to the radio, I had just dropped the kids off at school and I was heading into town to have lunch with my parents. I had just pushed on the gas to go when all I remember is glass shattering and the sound of metal crunching as my car is hit and sent into oncoming traffic as my car is smashed between two other cars. I can hear voices but I can't open my eyes, I cant move, I can't even talk the only words that come out of my mouth are "Pregnant". I don't remember being taking to the hospital or the attempts to stop the bleeding or the panic of the EMS drivers as we are caught in a traffic jam in fact I don't even remember anything except for the blackness swirling around me as I crash sending the men looking after me into a flurry of activity as my heart stops. At the hospital doctors and nurses are working frantically to get me to the OR "We have a 36 year old female who is currently 8 weeks pregnant with a broken collarbone, a broken ,broken arm, and massive interneal injury with bleeding". The OR surgeon says as he looks around with tears in his eyes this was Cheryl, someone they had all worked with before and had so much respect for "Let's roll her to the OR now, make sure the elevators are clear"! He shouts as they unlock the stretcher and are rolling Cheryl down the hallway as they roll into the elevator and then make it to the OR right as her vitals drop again they had already set her bones back in place as they cut off the rest of her clothing and begin to insert an iv into her arm as they place an oxygen mask on her face as they cut her open and begin to fix the spot where she is bleeding from. Kane is at home working on his bike as Jezebel is making him dinner inside the house as he stands up and wipes the grease off his hands she gives him a kiss as he cups her ass "I gotta go check on my mom". She says as he nods her head and they both look up as Jax and Mark are apporaching them on their bikes Jezebel hisses and takes her leave as Mark and Jax growl at seeing her as Kane steps out into the sunlight as Jax and Mark apporach him on foot. "Hey man what's going on"Mark says as he sees the clouds coming off of Kane's eyes as the hex bag they destoried earlier it's effects finally coming off as he looks at Jax and Mark as he sees Jezebel standing near her car and he let's out a loud roar "Get your shit and get out"! He shouts as she pouts as she tires her best to work her womanly ways on him but he shoves her off of him"Get out"! He yells as she gathers her shit and disaapers without another word as he turns towards Jax and Mark "We have some news". Jax says as he turns towards Mark and he gives him a nod "Cheryl was in an accident and she is at the hospital". Jax says as Kane feels an explosion rip through his chest as he grabs his bike keys and wallet as he follows Mark and Jax's lead as the tears are buring his eyes. He rushes to his bike following Mark and Jax's lead as he speeds towards the hospital rushing through the doors he sees Amy sitting in Roman's lap with her head buried against his chest as his arms are wrapped around her. Harlow and Adam are talking quietly in the corner while Arion and Orion are sitting next to Cheryl's parents who look up as he apporaches. Amy rushes him pushing him, shoving him, punching him, slapping, and kicking him and he let's her knowing this what she needed to do. "This is all your fault"! Amy shouts as she pushes her hair out of her face as she growls and bares her teeth at him as Kane can feel the tears buring the back of his eyes as Amy continues to assult him "If you were not so god damn stubborn she wouldn't be here"! Amy shouts as she stops fighting him and sinks the floor as she let's out a wail as Mark Jax helps pick her up and she clings to them as the doctor apporaches "Cheryl Kincaid family"? He says as every body looks up and they eagerly wait for him to speak. "Cheryl is stable for now we were able to stop her bleeding and fix and set all the broken bones but we will be keeping her for a week to observe her and make sure there are no complications from the actual surgery". The doctor's says as he looks at Amy and he smiles "You can go in and see but only 2 at a time" He says as Kane goes to apporache his house and talk to them but both of them hiss at him and walk away "Boys it's dad". They turn and look at him with tears in their eyes as they look at their Aunt Amy who smiles and nods at them giving them permission to say what they want to say "You left us and mom and didn't care. You flaunted your affair in front of us and pushed us away and you divorced mom". They boy say as they shake their heads "We don't want anything to do with you". They say as Kane hands as the doctor motions for everyone to follow him as they are all lead down a hallway and shown into Cheryl's room. She is laying in the middle of the bed Amy is the first to apporach the bed as Mark pushes a chair up for her to sit down in as she takes Cheryl's hand and she brings it to her mouth kissing her hand as she let's the tears flow "I'm sorry I couldn't break the hex! I wish I would have done something sooner before all this happened"! Amy says as Mark places his hand on her shoulder giving her the comfort she needed "What could you have stopped"! Amy looks up at me with a shocked expression as she throws her arms around me and I groan I was in pain alot of pain. "Oh I'm so sorry" she says as I arch my brow at her "You don't remember what happened"? She asks as I try to recall everything before I woke up "There was an accident"? I ask as she nods her head as Kane steps forward standing at the foot of the bed and I don't know who he is. I motion for Amy to lean forward so I can whisper in her ear "Who is that crazy looking dude". Amy laughs as she reaches for something and quick strolles through the pictures on a phone as she has a worried look on her face "He is your husband". She says as I gasp I don't remember getting married "You have two kids with him and are currently expecting a third child together" Amy says as I place my hand on my stomach and I feel what feels like butterflies inside of me as I smile but I try to remember my kids and I can't picture them all that comes to mind is a blank. "What do my other kids look like"? I ask as Amy smiles and holds up the phone so I can see the kids and I smile one looked like me and one definitely took after Kane "They are handsome" I say as Amy nod her head Harlow and Adam had taken the kids home with them so that they would not have to see their mom like that. Amy, Kane, and Mark all enter Cheryl's hospital room as Amy is the first to apporach her bedside as she takes Cheryl's hand and kisses it as Mark slides a chair in behind her as Amy sits and cries "Oh Cheryl I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry I didn't check into things sooner if I had all this shit could have been avoided"! Amy says as her voice cracks filled with raw emotions "Oh Amy it's not your fault". I say as Amy looks up at me with a shocked look on her face as she throws her arms around my neck as I groan I was sore, very sorry! "What happened"? I ask as Amy looks at Mark and shrugs his shoulders "What do you remember last"? Amy asks as I think to myself "I remember being at the hospital getting ready to operate on someone "I remember getting ready to performing surgery on" I say as Amy looks at me with tears in her eyes as the door opens and in walks this huge man with a mask on and the bluest eyes I had ever seen with taco Bell in one hand and flowers my favorite flowers at Blue Roses "Thank you". I say as I quickly grab the taco Bell bag from him as Amy arranges the flowers on the bedside table as the doctor comes back into the room again "I hate to bother you but we I just wanted to ask you a couple of questions". The doctor says as Amy steps aside as Mark wraps his arms around her and pulls her against him as she laughs "Do you know what year it is"? "Yes 2012". The doctor jots down some information and continues with the questions "Do you have any children"? "No". "Are you married"? "Heck no"! I say as the doctor shakes his head and then leaves as Amy steps back up to my bedside as a a nurse aid comes in and has everything that I needed for a good hot shower I could see the look on Kane's face change because the nurse aid was a man not a woman. I finish my drink and the last of the delicious taco Bell that mr. Kane brought me as I throw the sheets off and Amy helps me stand up as the nurse aid goes to wrap an arm around my waist and that's when the shit hits the fan. "Hold the fuck up man what in the hell do you think your doing"! Kane growls as Amy rolls her eyes and I gasp as we all turn to look at Kane who was about to blow "I'm doing my job what does it look like". The male aid says as Kane rushes towards us as I scream and try to Doge him as Amy being the crazy woman she was grabs Kane in some kind of a choke hold even as short as she was she still managed to get Kane to stop in his tracks as she pushes Kane towards the door and then let's the aid help me as she closes the door behind them shutting her and Kane out from the rest of us. After helping me into the shower he turns the water on making sure it's the right temperature and then pulls the curtian to so that I can have some privacy as I hear Amy telling all the men to get out as she closes the door shutting them out as she peaks her head in to see if I'm ok "Yea I'm fine just enjoying the shower a little to much". I say as we both laugh while I'm in the shower Amy changes my bed sheets and sets out some clean clothes for me that she was nice enough to get for me as I turn off the water and begin to dry myself off as I lotion myself and then Amy helps me dress and then helps settle me back into the bed right as the door to my door opens. "Is she decent"? Amy says yes as I see my parents walk in and I open my arms to them as they embrace me in their arms "How are you doing sweetheart"? My mom asks as I cock my head to the side and laugh "Other than getting a kick out of the way Kane acted when a male nurse aid was trying to help me pretty damn good". I say as my parents laugh "Well we came to bring you and the rest of the crew some food and then we are going to take the kids back home". "who's kids". I ask as my parents look at Amy "The doctor didn't tell you"? Amy asks as my parents both shakes their heads no and I can see Amy's face getting red "Excuse us for a second Cheryl". Amy says as Mark and Kane walk back into the room as Amy and my parents step out as Kane sits on the bed causing me to gasp as he brushes his knuckles down my cheek for some reason that move made my insides go mushy "Who are you"? I ask again as he just smiles at me and places a kiss on my lips that had me blushing from my toes to my roots as he steps back beside mark as Amy comes back into the room followed by an older RN who was going to give me some medicine. "I'm just here to give you some medicine". She says as she is eyeballing Mark I look at Amy as and she looks at me and we nod our heads as the nurse makes it a mission to brush up against Mark any chance she got. Mark had already told Amy over an hour ago that he was tired and alwas ready to go home bit Amy just brushed him off and like a good friend she stuck right by my side. The nurse scans my braclet and she takes out the meds that are on the med list as she hands me a cup of water with a straw and then hands me a smaller white cup with a couple of pills in them as I swallow them and the she turns to leave as she pinches mark on the ass as Mark growls as Amy and I fall are hysterically laughing as Mark picks Amy up and turns towards us "See y'all tomorrow". He says and with that he is out of the door with a laughing Amy carried on his shoulder like a cave man. Everybody was gone and it was quiet in my room as I was laying on my side looking out on the moon as I sigh as I groan as I turn over to my other side as I hear a soft knock on the door and I sit up as Kane who was also carrying some photo albums steps into the room as I scoot over and make room for him on the bed as he turns towards me. "I'm sorry Cheryl for not being there for you"! I touch his lips hushing him as we flip through the photo albums together and tears come to my eyes "Why can't I remember anything"? I say as Kane pulls me into a hug and kisses the top of my head "I'm going to make this right I promise you". He says as we go through all the pictures and by the time we are done I'm yawning and my eyes were tired he kisses me on the lips lightly as he gathers his items and he leaves as I lay down asleep as soon as my head hits the pillows.
2 weeks later...
"Mom it's us". Arion and Orion say as I look to the two grown men standing in front me. I blink my eyes and I shake my head my brain was in a fog and it was so hard to remember anything at this point in time. "I'm sorry but nothing is coming to me". I say as I could see that me not remembering my own children was hurting them to the core. Kane had been stopping by everyday for the last two weeks bringing me food that the MC had cooked, fresh flowers, cleaning and helping me straighten up things and also sitting and having nice conversations with me. Today he has brought Arion and Orion over hoping that maybe seeing my kids would help my memory come back. As I'm in the kitchen I head Amy and Mark along with another couple that I did not recognize "Cheryl we are going to go somewhere speical today so go get showered and dressed" Amy says as I nod my head and I look at the blonde woman standing beside the blonde man "Harley"? Amy has a shocked look on her face as she turns towards the blonde woman and they all look at me "Close but it's not Harley, it's Harlow". Amy says as the blonde man wraps an arm around her waist as he whispers something in her ear and she nods her head "What do you remember about me"? She asks as I ponder that thought for a few minutes and then I blurt out something that I didn't even know I knew. "I remember the first cook out I went too, I was introduced to everyone and you were the first one to hug me and tell me welcome to the mc". I say as a big smile lights up both her and Amy's faces as Kane scoots me towards the bed room to shower and get ready. I look in the mirror and I smile as my stomach was growing just a little bigger everyday I knew I was pregnant but I was scared. I had just gotten dressed when Kane comes into the room and he places a hand over my stomach as I feel the baby kick me hard as I groan and he smiles as he kisses my stomach and then looks up at me "Twins" he says as I arch my brow at home and shake my head no as he laughs as he leads me out of the room and towards his suv which I had learned he perfered riding his bike over being in a suv. As we pull up to the club I gasp as there were half naked women everywhere as I grab Kane's hand as he brushes his thumbs against my knuckles as he helps me out of the suv and we head inside where the smell of food hits me and I can't help but groan I was straving! Kane had his arm around my waist as we made our way through the clubhouse house towards the outside where I see Amy but she wasn't with Mark with had a dark haired man on one side and a blonde haired man on the other side and she was being touched and kissed on by both men. I arch my brow at her as she sees me and she makes her way towards me as I grab her by the arm and I whisper "Won't mark be pretty pissed off if he caught you with two men". Amy laughs as she whispers back "I'm married to all three which I will explain later". She tells me as I nod my head as Kane is talking with two twins who smile as I apporach and they both hug me at the same time "Cheryl this is Jon and Josh Fatu, Jon is married to Trinity and Josh is married to Bailey. "Bailey as in the Bailey I use to work with at the hospital"? I ask as Kane looks at me and smiles "You remember Bailey"? He asks as I nod my head looking around to see if I can find her when me and her locks eyes she heads towards me as we hug and I touch her rounded stomach "How far along are you"? I ask as she laughs "Six months and believe I'm not having anymore after this"! She exclaims as Josh wraps his arm around her and laughs as he kisses her on the cheek "So how is work going at the hospital"? I ask as she looks and me and frowns "I don't work at the hospital anymore Bailey I work for the MC's medical office now". She says as I shake my thoughts clear I remember Amy talking about a medical clinic that she was helping with also I scratch my head as Bailey rubs her stomach as Trinity hugs me and we make small talk as I see Amy being chased by the blonde hair man who had a pissed off look on his face he eventually swings her up into his arms and sits down on top of one of the picnic tables as he grabs her face and plants a long hard kiss on her lips as brown haired man who's named I learned was Roman is standing close enough to them that as soon as the blonde man who's name I leaned was Jax Roman stepped up to her and whispered something in her ear that made her blush to her roots. He helps Amy off the table as the food is being set out as a young woman who looked like a perfect combination of Jax and Amy walks up to me "Aunt Cheryl I know that you don't remember me but it's Becca". She says as she wraps me in her arms and I hug her back Becca? Why did that name sounds so familiar? Becca hands me a locked that has some of the fog in my memory trying to clear the locked was glowing a light yellow color as she snaps it around my neck and I thank her as she steps off to the side as I see Amy talking to a group of younger people and all of them looked a little like Amy but with a combo of somebody else mixed in. I didn't even know Amy had any kids yet I say to myself as they all turn and look at me as I blush and excuse myself to go to the bathroom as the food is being set out I smile to myself they all looked like one big happy family and for some reason I felt like I was a part of that family but I had no fucking clue why! Later that night I'm standing in the moon light with Kane he had just told me that I was an angel and that I actually had wings of course I thought he was bat shit crazy! Kane places his hands on my shoulders and he kisses me on the lips as he speaks "Close your eyes and picture yourself soaring above everything" He says as I close my eyes and I feel his energy flowing from my chest as it travels down my arms and towards my back as I feel my clothing give away and as I open my eyes I realize I do have wings and Kane is looking at my boobs! Kane licks his lips as he growls and uses his shit to cover me up as we wrap our arms around each other and we shoot up into the air as we are soaring and flying over the city as I'm laughing and in complete and total shock! I not only had wings but I was a angel! He wraps his wings around me as u wrap my wings around him an angel and a demon together and not against each other but in total love and total trust. I trusted this man and yet I still had no fucking clue what he meant to me at all in my life but I knew some how time would tell and everything would be right once again.