A huge part of me couldn't believe I was laying completely nude on top of a guy I didn't even know. He didn't seem to mind that I was basically sprawled out over top of him, gently tracing a scar on his left peck. And I didn't mind that his hand resting on my back was slowly and softly tracing up and down my spine. I was sweaty and so was he so instead of being embarrassed about how gross I felt, I just snuggled deeper into him. I was looking at the wall by the bed we were on and got stuck staring at the poster of a concert that happened just a few weeks ago. It was for a screamo band that I had heard of before but never got to see live. What ever room we were in, I felt jealous for the person who got to go to that show. "So, I take it that wasn't your first time?" I shut my eyes slowly and smiled pushing deeper into him.
"What gave me away?"
"Well I'm fucking hung, and you took it like a champ." I shot up fast and glared down at the sort of red faced guy I just had sex with after knowing only for a few minutes. He laughed sitting up as well, gently brushing hair out of my face and kissing my lips softly.
"Just so you know…" I slowly readjusted on the bed and sat on my butt keeping very close to him. He kept a hand on the side of my face gently rubbing under my eye with his thumb. "I don't think I've ever had sex with a guy I don't know." He chuckled and looked down putting his other hand on my bare thigh.
"If it makes you feel better I've only been with one girl and only had sex like three times."
"That explains it all." He glanced up, both of us smirking touching the other still. "Whose bed is this?" He laughed glancing around the room and nodded towards the wall by the door. I glance back to it and frowned seeing a picture of Kendall in a hockey uniform next to the man and women who I knew to be Logan's parents. "You live here?" I turned back to him suddenly wanting to know everything about Kendall as he laid back on his bed.
"Yeah…my dad left me and my mom and sister when I was about 13." I nodded carefully crawling over him, straddling his waist, letting him dig his fingertips into my thighs. "My mom tried her best to raise us since then but last Christmas her breast cancer spread too much and killed her." I froze seeing his eyes dart around my face shrugging. "Instead of moving to somewhere in Kansas City with my deadbeat family, Logan's parents took me in." I opened my mouth but one of his hands reached up fast cupping under my breast and shook his head. "My sister didn't want to stay here so she moved to Kansas City." I nodded slowly sitting back a little feeling his flaccid dick brush against my inner thigh. "Can I take you out on a date?" I looked up ahead of me at the wall above his head board as both his hands started to roam and rub my body.
"Usually you ask the girl out before taking her to bed." I felt him sit up and glanced down at his face as one of his hands roamed down to between my legs and rubbed onto my sweet spot gently. I moaned quietly putting both hands on his shoulders and closed my eyes.
"If I recall correctly you asked me to go somewhere private. And you shoved your hand in my pants first. Not the other way around." I smirked opening my eyes and moved both hands up to his neck, holding gently. "I could really see myself falling for you." I could tell I was blushing which just egged him on even more. "I could also see you falling for me. I'm pretty irresistible." I rolled my eyes pushing away from him and jumped off his bed scooping up my bra and panties on the floor. "Wait…are you leaving?" I pulled my panties on and turned to him watching him also getting off his bed.
"If my Uncle knew about this…"
"Right." He pulled his boxers on and flicked on the light by his bed illuminating the whole room. "Your Uncle is the sheriff, isn't he?" I laughed snapping my bra on and walked to the small bathroom in his room.
"He's a nice enough guy. Just super old fashioned." I turned the light on and frowned at my messed-up hair and smudged lipstick. I quickly turned the sink on and cupped my hands filling them with cold water.
"So, by old fashioned you mean I need to court you and shit before having sex with you." I laughed out loud as I washed my face hearing him moving around in his room. "Listen…umm…" I turned off the water and grabbed a dark blue towel looking out into his room. He was in front of his dresser, his back to me. He had his jeans back on along with his shoes but was still shirtless. "I don't…I'm not that kind of guy to go around and kiss and tell so you don't have to worry about that."
"How did you know I was worried about that?" He chuckled deep and low and I set the towel on the counter turning off the light as I left the bathroom. "I guess I just don't want to be know as the new girl who already slept with someone. At my last high school, the minute after you had sex with someone the whole damn school knew." I grabbed my shorts and started to pull them on as he turned to me pulling on another black t shirt. "My ex…he liked to talk and the first time we had sex I got a call 5 minutes after the fact from one of my girlfriends telling me it was all over Twitter. I was crowned a slut and hated it." As his shirt fell around him, he walked to me, while also grabbing my shirt. He gave it to me and shook his head as I pulled my shirt on over my head.
"I don't think you're a slut." I smirked nodding as he watched me dress in front of him, keeping his hands in his pockets. "You never answered my question to a date." As I bent down pulling my vans on my feet I had this weird new feeling crash over me. Kendall, while he was a great time in bed, and funny, he seemed to be genuinely kind. He was sweet, and a great giver in bed. After slipping on both shoes I stood up straight and walked into him wrapping my arms around his body. He quickly raised one hand and tangled it in my hair on the side, while the other hand cupped my back gently.
"I would love to." He smiled big at that and leaned down quick. He captured my lips in his and we shared a sweet kiss. He pulled away first, putting his other hand on my face and shook his own head.
"We should get back out there before people realize were gone." I nodded lowering my arms from around him and let him gently push me towards the door. He reached out fast and grabbed the handle unlocking it, and then pulling it open. He let me walk out first setting a hand on my lower back as he led me down a long, beautifully decorated hallway. When we approached the stairs, he removed his hand from my back and started to walk right next to me running a hand through his hair. Just as we almost got to the bottom, I noticed several lipstick stains on his skin and grabbed him fast. He gave me a concerned look, but I quickly went to work at wiping at the red marks as best I could. He was smiling as I was doing it and pulled his phone out, looking at his reflection in the screen. "You don't want people to know we even just made out."
"Your friends I have no problem but my Uncle…" He chuckled and so did I, getting the last of the marks off.
"I may be re-thinking this whole thing since your Uncle has a gun collection." I rolled my eyes and continued down the last few steps hearing loud music and talking, still. I pulled out my phone and frowned at the time. It was almost midnight. Which meant we were up in his room for a little over two hours. "I'm going to use the bathroom. I'll see you out there." He gave a soft kiss to my head and gently rubbed over my ass just as I started to turn around to see him. He was already turned around and going towards the bathroom. I sighed out and put my phone back in my pocket heading towards the kitchen where I could distinctly hear my Aunt's laugh.
I walked into the kitchen slowly seeing my Aunt and Logan's mom sitting at the island wine glasses half empty, laughing loudly. I sighed out and made a movement to go to her, but someone grabbed my arm and spun me gently. I relaxed a little seeing as it was just Camille and let her pull me out to the backyard. "So, Logan told me he left you alone with Kendall." She linked our arms together again and I smirked over at her as she looked straight ahead. "That my dear was two hours ago. Care to explain your absence and the hickey on your neck?" I blushed looking away from her and set my hand on my neck feeling around for a swollen part. When I found it, I kept my fingers over it and try to think of ways I could hide it from my Uncle and Aunt. "I have some concealer you can use when we ask your Aunt and Uncle if you can come hang out with us tonight."
"Hang out where?" As I asked, she led me down to the fire pit where Logan, James, Jennifer, Carlos and Sam where all sitting around. Sam was curled up into a ball on Carlos's lap both looking at James as he told his story he was telling. He was leaning forward on a bench with Jennifer next to him, sitting back one hand on his back looking at her phone. As we got closer Camille letting me go so she could sit next to Logan on the arm rest of his chair all five of them turning to look at me, I shoved my hands into my short pockets.
"God damn Kendall works fast." I frowned at James who sat back shaking his head. "Did you guys make out up there for the past two hours or did you get to know each other?" I sat down in a lawn chair crossing one leg over the other and smirked at him.
"Do you know how much you can learn from someone just by kissing?" James chuckled looking over at Jennifer who was grinning big at me.
"Well as one of his good friends, I give you my blessing. Kendall deserves a nice girl and you seem nice. Besides…you guys have a lot in common from what I've heard." I frowned opening my mouth to ask her what she meant but the sigh from Sam made me look to her as she sort of sat up.
"It's not just what they have in common though. Kendall has been depressed for so long since Jo left." I frowned opening my mouth again to ask who Jo was but again I was cut off.
"Kendall was only depressed because that's when his mom died." I sat up a little feeling like I wanted to find Kendall and give him a big hug. "Wasn't it you Logan, who told me Kendall couldn't have cared less Jo left, since he wanted to break up with her anyway?" I gave James a weird look from over the fire just as a body fell onto the grass next to me. I lowered my leg from the other seeing Kendall glaring at his friends around the fire all suddenly very quiet.
"Having a nice history lesson?" I gently reached out and set a hand on his shoulder making him turn to me giving a half smile. He put a black baseball cap on, backwards and smelled like he spritzed some cologne on himself. "So, are we going out right now or what?"
"Yes, but we need to make sure Marie and Mike are okay with her tagging along." They all started to stand and so did I turning to Camille.
"And where am I going to be tagging along too?" Camille simply smiled big at me taking Logan's hand in hers and leading him away. I frowned turning to Kendall who put his arm around my back sort of pushing me along after Camille and Logan. "No one is going to tell me?" I heard Kendall's laugh but still no one responded.
I was only half surprised my Aunt and Uncle let me go out with these 7 kids I barely knew to a place they called the cliffs. Only half surprised because they were both getting drunk. My Aunt worried when I would be home, but Camille said if I wanted I could crash at her place with the other two girls. Aunt Marie was okay with it and just like that we were piling into a huge SUV. I was put in the middle row seat, in the middle seat between Kendall and James who both argued about who got to pick the music. In the end Logan, who was driving, let Camille put her music on, which all of us except Sam and Jennifer, complained about. It was playlist of top 40 pop songs that made me want to scream but kept quiet. I sort of leaned into Kendall who had his arm up on the seat behind my head, almost to say you can cuddle in here. So I did. Because I didn't know about any of the things they were talking about, about the school, their other friends and the places they grew up in, I stayed quiet. I couldn't believe I was hanging out with 7 kids I didn't know. I couldn't believe they wanted to hang out with me. Honestly, I was still surprised Kendall and I had sex so soon. But I was grateful for the chance to forget about everything. To forget about the fact that just three weeks ago I walked into my home in New York to see the bloody, murdered bodies of my parents. To forget that multiple people, cops and family alike, told me to always check my surroundings because the people who killed my mom and dad might come after me to. No matter how many people I told I wanted to move to Minnesota to live with my mom's sister and her husband, I really didn't have a choice. No one thought it was safe for me in New York. That made me terrified.
I got lost in my scary, sad thoughts and didn't realize everyone was getting out of the car, until a hand rubbed my bare arm making me turn to Kendall. He was giving me a weird look and I smirked pulling the seatbelt off me. "You alright?" I nodded gently patting his leg. He only nodded sliding out of the car putting a hand out for me. I took it letting him help me down from the car as I took in where we were. It was nearly pitch black out except for the occasional flash of a flash light or phone. I kept my fingers interlocked with Kendall's as he started to lead us to a thick patch of trees. We had parked in some dirt and everyone was starting to go into the trees, like it was normal. "So…I'm not really an outside type." I leaned up to Kendall's ear making him laugh as he let my hand go and quickly pulled me into him. I wrapped my arms around his waist and looked ahead of us swallowing hard.
"That must be bizarre. To come from the concrete jungle to a small tiny town with forest surrounding all of it." I nodded but shrugged at the same time. "Don't worry. The stupid shit we do out in the woods is innocent. And you don't have to do any of it." I nodded again and gripped tighter onto Kendall seeing the trees getting bigger, and closer together. "SO with no forest to run wild in, what did you do in the big apple?"
"Well…go to games, concerts, and plays. Sit in small hole in the wall cafes and read for hours." I saw him nod from the corner of my eye and I smirked. "A lot more exciting than hiking through a dark forest." He laughed loudly as someone got next to me and pulled me away from Kendall. I frowned at Jennifer who smiled at me raising an eyebrow.
"I thought you guys got to know each other already?" I blushed turning to Kendall who also smiled and got in front of us, pushing some low hanging branches to the side for us. Jennifer walked through the thick first pulling me along with her. I tensed up hearing the others laughing ahead of us and glanced around Jennifer's body gasping out quietly. As I stepped around Jennifer I felt my eyes grow wide seeing the beautiful scene in front of me.
The others were standing on the edge of a cliff all slowly starting to take their clothes off. The moon, which was full, was shining bright almost in the middle of the horizon, setting up a perfect picture moment. On either side of the moon were two mountain peaks. I couldn't help but smile as I got closer to the edge and saw a black, still lake about 30 feet below us. I heard a soft wow escape my lips as I got right next to Camille who was pulling her sundress off, over her head. "Still think the city is more exciting?" I turned over to Kendall and smirked watching him pull his shirt off.
"You guys jump from here?" He nodded tossing his baseball cap on his shirt on the ground and started to kick out of his shoes. "I want to jump." He turned to me eyebrows raised and I smirked pulling my shirt out from my shorts. As my shirt come up over my head I turned to see everyone else still disrobing and smirked.
"Make sure you jump straight down. Don't do anything crazy." I looked to Kendall who was now down to his boxers rubbing his hands together hard and fast. He grabbed me quick and pulled me back a little while I undid my pants. I turned to see why and smiled wide seeing James backing up from the cliff, also down to his boxers. When he was far enough back he took off running right to the cliff. As soon as he jumped off he did a flip in the air and yelled out all the way down. I glanced over the cliff quick and couldn't help my adrenaline rush hearing the splash down at the bottom of cliff. I slipped out of my shorts quick and turned back to Kendall extending my hand. He looked my body up and down a few times making me sort of blush, but he took my hand anyway.
"Don't let me go." He nodded squeezing my hand and just like that…we jumped.