Heehee here's a little smut for you all :p hope you enjoy it (and hope you like the reason for the bandages).

Atsushi groans quietly, placing his head on the desk in front of him. It feels as if he's been doing this essay forever! … In reality it's only been about a week but it feels like the longest week of his life. He's spent most of his time in the library, holed up in a corner surrounded by books and empty cans of energy drink. Occasionally he's taken breaks, coming out of his cave, and most of the time those have involved going to Dazai's to see him.

It's never been able to be for very long when he has gone but those brief meetings are amazing. Just having Dazai around makes him feel so much better and the neck and shoulder massages Dazai gives him are very nice too. His breaks make him feel so much more human and he desperately wants to go back to Dazai's and see him but he knows that he's so close to being done that he can't stop now.

He shakes his head and slaps both of his hands to his face. Not long left to go, he thinks, just three hundred more words and it's all done. All he needs to do is finish the conclusion and then it's finally over. He can leave the library, he can have a proper sleep without worrying and he can go and see Dazai for longer than ten minutes. That's what he's really looking forward to... that and a hot shower.

He finds some GranRodeo on his ipod and bashes out the last three hundred words. If it sucks he can pick it up in editing but for now it's done. It takes him till the end of the album but he does it. He leans back in his chair and lets out a long shuddering breath, exhaustion and elation washing over him.

It's over!

He picks up his phone to check the time and sees a text from Naomi that she sent him about an hour ago and he didn't notice.

[2:15pm] FROM NAOMI: Hey sweetie I know you're working but give me a call when you see this Nx

Whoops!

He locks his computer and heads to the study space outside the doors where he can have a phone conversation. Once outside he leans against the wall near the lift, to prop himself up and calls Naomi.

"Hey honey," she says when she picks up.

"Are you okay?" he asks. "You're text didn't explain all that much."

"Oh yeah I'm fine," Naomi says. "I thought it would be easier to explain not ever text."

"Fair, so what's up?"

"Yosano and I were thinking of throwing a party tonight as it's been a long week and everyone needs to blow off some steam. Where are you up to with your essay?"

"Just finished the first draft and going to send it to Kunikida," Atsushi replies.

"Well done, so are you up for a party?"

"Um... I had sort of thought I might sleep," Atsushi lies. He had sort of thought that he might go and see Dazai but if he tells Naomi that she'll never let him hear the end of it.

"Ah really?" Naomi whines.

"Sorry, I'm shattered," Atsushi says, which is actually true. He feels like he hasn't had a good night's sleep in ages.

"You sure I can't convince you?" Naomi asks.

"I'll probably pass," Atsushi replies.

"Not even if I told you I've already gotten a yes from a certain dark haired book store owner with a flare for theatrics and a love of classic literature?" Naomi asks and he doesn't have to see her face to know that she's smirking.

"How did..."

"Yosano and I went to his book store to check him out as you're so clearly in love with him," Naomi says.

"And?"

"And we approve."

"No I mean how did you get him to say he's come to this party?" Atsushi asks.

"Simple, I told him you were coming," she replies.

"What?"

"We ended up talking, he's very nice by way, and I said that we knew you and that you'd be coming to the party," she replies. "Please don't make me lie to the pretty man."

Atsushi rolls his eyes. "Fine, I'll come."

"Really?"

"Yeah, I mean I guess I have been working hard all week," he says.

"What about your plan of sleeping?" Naomi asks slyly and Atsushi should have expected that.

"Well you're not going to let me sleep are you regardless of whether I want to or not so I might as well come," he says.

"Good," Naomi says brightly. "Get here for around seven thirty and bring something to drink."

"Okay I'll see you then," Atsushi says.

"See you then sweetie," Naomi says before hanging up the phone. Atsushi presses his phone to his chest as he lets his excitement wash over him. He had managed to keep Naomi from guessing just how excited he is about seeing Dazai. Granted he was planning on going to see Dazai anyway and at a party they won't be alone but he still gets to see him. Now that thought is going to get him through the rest of the day.

Later that evening Atsushi arrives at Naomi and Tanizaki's. His heart is fluttering like a butterfly under glass and he hopes he's not blushing too much as he rings the doorbell. It opens a few minutes later and Tanizaki smiles when he sees him.

"Atsushi," he says, "so glad you could make it."

"Hey Tanizaki," Atsushi says.

"How was the essay?" Tanizaki asks, closing the door behind Atsushi as he enters.

"First draft is done and sent, that's all I care about right now," Atsushi says.

"Good," Tanizaki smiles patting Atsushi's shoulder. "You're so good, getting all your essays done so early."

"Well there was someone that I was hoping to see at some point," Atsushi says, "so I thought I'd get it all done and out of the way with."

"And would this be that book store owner with the dark hair?" Tanizaki says.

"Um... well..."

"The one standing in the corner talking to Yosano?"

"What?" Atsushi looks to where Tanizaki is gesturing and, sure enough, Dazai is there deep in conversation. Atsushi can feel himself blushing and it only gets worse when Dazai looks up and smiles at him. His heart all but stops and it's like he's seeing Dazai for the very first time again, he's completely blown away by just how gorgeous he is.

Tanizaki breaks Atsushi out of his stupor giving him a shove in Dazai's direction. "Why don't you go say hi?"

"Um sure," Atushsi says a little dreamily. He makes his way over to Dazai who keeps grinning at him the whole time.

"Hey cutie," he says as Atsushi reaches them.

"H... hi," Atsushi stammers.

"I'll leave you two alone," Yosano says with a smirk and leaves.

"H... hi," Atsushi stammers again once they're alone.

Dazai reaches over and gives Atsushi's hair a gentle tug. "You getting all nervous around me again?"

"Sorry," Atsushi chuckles, "I'm just excited, it's been too long since I've seen you for longer than five minutes."

"Miss me then?" Dazai asks.

"Yeah."

"Good, cause I missed you too," Dazai says. He slips his hand around the back of Atsushi's neck and pulls him into a long, slow kiss. Atsushi moans. Oh god it feels so good to kiss him again! He melts into the kiss instantly, reaching up to wrap his arms around Dazai's neck and pushing himself right up against him. It's when Dazai takes his bottom lip and drags his teeth over it is when Atsushi really starts to lose it.

"D... Dazai," Atsushi gasps as they break apart.

"Yeah beautiful?" Dazai pants and it's nice to hear that he's just as affected by this.

"We... we should stop..."

"Do you really want to?" Dazai asks.

"No," Atsushi replies.

"Then we don't have to," Dazai says as he pushes Atsushi's fringe away from his face even though it falls straight back into place.

"Can we go and find somewhere more private?" Atsushi asks, very aware of the fact that most of his friends are here and they'll be watching like hawks (especially Naomi and Yosano). He can't let himself get too carried away otherwise he'll be bombarded with questions the next time the two of then get him alone.

"Of course," Dazai says, taking Atsushi's hand. He leads him out of the living room and down a darkened corridor near Tanizaki's bedroom door. Dazai pins Atsushi up against the wall, linking their fingers together.

Atsushi looks up at him and he can feel his heart beginning to pound in his chest. It only gets worse as Dazai leans down to brush his lips against Atsushi's in the faintest imitation of a kiss. The tiniest little whimper leaves the back of Atsushi's throat and he can feel his entire body tingling with anticipation.

"D... Dazai," he whispers.

"My god, you're so beautiful," Dazai says before slamming their lips together.

Atsushi squeezes Dazai's hands, kissing him back just as fiercely. It feels so good to be with Dazai again and having him kiss him like this makes Atsushi's head spin. Dazai moves Atsushi's hands so that they're above his head and pins them to the wall with one of his own. Atsushi lets a low groan sound from the back of his throat as Dazai's lips move to his neck, kissing upwards until he gazes his teeth over Atsushi's earlobe.

"Oh god Dazai!" he whimpers.

Dazai groans in his ear. "The sounds you make..." The hand not pinning Atsushi's wrists to the wall comes to rest on Atsushi's hip.

"We shouldn't do this here," Atsushi says even though his hips are trying to thrust up against Dazai's, seemingly of their own accord.

"We shouldn't what?" Dazai asks with a smile as the hand on Atsushi's hip moves to rub over his rapidly hardening cock, making Atsushi moan.

"Fuck!"

"Mmm now there's an idea I can get behind," Dazai says nuzzling his nose against Atsushi's ear.

His grip on Atsushi's wrists has slackened so Atsushi is able to wriggle free of his hold, taking Dazai by surprise and flipping their positions so that he has Dazai pinned against the wall. He reaches up so that he can nip the shell of Dazai's ear. "Then take me back to my place and fuck me then."

"Holy shit!" Dazai says on an exhale.

"What?" Atsushi asks looking the picture of innocence (save the blush on his face).

Dazai smirks. "You are full of surprises."

"Good ones I hope," Atsushi says.

"Of course."

"So do you want to ditch here and come back to mine?" Atsushi asks. "We can have a lot more fun there on our own than we can here."

"God yes!"

As it turns out sneaking back to Atsushi's place is both easier and harder than either of them anticipated. Mostly because they run into Yosano and Naomi who both smirk at Atsushi like this was their plan all along (which it probably was knowing them). All it takes is a winning smile from Dazai and the forced promise of details of the night from Atsushi and they happily send them on their way.

It's a short walk to Atsushi's place. Kenji is still at the party so the place is empty and Atsushi practically drags Dazai through to his bedroom, their lips on each others as soon as the front door is closed. Dazai shrugs his coat off and lets it fall to the floor.

"God you're amazing," Dazai says as he pulls Atsushi's tie off, a huge grin on his face.

"So are you," Atsushi says as he rids Dazai of his waistcoat. "Can't wait to see what you look like under these clothes."

"Right back at you," Dazai says. "I should probably warn you though the chest doesn't match the face."

"How so?" Atsushi asks.

Dazai opens his shirt to reveal a chest covered in scars. "I got burnt," he says. "A few years ago I got myself into something and I ended up getting a lot of third degree burns. They cover most of my body. They don't hurt anymore but I keep the bandages round my arms because it keeps people from staring and my skin is quite sensitive to sunlight now."

Atsushi closes the distance between the two of them and presses a kiss to where Dazai's heart is. "Gorgeous," he says.

"So are you," Dazai tells him. He tilts Atsushi's face up so that he can kiss him again. "You're not put off by it?" he asks and Atsushi is surprised to hear the hint of uncertainty in his voice.

He shrugs. "I like you," he says, "a lot so this isn't something that's going to put me off. I don't think there's anything that could put me off."

"God, you're amazing," Dazai says and pulls Atsushi into another kiss as he shrugs off his shirt.

"Then do something with me," Atushsi grins as his own shirt slips off his shoulders and falls to the floor.

"Gladly," Dazai says and allows himself to be dragged over to the bed where Atsushi pushes him down onto the mattress. As Atsushi straddles his waist Dazai's eyes flick to the book on the bedside table and chuckles. "That's ironic."

"What is?" Atsushi asks as he gets Dazai's trousers open.

"The book," Dazai replies. "Rules of Attraction."

"Do you want to talk literature," Atsushi begins, getting to his knees between Dazai's legs as he works his cock out of his boxers, "or do you want me to do something more fun with my mouth."

Dazai looks like he's died and gone to heaven. "I think I'd like something more fun."

Without another word Atsushi's tongue slips out to tease the head of Dazai's cock. Dazai lets his head fall back, his fingers slipping into Atsushi's hair so he takes him to the back of his throat. Dazai's cock feels amazing on his tongue and he lets out a light moan that makes Dazai moan in turn as the vibrations jolt down his cock. Atsushi begins to bob his head, loving the feeling of Dazai in his mouth.

"Oh my god Atsushi!" Dazai groans, his grip tightening as Atsushi continues to suck him off.

The soft moans and groans falling from Dazai's lips spur Atsushi on. Part of him can't believe that this is actually happening, that Dazai is actually in his bedroom, but the tight grip on his hair reminds him that it's real. He can feel Dazai's hand in his hair tighten again and using that grip he pulls Atsushi off his cock. Atsushi looks up to see him a panting, blushing mess and he knows that he must look exactly the same.

"Problem?" Atsushi asks, the picture of innocence if he wasn't red faced and gasping for breath.

"You're going to be the death of me if you keep on like that," Dazai chuckles weakly.

"Oh yeah?"

Dazai leans down as best he can, pulling Atsushi up slightly so that their lips meet in the middle. "I want to fuck you."

Atsushi gets to his feet and rids himself of both his trousers and boxers so that he stands naked in front of Dazai. "Then fuck me."

Breath caught in his throat Dazai hastily scrambles out of the rest of his clothes and pulls Atsushi into another kiss. "Do you have lube and a condom?" he asks.

"In the top drawer of the bedside table," Atsushi says "I can ride you if you want?" He's not sure where this confidence has come from but when he sees Dazai visibly swallow at his words he's not going to question it in the slightest.

"Hell yes, you can. You can ride me all you want beautiful," Dazai gasps.

Atsushi gently pushes him back down onto the mattress before retrieving a condom and a bottle of lubricant from his bedside table. He straddles Dazai's waist and presses a kiss to his lips as he hands him the bottle. The feel of heated skin pressing together has them both moaning into each other's mouths as Dazai tries to focus his thoughts long enough to cover his fingers in lube.

A heated moan leaves Atsushi's lips as the first of Dazai's long fingers slowly slips inside him. His fingers sink into Dazai's hair and he pulls him close. As a second finger, then a third, slips inside him he begins to grind down on Dazai's hand, desperate for more.

"Dazai," he gasps, "please I'm ready."

"You sure?" Dazai asks.

"I need your cock!" Atsushi cries.

"Holy shit, yes!"

A whimper of protest leaves Atsushi's lips as Dazai's fingers slip out of him. His own fingers clutch Dazai's hair even harder and he presses his forehead to Dazai's, squeezing his eyes shut as he hears the sound of the condom packet opening. Head spinning, Atsushi waits as Dazai slicks up his cock with more lube. It's not until he feels a gentle hand on his cheek that he opens his eyes, gazing into deep brown.

"You sure you're ready for this?" Dazai asks.

"Yes," Atsushi begs, clearly desperate, "please..."

Dazai pulls Atsushi into a kiss as Atsushi slowly sinks down onto Dazai's cock until he's fully seated in his lap. Atsushi breaks away from Dazai's lips, pulling in great gulps of air as his cock completely fills him. His eyes glaze over, his jaw slackens and every muscle in his lower body clenches.

"Holy shit Atsushi," Dazai grunts in his ear and the sound of his voice brings Atsushi back to himself. Using as much energy as he has he pushes himself off Dazai's cock to sink back down, riding him and building up a furious pace. It feels amazing and Dazai begins to thrust up to meet his hips.

"Oh god Dazai!" Atsushi gasps as he begins to ride him harder, angling his thrusts so that he hits his prostate with every downward thrust. "I think I'm gonna cum!"

"Then cum for me gorgeous," Dazai pants in his ear as one of his hands leaves Atsushi's hip to begin to pump his cock.

The assault on his cock and prostate is too much for him and the coil in his stomach tightens again. "Fuck Dazai!" he cries before slamming his lips to Dazai's and cumming.

Dazai moans into his mouth, Atsushi tightening around him like a vice. It doesn't take many more thrusts up into that delicious tight heat and Dazai reaches his peak too. Both of them continue to thrust, in order to ride out the pleasure, their lips attached as they're lost completely in one another.

"Wow..." Atsushi gasps, smiling down at Dazai. "That was amazing."

"It really was," Dazai says, brushing Atsushi's sweaty fringe out of his eyes before cupping the back of his neck and pulling him into another kiss.