Saya looked down at the two pills in her hand. The room was silent as she stood still staring at them.
No, I refuse to take these. I am not ill!
Saya threw them in the drain and they were gone. She exited the bathroom and sat down on the bed.
I will wait for more memories to come. If I love Carl then it will show...If it is true.
"Carl became the CEO of Corpse Corporations a few years back. He's been living in America ever since then but there is no exact address," Getsuei said as she looked over Julia's shoulder to see the computer screen.
"Then we just need to get into Corpse Corporations then," David said.
"I'll do it," Mathew said. Everyone looked at him shockingly and the room went silent.
"Carl killed my Queen, I want to avenge her by saving Saya and telling her Diva's last words," Mathew said. A tear ran down his cheek and his hands clenched into fists.
"I'm going to kill Carl!" Mathew shouted. David nodded his head.
"Very well, son, you'll be infiltrating Corpse Corporations within the week," David said.
"But question is which facility?" Hakumei asked. Julia turned to her and removed her glasses to wipe them clean with her doctor's robe.
"The main one of course," Julia said.
"I regret that I didn't get to dance with you. But, I must go and take care of some business. Farewell, I look forward to seeing you soon. Maybe you can save a dance for me until we meet again," Phantom said as he dropped a blue rose to Saya's feet. She looked down at the rose as Phantom disappeared and his contemptuous laughter echoed off the walls.
"Phantom," Saya said with impassive anger. She looked up, her eyes blazing red. The feeling of blood felt so natural with her skin. It frightened her.
More memories, I must find more!
"Saya!" Carl was shaking her and calling her name. This was not a memory. Her eyes opened and trembled at sight his face. She pushed him away and scurried to the other side of the bed.
"Stay away!" she cried. She was panting heavily and felt awfully distraught.
"Saya, what's wrong?" Carl asked. He set his hands on her face and looked into her eyes. Saya's eyes were trembling with fear and confusion.
"Who's Phantom?" Saya asked.
"Saya, you're...you're remembering him aren't you?" Carl asked. He looked so hurt and sensitive. He wasn't planning to reveal his alter ego to her yet. When Saya's mind was willing to cope with his wickedness and love him despite who he is.
"Phantom is not real," Carl said. Saya gasped into tears and tried to move away but the bedpost kept her from doing so.
"He is and he raped me! He sounds and feels so much like you!" Saya cried. She fell into his arms and wept.
"Saya, I will show Phantom to you. But not now," Carl solaced.
"Who is Phantom then? You said he was not real?!" Saya wept. She looked absolutely tormented; how Carl loved to see her just as tormented. When he raped her he had caused her such torment and how he savored it.
"He is not real to you now. In our love, he is no longer here," Carl said in a disdainful tone. Saya went silent for a moment and her weeping ceased. She looked up at Carl and then turned her head aside.
"You are Phantom? You're the one who raped me," she said. Saya wriggled in his grasp but he pulled her into a hug. Saya's eyes wide with confusion and hurt.
"Saya, I was forced to. We both would've been killed and I did not want you to die. When I was finally free I took your hand and shared my freedom with you. Red Shield tried to kill us and when they couldn't they took our daughter," Carl solaced. He released Saya and she looked up at him. Her hands set on his chest and she felt his heart beat. She looked down and frowned.
"I-I don't understand," Saya said. Carl cupped her chin and brought her face to face his. Carl wiped the tears from her face.
"Can you forgive me? Don't you love me?" Carl asked, faking the sensitivity in his voice. Saya turned her head aside, she choked on the tears and anger. She opened her mouth to say how much she wanted to leave and go back to that man. To Hagi, but quickly closed her mouth and suppressed her emotions. The hairs on the back of her neck stood up as a chill ran down her back. A part of her still loved Carl because she knew his sweet side. She was addicted to his charm and love and passion.
Carl really was her poison and her cure.
"I-I do love you. I-I forgive you," Saya said dubiously. Carl kissed her lips softly, pulling her away from the bedpost and onto the bed. He hugged her and kissed her first before speaking.
"And I love you too, we are free now. We are together," Carl said, kissing her neck.
"And we can have children together, come with me to the lab tomorrow. We need to create the fertility medications you need," Carl said. Saya nodded her head as Carl's hands wandering up and under her nightgown. She stopped his hands from going past her waist and she smiled.
"Carl, I'm tired. Tomorrow night, after I get the medications." Saya said, wriggling away from Carl and wrapping her body in the covers. She was scared and cold and she hated herself for still loving him. She hated herself for still lying in his bed and staying. While a part of her adored Carl..
Please help me. I still love him and I forgave him. I don't want to love him anymore!