R.S.: Hello everybody! So sorry I haven't updated in a long time, but I had finals and I had to get all my projects done and my tests studied for and what not! Which makes me very happy because I got a 99 on my Band Final, a 97 on my algebra II honors final(something I did not think i would get.), I aced my Spanish Final and my overall grade in English Honors is a 100 I PASSED BITCHES! Lol

And now, onto the letter V. Please enjoy.

-Rampaging Sorrow

The Alphabet

By: Rampaging Sorrow

V is for Voices

He speaks with tenderness and love, his sound soft and filled with compassion and knowledge of the war memories and the years of learning under his belt. It's made up of want and need for that girl's ultimate happiness and to never see tears fall from the pretty blue eyes he adored.

She speaks with pride and dignity for almost everything that she does, her sound certain and sure with no sense of regret. It's filled with love and prayers for that one man to finally let go of his sins and to show that deep inside he is truly happy with his amethyst orbs of endless emotion.

But that is only outside of the house. Inside is different.

On the inside, he still speaks with tenderness and love, but at times he will be become angry... hateful... vitriolic. He would occasionally drink, but never took it out in abuse. His emotions are raw, his emotions are raging, his emotions want to be let free through his sound. He would swing in the dojo with screams and drunken slurs, his voice high with fury. And at the end of it all, when his body couldn't swing anymore, when his voice was filled all that hatred for himself and all that anger for what he messed up in the past... it turned into sorrow for himself and agony as he watches his face and looks at his hands in the mirror. It's painful, it's filled with hurt and pain, and all he can do is bury his face into his hands as he kneels forward and begs for forgiveness like the fallen angel his heart tells him that he is.

On the inside, she speaks with dignity... but there is not one ounce of pride in her, her sound always quiet and saddened unless it needs to be raised to show her point and gain some kind of peace. It's filled with the want for love and the depression of knowing deep inside she has nothing left when it comes to push and shove. She barely even smiles and during her bath, she sits in the hot water and she lays her heads over her head ass he sniffs and she cries gently wishing that things were different. Wishing that her father could come down and give her words of wisdom so she can keep on a straight path. Wishing that her mother could have stayed longer to show her the right way so that she didn't have such a problem finding it herself. She wanted to feel full and yet she felt so fucking empty!

Inside, these two different other personalities are hidden even from each other as they pass or they just avoid each other for the whole time. But when these personalities show... when the outside facade is shattered and the inside emotions show to each other... there is never surprise or gasps to make it worse.

Instead, these inside emotions find shelter and understanding inside each other, their voices shedding the sadness and the pain as they become filled with hidden lusts and releasing how they really feel the best way that they can. Voice or Body doesn't matter as they hold each other tight and they break their shells of the hurt voices in the past and present that constantly plague their minds.

They forget and the sound is one. Heartbeat and all.

He sounds pure and content. She sounds pure and content. Their voices are now soft and both are filled with equal love. Both pure and both content.

But, it's only for that night and the in the morning the cycle repeats itself like a never ending roller coaster. Their sounds always changing and never stopping to rest on one for fear of being exposed and released to the outside world.

Just once, it would be nice for both of them to be pure and content on the outside.

Just one... they could show what they really are.What voices should really be like.

it won't ever happen and these voices remain the same.


R.S.: And that was the letter V! Hope you enjoyed it:)

W should be out by... i'd say Wednesday or Thursday. Review and tell me what you thought, k?

-Rampaging Sorrow