A/N: I decided to add on to this story hope its still good…Oh and I kind of need a beta A LOT

Chapter 11

Botan moved to get off his lap and he did nothing to stop her, after all he wanted his sweet snow. She wasn't sure what had come over her just then. He was still Hiei after all was said and done. Sure she was happy he was ok after he'd given her quit a scare. She moved around the kitchen getting his food ready.

She wanted him to stay until his buzz wore off, but then he needed to go. She wasn't about to give him any loving of any kind. Yes she was sorry for upsetting him but not because she wanted to be his mate. It was because he was sick. An everyone knows a sick person does not make sane chooses. She hand him the bowl of ice cream feeling as if she should tell him after he had it Botan want up to her room.

She made sure to shut and lock her bedroom door. She wasn't going to leave her self open to attack so to speck. Taking a long hard look throw her pj's Botan found the most unreeling thing she could find and ugly too. A long bright orange flannel top and some sweat pants to mach. 'He's got to be done by now' She thought pulling up her sweat pants.

She made her way back to the living room to find Hiei was still there. His ice cream was not there anymore. Nor was the bowl she gave him witch made her wonder what he had done with it. "You come down off your high yet?" He nodded his head moving his hand over the front of his shirt. "Good, then I think it time you go." Botan said quickly turning form him to run to her room.

She made it two whole steps before he got hold of her. His voice was low as he pulled her towered him. "It is time for you to fulfill your promise." Botan found herself being pushed down on the sofa. Hiei moved over her like a wild animal going in for the kill. He was even licking his lips as he lowered himself down on her.

"NO!" She screamed shoving her foot in his chest to hold him back. "I said I was sorry about upsetting you, but that is it. I still don't want you. Now get away form me!" She used all her might to push him away. Hiei moved about a half an inch away form her. Botan was ready to fight though she know he would win she wasn't going to give in without putting up a fight.

Hiei didn't move he seemed to be thinking about what to do. He step back form her slowly looking her over. Razing an eye brow he moved in as quick as a whip. He was inches form Botan's face. "We're going to have to come to some kind of agreement woman. Because you are my mate like it or not and I need to mate you now." A twinge of damager enters his voice "I don't fell like fighting you the whole time or every single time we mate. It would be a wasted of energy for both of us. Make your choose on how you want to do this now or I will make it for you."

"Ok, ok just give me a moment to think, I need a moment to think." Botan said her voice quivering slightly. Hiei nodded his head stepping back form her. His blood red eyes never leaving hers. Botan know when Hiei actually chouse to spoke he meant business. Taking a deep breath Botan chase a plan of action. She knew no matter what she did she was going to end up in bed with the fire demon.

"Ok this is how it's going to work Hiei. When ever you chouse to mate me you will go to my bed room and what for me. I get 45 minuets to myself in the bathroom and YOU CAN NOT look to see what I am doing. This will give me time to get ready for are encounter." She stopped to see if he had anything to say, he didn't so she went on. "When I come out it's up to you to do whatever. Because I am going to be a dead fish. I will not touch you willingly. So you get in you get out and then you get out of my face. I won't do it any other way so don't even ask. AND NO ONE and I mean NO ONE can know about this!" She said sitting up on the sofa slowly making sure he wasn't going to jump her again.

Hiei only looked at her for a moment a small smirk appeared on his face. "Take your 45 minuets now women, all be whiting." He then disappeared up the steps to her room. Botan got up form the sofa making her way to the bathroom. She opened her medicine cadet and took out a small box of pills ladled birth control. Taking that day's pill Botan removed her clothing. She was going to make this as un-fun as possible for him. She sighed sitting down on the toilet to finger herself.

She closed her eyes imaging Aya's naked body doing things to her naked body. Once she was all turned on Botan got to her feet. 'Well let's get this over with.' She thought as she walked towered her bed room. Hiei was sitting on the bed warring nothing but a bed sheet. Botan made sure the door was shut, the cretins were closed and the lights were off, before joining Hiei on the bed. He was looking her over like a fresh peace of meat.

She lowered herself down on the bed laying back and spreading her legs to allow him compete access to her body. Hiei wasted no time becoming one with her. He didn't even check to see if she was wet. He just shoved it inside of her un-harmoniously. She bit her lip to keep form making a sound. For such a little man he was the biggest men to ever be inside her and it kind of hart as he moved in and out of her.

Botan closed her eyes concentrating on not making a sound. She didn't want to give him the satisfaction of knowing he made her scream with joy. She tried her best to block out the sounds of his heavy breathing and the feeling of his length move faster and faster with in her. It felt so good now that she had adjusted to him; it was making her toes crawl up and her eyes retread into her head. Still she lay motionless on the bed hold holding her breath to keep form moaning his name.

When he came Botan let out the breath she was holding. Were most men would have said something sweet or even cress her skin tenderly. Hiei did nothing more then dismount her and disappear. Of choose that is what they agreed append so she couldn't complain. She claimed out of the bed closing the window he had just left out of. She knew her life was in for a big change. Whether she wanted him or not she now had a secret lover. Not just any secret lover, she had the coldness, meanest, nastiest monster of all time slipping into her bed at night.

"I hated that….MOSTER"

SIX MONTHS LATER

Hiei closed the window behind him as he stepped into his mate's bed room. He could hear her down stairs watching TV. She watch that basted thing all the time, Hiei couldn't understand what was so interesting about the moving pitcher box. He opened the door looking down to see she was sitting on the sofa. He always watched her form the bedroom door. She wouldn't let him join her down stairs after all.

As he watched his mate laying down Hiei felt an odd feeling. He felt it when ever he looked at her. His heart would quicken just ever so slightly. He would find himself thinking about her through out the day. He'd image what it would be like to run his hands throw her long blue hair. Or hold her in his arms as he slept high in the tree tops. But she wouldn't let him find that out.

In fort of people she stayed as far away form him as possible. Sharing her smile with everyone but him. When alone Botan stayed in any other room, but the one he was in. That was until she decided it was time to join him in the bed room. When she finely did join him that smile was gone. She would shut down all together on him. She would simply make sure the door, windows and cartons were closed. Then she'd turn off the lights if any were on before she lay down on the bed.

Then that was it that's all she'd do, she wouldn't even look at him after lying down. It drove him crazy that his mate refused to enjoy anything he offered her. Closing his eyes Hiei slumped ageist the door frame. He wasn't just having trouble getting his mate to except him; he was also having trouble getting her pregnant. He mated her almost ever night and still nothing was happing.

What Botan didn't know was every night after she had fallen asleep he would slip back into her room and watch her, ever once and awhile he touch her belly hoping to feel a small power growing there. All he felt was her power raising and falling as she slept. Pushing the thought away Hiei decide to pick into his mates mind. He often wonder what she thought about before joining him, but he never checked because he was always hoping for something different.

Standing he looked down to see Botan was looking around. Opening his mind he listened to his thoughts. 'Damn it that monster is here again. Gods I hate him.' Hiei felt his stomach tighten at her thoughts. But he kept listening to what she was thinking. He couldn't help himself form listening father. A few moments later his mind was filled with images of his mate with other males. He closed off the link trying his hardest not to scream. He was filled with rage at what he had just seen and at the same time some part of him ached. As he removed his clothes only one thought crossed his mind. 'My own mate hate's me'